The Musings of Keara Aithne

[Keara Aithne]

25th December 2014

Think I do that I the wrong things for Enver did buy. Liked he did the game. Know that I do as he it to his office immediately did take. The outfit that bought I did for to wear for him, that perhaps wrong of me was. That more a gift for me perhaps is. Wait I shall for to see after worn it for him I have. Then judge this better I can. Bought me he did a necklace that quite stunning is. Knows me I think he does, better than I him do know. Fun gift bought me also he did. Adorable it is. A robotic spy rat it was. Know I do not how useful to me that is though. It more of a toy is. Gizmo interest in it has shown. Quite fascinated by it he seems. Leeloo afraid of it is. Silly thing. No bigger than her puppies it is. Harm her it cannot. The puppies too from it do run. So Gizmo likely the toy most shall enjoy. Perhaps use it I can for on the puppies to spy. Set it I shall near Leeloo’s bed. Off the floor perhaps, so it her does not annoy and so that gizmo the need does not feel for upon it to pounce.

[Keara Aithne]

26th December 2014

Relic whispers to me does. Rarely do I it ignore, but Enver my full attention has. Wish I do not for his side to leave and ask him I shall not for me in there to join. Time together have we need of. Still. Always. Wish I do not for my body to mar. Not when need I do, for in good physical form to be. Outfit that bought for him I did, something would lose, if injured I was. That part of the fantasy is not. Sure I am of that. Another reason also there is, for home to stay. Watched he must be around Andrew. Attacked him again today he did. Poor Andrew. Nothing has he wrong done and yet a lightning rod of sorts seems to be he does for Enver’s rage. Recently his powers upon him tested he did. Enver on Andrew that is. Gave him nightmares he did. Quite useless to me then he was. Enver thinks not of this. Andrew helping with the puppies is. And upon Crash we cannot depend.

[Keara Aithne]

28th December 2014

Deanna sad is. Think I do that remembering she is what lost to her this year has been. Though saying as much she is not. Quiet for some time now she has been. Speaks to me rarely she does. Only see her I do if I something of her require. Like I do not for this relationship with her to have. Want I do for her happy once more to be. Perhaps Enver one day a mate for can summon. Not that expect I can this from him. Powers unpredictable are. Summoning unpredictable is. Chance there is that he a female shall acquire. Thankfully banished such creatures can be. So worry on that front I need not. Even if a mate for her find we cannot, a companion suffice shall. A good friend all she requires is. I hope. Wish I do that I this friend for her could be but allow it she will not. Worry for her I do.

[Keara Aithne]

29th December 2014

Worrying for the future today I am. Wonder I do if ever bored with him I could grow? See it I do not but fear it I do. Love I do for to watch him work. Imagine I cannot a day when his skill me shall bore. Talented my Enver is. But even if talented he was not. Bored of him I could not be. Sure of this I am. Like I do for with him to be. Even when we nothing do. Lose myself I can in time when watch him I do. Silly my fears are. Certain of it now I am since I the words have written. Perhaps that all that needed was. For the words to write. Then see I could that it the truth is not. That it the truth could never be.

Good use today made we did of his the crafting bench. Multifaceted it’s uses are. Perhaps too comfortable with one another growing we are. For so familiar, with one another, around our family we never are. All reason from my mind driven is when so close to me he is.

[Keara Aithne]

30th December 2014

Found one of my blood this eve in the sewers I did. Xian his name is. A childe of Charlotte’s he is. Knew I did not that she this childe had. Telepath he is and already strength of mind he has. Potential saw I did for him a brilliant hacker to be. Encouraged this I have. Gave him some scripts that had I did for to give away. Help him navigate the systems quicker they shall. A tome for him made I did. Like I would for one to all my family to give but some uninterested are. Hope I do that he his tome shall use.

[Keara Aithne]

1st January 2015

Feel I do that I My Enver back do have. Gone he never was and yet distant he was, when his mother ill was. Tactile once more he is. Adore that I do. Ached I did some days for him. Silly seems it does for that to write but true it is. Optimistic for the next year I am. A good year for us it shall be. Both Enver and I this do feel. Though possible it is that just excited we both are for “legally” wed to be under human law. We that on our anniversary shall do.

[Keara Aithne]

2nd January 2015

So much in twenty-four hours changes does. Enver still himself being is but something different today is. Know I do not whereto he went but gone for some time he was. Like him that is not and when asked him I did, ridiculous being he said I was. Think ill of him though I shall not. Attentive to me being he is. Perhaps something for our wedding planning he is. Hope I do that that the case is.

Saw Xian today I did. Beginning he is for his tome to use. That good to see is. Hope I do that lose him we do not, like so many lost have been. That very sad would be. Miss I do too many already. If I Enver did not have, think I do not that I so many losses could bare. Easier my life makes he does. He my life is.

[Keara Aithne]

3rd January 2015

Discussing once more we are for to England to go. Asked he did if Andrew with us is going. Silly boy. Unnecessary that is. Besides. Puppies with us cannot come, so home someone must stay for over them to watch. Though like I would for Deanna with us to bring. England her home too was. Enver too distracted by Andrew was for this to discuss. Likes he does not that Andrew in our home does live. Asked he did if he a home of his own does not have. Convenient it is for him here to have. Explained I did that Andrew our pet is. Liked that he did not. Said he did that I my pets do love. Think I do that speaking he was of the puppies. And bird. Forget I do about him at times. Think I do that Zazu more Enver’s than mine is. Taken to him it has.

[Keara Aithne]

5th January 2015

Troubling news heard I did today. Xian attacked is being by hunters. Knows he does not why, but something doe must have been for this attention to him to bring. Careful he must be. Sure I am that Charlotte him this must have told. Young ones always mistakes do make. Prefer I do when these mistakes in front of family occur though. Knows he does for more cautious to be. If keep he can from further attention to himself to draw, sure I am that upon someone else these hunters shall focus. Easily distracted at times I think they are. Thankfully for us, so organised they are not.

[Keara Aithne]

7th January 2015

Charlotte us yesterday did shield. Seen much of her in recent months I have not. Worried I did that she herself away had locked. Beginning to believe I was that the accursed realm her mind had altered. Hope I do that, that the case is not. Xian her to life seems to have bought. Perhaps that what she missing was?

Generosity the theme of this entry shall be, for quite generous my family are. Like that I do. Try I should for more myself to do. A gate for them every night I do open. Unless I in a raid am and home cannot return that is. Leif ritual tokens to me did give and then Lorde weapons for the family did make. Gifted with such things she is.

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Settled it is. To England in February going we are. Serve perhaps it shall as a second honeymoon of sorts, as planned I have not for such a thing. Deanna excited is. Think she did not that allowed she would be for to follow. Leave her at home in all good conscious I could not. And know I do that she us shall not annoy. Though perhaps this Enver does fear. Speaking she is of the whole island to explore. Ambitious that is, for so long there we shall not be. But explore she may what nearby is.