I'm not who you think I am... ~Journal~

[Kira]

Kira stared at the ring for some time before she got up, taking it off and placed it in her jewelry box. It came as a hard choice but Reggie was never around. He would disappear, show up saying how much he missed and cared about her but then he would disappear again. She was tired of this roller coaster and felt there was no point in wearing the ring any longer. If he decided to show up and stick around, maybe she would think about wearing it again. Any other woman would be crying, for her, she was just really pissed off.

Every god damn man in her life has brought her nothing but pain. Okay, that wasn't true, Oscar was okay but she didn't hear much out of him either. There wasn't anyone left in her line once again that was around. She just wanted to scream but didn't want to scare the animals. She quickly left her home and told Dave to check in on the animals later. She really needed to kill something, someone but she was supposed to be going to the lounge to work on some new stuff.

When she got to the lounge, they were goofing off but when dancers goof off, it was creative. "I do hope you have some ideas." she said, they jumped, they hadn't noticed she had shown up.

"Hey Boss." Cody said, turning the music off. "Are we doing a Valentine's special?"

Kira scoffed, "Valentine's? Bahumbug." she replied, "**** no, we're doing anti-valentines. You think couples are going to come here? No, we're going to get all the single people."

So they sat down, working on some stuff.

The girls Lisa and Izett got up with Kira who worked with them for a bit on a song.
Break up with your girlfriend, I'm bored.

"Well, wasn't expecting Kira to do that song.." Lorenzo said, clearing his throat. "Think I just found my bi-side or it's that vampire charm."

"I hope no couples come or that song and dance might cause some breakups." Renzo added.

"I like it." Lisa said, "Though I could see that happening.."

Kira shrugged, "Now I got some good songs from some not well known people." next was Sweet but Psycho / Dances to Sweet but Psycho

My Way

"Alright, boys, this one is going to take all of us." Kira said, Girls X Boys
"We might use this one later though.." she said, "Not sure if I want to use it that night."

"My mind is going again." Renzo muttered but he was liking direction, she was expanding on what kinds of songs she did.

Hour Glass
Heartbreak Hotel
Wonderland (Hello my name is Alice)
Thief
Hung Up **

**OOC: Wouldn't watch this if you have a seizure disorder

"Okay, that should be enough." Kira said.

"Let me guess, Lorenzo gets to do the thief one." Cody said.

"He can pull off more than the rest of you, so...yes." Kira replied, "I can see you dropping me.."

"Well, if you make me into a vampire, I'd be really strong and wouldn't drop you." Cody mused.

"And that wouldn't help your talent any.." she said, the others were like wow burn. Cody grumped. "I have no interest in turning anyone into a vampire, more so people I know.."

"Now, let's get back to work."

[Kira]

Kira was sitting on the sofa, her legs pulled up with a notebook on her lap. She always wrote lyrics on paper before typing it out. She barely looked back when the door open and Dave came in with some bags.

"Animal good is a lot better than being sent on zombie ear run." Dave said, dropping the bags down for a moment before putting the food in their containers so the animals didn't chew the food bags open.

"Always in the need of ears though." Kira replied simply as the animals left her side to circle around Dave.

"Ears is not as bad as the sewers and the crap you want me to get there." Dave muttered. He put the rest of the items he got up with a yawn. "Well, anything else you need tonight or can I go rest now?"

"Can't think of anything. You can go." Kira said, waving him off as she was focused on what she was doing.

She didn't hear the door but more of a thud and the dogs yelped. She looked back to find Dave on the floor. "Dave?" she said, she twisted around and jumped over the back of the sofa, quickly going to his side. She checked his pulse. She wasn't sure what else to do. She grabbed a hold of him and teleported to the nearest hospital.

"Hey." she snapped at the nearest worker, "I need help." she said, they got him up on a bed.

"What happened?"

"He passed out. That's all I know." Kira replied, watching them carefully as they did some lab work on him and checked his vitals.

"What's his name and who are you to him?" she was asked as they waited for the results.

"His name is Dave Carson. I'm his boss and his friend." Kira said, pacing back and forth. "I'm on his emergency contact list."

"See in your rush to get him here, you forgot your shoes."

Kira stopped and looked down, yeah she was barefoot but didn't really notice as she wasn't touching the ground. "No worries. My feet never touch the ground." she said, "And rush it was...I'm way faster than your EMS Would have been.."

The worker stared at her up until the doctor came in. "His hemoglobin is down and is quite anemic...any reason he might have lost some blood?"

The other worker was trying to be stealthy, pointing at Kira and mouthing vampire.

Kira growled, "I have not fed from Dave in a long time and I would never take so much to put his life in danger." she snapped, glaring at the worker. She went through Dave's memories. "And no one else has fed from him. So how about you stop the blame game and go find some AB- to put in him."

"Wait, how do you know his blood...type?" Doctor said but kind of figured vampires just knew blood. The two quickly left the room before she got any more pissed off at them.

Kira flopped down in the recliner beside his bed, still glaring off after them

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Inspired by the bug of the thralls losing blood lol

[Kira]

Kira was out of the loop of what was happening in the city, she really hadn't been paying attention. She had better things to do. When she did learn about it, she wasn't happy of course.

How were they really going to enforce this? They can't force vampires to do anything. No vampire was going to just go in to be chipped. And if they did somehow force one, a vampire could cut the damn thing out. Legal repercussions? What the ****.

She suppose all this **** explains why people were carrying mirrors with them. She wasn't too sure what they would see with her. She saw herself...or Warrior. Though that might be in her own head for all she knew.

Reggie had talked about leaving the country. Really wasn't something she wanted to do. Of course now there was a travel ban on vampires.

She finally looked up from her spacing out. Her employees supported her, they didn't care what she was. It had been business as usual at the lounge however she had to close it down due to some virus that was spreading. Corona...Convid-19. She didn't want her employees getting sick or the people who came to the lounge. So besides the travel ban on vampires, the boarders were closed.

There were two types of people who would come to the lounge. Vampires lovers/supporters or vampire haters.

Her mind was going through words, lyrics, on how she felt about all of this. She got up, hitting record on her studio equipment.

"You want us gone, suppressed and dead. We were once like you, living, breathing. Some of us asked for this, others didn't have a choice. You treat us all like we are the devil when mortals are just as capable of acts of evil. We laugh, we cry. We bleed. We just live differently as you.

You wish to put a chip in us. We are not your pet. You want us to be visible and marked for all that can see. The last time things like this were done was the holocaust. Have we not learned nothing from our past. History once again repeats. Our ancestors to be shacking their heads.

This can not go on. You keep pushing but we're going to push back. We will not be suppressed and treated like second class citizens. Why can't we just get along and try to make the world a better place. Don't we all have better things to worry about."

[Kira]

Kira kept an eye on the news about this virus as Canada started to have problems and places started to shut down. Her business were closed already which made her a bit stir crazy. She was still paying her employees as they would if they had been working.

Dave came in, "Got the cat and dog food." he said, taking them into the kitchen.

Kira blinked, there was one employee she forgot about. She got up and went into the kitchen, "No more going to stores." she said.

Dave looked confused. "What?"

"You're not to go to any stores from now on." she said, "Have you not been watching the news?"

"Just been doing business as usual, hadn't thought about the virus.." Dave said. "How you going to get your supplies? Hard enough to find cat food as it is."

"I'll get it shipped or something. I can't get sick, you can." Kira said, "Just do your chores around here. Go home and here, no more stores." she added. It wasn't too long ago that he needed a blood transfusion, she was worried.

"But there is the whole government trying to control the vampires." Dave replied.

Kira huffed, "Not worried about that ****. Like to see them try putting a chip in me." she grumbled. She wondered how others were dealing with that ****. She opened a drawer and took out a hand sanitizer and tossed it at him. "Use that and keep using it." she wasn't sure where she had gotten it at but she wasn't too worried about germs and she washed her hands anyway.

"Yes mother." Dave said, walking off to take care of the horses outside.

Kira rolled her eyes, she looked at the animals who were eyeing the bags of food. She better feed them before they tore open the bags.

[Kira]

Kira tried to practice not going anywhere as she told Dave not to but staying home and being normal wasn't her thing. She was surprised she wasn't going stir crazy. She couldn't even remember the last time she felt the need to kill someone, she wondered why that was.

Dave on the other hand seemed to mostly enjoying the fact he didn't have to go anywhere and was playing video games while the wraith watched, wishing he could play.

Kira was on the sofa, a notebook in hand, writing down ideas for themes or shows for the lounge when this **** was over with. There was going to be a lot of thirsty people wanting to get out of the house by then. She sighed softly, setting the notebook aside and got up. She was heading for the door when she heard Dave go "Oh no you don't."

Kira blinked, looking back at him. "I'm not human.." she said.

Dave got up, crossing his arms. "There's a key detail about you that I've been thinking about. You still feel the effects of alcohol. and stalker boy drugged you more than once. That doesn't happen with all vampires." he said.

"He's got a point...seems there's a flaw in your vampire genes. Whose to say if you're safe from something like this virus." Marcus replied.

Kira tilted her head, thinking about it. Damnit, they had a point. "**** my life." she muttered, even though she had been rather careful for the sake of in case she could 'carry' it back but not because she thought she might get sick. "I've never heard of vampires getting sick though. It sure as hell can't kill me but...that does mean I could carry it around." And they weren't sure about animals yet, more so cats. She grumbled and flopped back down on the sofa, not sure what to do with herself now.

[Kira]

Super humans were annoying as hell. And cowards it seemed. Must be nice to sit back and attack people from the comfort of a hiding spot. Vampires had a lot of powers that they could do from afar but nothing like that. How annoying.

She wished she could hack or it would be nice if Dru had been still around. It would be nice who started it all and why. Why hack Alex up on the wanted list? And why were these humans not hunting anyone else on that list. Very strange.

Kira hadn’t paid attention to who was coming into the shop, she was hoping for quiet time to get some stuff done but nope. After mind blocking the little shits they crawled out from under their rocks to come fight, four against one or was it five. It went pretty fast. And the annoying part of running out of ammo and for some reason her body wouldn’t switch off to her sword. She didn’t want to use guns anyway, she was much better slicing stuff up but just could not make the switch until she finally just threw the gun aside.

She sent a message to her thrall to come help her, she couldn’t get a hold of anyone else other than her wraith. Not much a wraith can do and one of the little shits had the power to dispel them.

There was a point in every fight, do you stay or do you get out? When she felt the pain in her chest, it was time to get out. She threw a decoy up and left before she lost her ****.

She went to -----(Withheld) to rest and recover. A place she could scream as the rush of emotions hit her like a mountain falling on her.

She heard her phone ringing, she eyed it only for a second. Anemoi...what the **** did he want. She wasn’t in the mood to put up with his antics right now. She was trying to regain control of herself. Text message. She sighed softly, she picked up the phone with the only hand she had at the moment. Pick up the phone it said. It started to ring again.

**Anemoi grumbles as he disappeared into the street from the mall, his cell phone in one hand, sword in the other. He hit the call button on Kira’s name. No answer. He put the sword away and texted her, “Pick up the phone.” he sent, calling again.

It would ring for some time before there was a click, followed by a shuddered breath. A long inhale, “What the **** do you want?” Kira growled at him.

Anemoi paused, not liking the breath sound. “I’m sorry I got to the party too late. Only one of them was left and my aim was poor.” he said.

Long pause before a careful breath. “How the hell do you know what’s going on?” she asked.

“Oh, Dave contacted me in a panic. You contacted him but the van broke down so he couldn’t think of anyone else to call. So here I am, sent in my vampire pet but seems I have to tell the dumbass to fill up on blood. He went poof into ash.” Anemoi replied, listening carefully. “Are you alright?”

“**** no..” Kira hissed, there was a sound of the phone dropping onto the floor. Sounds of gasping, fists pounding on the floor.

He blinked, “Are you crying?” he asked in disbelief.

“Cut off all my ******* limbs, stab me in the eye, the head but not the ******* heart.” Kira said before a painful scream was heard.

His heart sank, the woman who hardly had any emotions now screaming because of the sheer burden of them. He didn’t know what to do or say. Maybe it would be a different story if he was there with her but of course he wasn’t. And where was her so-called man during all of this? He had this strong urge to hold her but he most likely would be stabbed.

“God damn cowards. First a power like that then ganging up on one person. Tides would have been turned if Lexy and Mortll had been there too.” Kira said, trying to gain control over the emotions. “Thanks for trying to help I guess...this isn’t over though. I need to go.” she said and hung up.
**

She looked to her phone again as she got alerts of the camera going off. Her shop, which was closed so they must have broke in. Then the temple, unless they stalked her no humans should know she even owned the building. And she hadn’t been there in some time so that couldn’t even be the case either. Why would they go there? She wasn’t there. She asked her wraith to look into the places, they had taken off with her cameras, how rude. What was the point? She already had them on camera.

She called the cops, “I would like to report a crime. Breaking and entering and stalking and harassment.” she said, she knew a few people there from Jarrett and David having worked there. Though now she was a well known vampire, she was going to withhold any information that they didn’t need to know. She would spin a tale that she was being followed by a group, more so one named Sawyer. How her businesses were closed due to the virus and how the person broke into her shop. Thankfully did not break into her other one. And how they went to a religious place of peace and stole cameras looking for her. “I will have my friend run over the footage. You can clearly see their face before they took them. His name is Dave Carson, I’ll be sending him over shortly. I would come myself but I haven’t felt well and have self isolated out of concern for public health. Thank you so much for your time.” she said. She hung up and sent Dave the footage to take to the police, call a tow truck for the van if he needed to and get it repaired.

She barely got that done when she felt something odd happen. She blinked, looking around at the shadow realm. What the ****? She had fed on the way here, so how the hell did she end up here? Nothing made any sort of sense. She sighed softly and sent a message for Dave to at least get her phone from her ash pile and keep an eye on her messages while she was gone.

[Kira]

Kira sat down, staring at the darkness of the realm. There was no point of finding any more spirits right now. There was simply nothing to do and she hated this place when it was forced on her.

“Oh Dark Lady, here we are again..” the voice was almost sing song, but cold.

“****..” Kira muttered, she hadn’t heard that voice in a long time, or seen her in mirrors. “Why now..”

“You got stabbed in the head and heart. I’d say you’re rather emotionally unstable right now.” Warrior replied with a laugh. “Guess what that means?! Time for some people to die.”

Kira crossed her arms, sort of, missing a hand it was awkward. Her lack of need to kill had been absent, she hadn’t thought about it, she hadn’t missed it. She had been living a pretty normal life, not that normal was the right word either.

“Our last kill was that pedo wasn’t it? It was so long ago. Don’t you miss that look. The fear in their eyes. The screams..”

Kira closed her eyes, thinking about that night. It had been a good night. “So you’re the psychopath…” she said, she had been fine for so long but the attacks and wounds on her had stirred this ***** up.

“Oh? Trying to place all the blame on me? Your emotions were fucked up since you woke up. The homeless shelter in New York...that first kill.”

“He deserved it.” Kira replied simply. She couldn’t explain what exactly warrior was. Some part of her, parts that made her, her. It was clear there had always been something wrong with her. She was damaged from the start. Maybe it had healed, up until now. Her mind was shattered once again. She wasn’t sure what was going to happen once she returned, how long would she be able to fight the urge, the need to kill in that way. “****.” she muttered, which just made warrior laugh, tormenting her was a form of amusement of her.