Sweet Sweet dreams

[Renee]

December 12th

Christmas party with the family tonight. I can't wait! I got all my shopping done earlier. Most I had no clue what to get them so I just got the first thing that came to mind really. I hope everything is liked but with this family that is not an easy thing to guess at.

Now that most of the family is working for me I find myself getting closer to them and I can't complain either. It is rather nice to have some other friends around. Clover is very entertaining to be around along with some of her friends.

The nightmares have stopped all together now and I have never been happier but I wonder if they will return someday or if laying everyone to rest has put an end to things. I will probably visit them again later on...maybe ask for forgiveness for myself instead of having someone else do it for me. True I did not ask him to do it but it was done. He will never know how grateful I am to him. I hope I can show him the same one day....

Anyway back to happy thoughts and happy feelings. I have a party to go to and (hopefully) fun times to be had. I need to find a way to do my hair and make up...and what to wear....and how to get Jesse's gift there...I should of planed better

[Renee]

December 12th (later)

OMG I LOVE MY FAMILY!

Got such lovely gifts from everyone.

Ursa and I danced to sweeny todd, clever and rolling pin included

I got Simon to come out and join in the fun and OMG Him and Ishaq were flirting with one another!

They would be rather cute together now that I think about it, though who knows if that would work out or not. Fingers crossed I guess!

I just hope everyone liked what I got them