The Musings of Keara Aithne

[Keara Aithne]

7th August 2014

Headache have I do now for with that childe to communicate. More stubborn than my husband she is. Get through to her I cannot. Says she does that she a burden is. Know I do not how that possible is. She here is not for me to burden. Just in my mind with thoughts that to me no sense do make. Busy I am with Peter and Enver she says I am. Peter a grown man is. Think I do not that he my help on a daily basis requires. He Enver and I usually does help. Busy with Enver; now that perhaps true is but never are we so busy as for her to ignore if she me does need. Like I do for my time with Enver to spend. Works he does from home. As do I. But mind we do not for parted to be if there good reason is. Hunt we do alone at times. Into raids he me does not always follow. Silly girl she is.

Crash in our home today was. This nothing new is. There he is often but today told him I did that ask he may if there anything was that I for him could do. This amused him some but the offer genuine was. After time which in hospital spent he did, feel I do that we better care of him should take. Wanted him this to know I did. Enver and I of sufficient wealth are for his life to improve. Know I do not why Enver allows him still for his “business” to conduct. Unsavoury it is. While mind I do not with such people to mingle. Worry I do for Crash, for he in a dangerous world does live.

[Keara Aithne]

8th August 2014

Gah. Why do I that name so much hate? For to hear it makes my blood begin to boil. Enver never said did if he with her e’er spoke too. Hope I do by now that she knows what an appropriate way for to greet ones sire is. And more importantly, what not appropriate is. Set off an alarm she has in someone’s home. Last time when heard from her we did, injured she was. Childe only shows herself does when she in trouble is. Know I do not what Enver in her does see. Perhaps one day come to see it I shall. But that means does that she and I in one place for extended periods of time would have to be. Barely seen the thing I have.

[Keara Aithne]

10th August 2014

Sighing I am for this to write. Do no good I can by Enver’s thralls. First annoyed he is that I Hannah dislike. That my fault was not. Rude she was when kept her for that week I did. So deal struck we did wherein safe from me she was so long as she under his power was. True to my word in that I was. But wronged her I did once released she was. Now trying I am for better with Crash to be, only for Enver to annoy. Says he does that I too fond of Crash am. Care only I do that he Enver’s friend is but best is for less of him to talk perhaps. Began he did for to say that he a cage for Crash would make. Understand that logic I do not. Extreme that is. But that My Enver is. So good I shall be for now. Till Crash’s welfare next in question is. Then perhaps try again I shall for an interest in him to show.

Gizmo to the vets taken today was. Operation required he did for too much interest of his own in someone he is showing. Pestering Leeloo he was. Say they do that dogs after their owners do take and that perhaps in this see I do a little. Promised I did that we no more puppies would have. Two enough are for us. If birthed Leeloo did a litter, know I do not what we with their offspring would do. Like I do not the idea that we them to strangers would have to give. Best is, if they no children do have. Crash good care of Gizmo this day did take. Seemed he did unfazed by the ordeal. But there stop I shall for talk of Crash once more, for wish I do not for Enver further to annoy if reads this he does.

[Keara Aithne]

12th August 2014

Enver pacified I have. And without the use of any such power, for I no allurist am. Decided we have that we of Crash need not speak. Better use of our time we can make. This My Enver agreed to did. Sometimes easy it is for him to distract. Thankfully. Better it would be if I his weakness did not share, for distract me easily too he can. Mind this so much though, I do not. Love I do when we equal in our passions are. Work well together we do.

[Keara Aithne]

13th August 2014

Why does he remember not that all I am his is? Body and soul. Seems he does for this fact to forget. Reminded him I did of this yesterday. Perhaps enjoys he does for the words too to hear. Strange that seems though. For when began dating we did, wanted he did for to be shown how felt I did in place for the words to hear. Perhaps now worth in words he has found. Glad I am that the words him too do impress. Though news to him by now it should not be. Centuries pass must before he truly believes does, that I him do adore and that all that I am his is.

[Keara Aithne]

14th August 2014

Carry most of mine do not a weapon with which play that can. Jonah a water balloon launcher does carry. Always loaded. Just as I my paintball gun do carry when hunting I go. Missed me today he did. Mind I do not when misses he does not. No harm is there in a little wet to get. My paint perhaps more damage does. But water soluble the content is. Want I would not for people’s clothes permanently to ruin. Nice it was for paths with him to cross. Explained some he did of his death and why Wolffyn him did attack. Worry for him I need not. Worry more I should that he home came without Charlotte. Know I do not why that childe in that realm does stay. Punishing herself she is. And me. Like her there I do not.

[Keara Aithne]

16th August 2014

Strange that child of mine is. Jealous of Jersey now she seems to be. Very little reason for this there is. Thinks she does that Enver her better does like. Wonder I do why cares she does? Enver her sire is not. If anyone reason has for jealous to be, it me is. Why does she the attention of my husband so desire? All this more sense might make if she jealous over a few parts and a shield was not. Child here is not for us to help. Others gifts upon us may bestow, if so choose they do. If anyone Jersey’s motives doubt should, that me should be. Perhaps if she out of that realm came, so useless she would not feel. Then says she does that I perfect am. Silly girl. No-one perfect is. Slap I would some sense into her if able I was for that to do. Until then, words sufficient shall have to be. Wish I do that she herself through my eyes did see. Ease d her mind then might be.

[Keara Aithne]

18th August 2014

The last of the scripts for Enver made has been. Need now perhaps I do for to teach him how he them best can use. Enver the basics does know, but proficient in the art of hacking I would not say he is. While happy seemed he did for from me to learn. So happy he was not when said I did that I a relic online did buy. Bracelet functional is. Allows it does for me more items to carry. Into the specifics I need not go, but useful it is for to use when I into the raids do go. Baggage in there quite the burden can be. Mean I did not for him to upset. Insulted him I have without meaning too. Hoping I think he was for one for me himself to acquire. Desire nothing more I would than such a gift from him to receive. If known I did, that desired he did for such a thing for me to acquire, waited I would have. Something special I should do for his mood to improve and his forgiveness to earn. Think on that I shall.

[Keara Aithne]

20th August 2014

Forgiven for yesterday’s transgression I have been. Enver and I rarely long with one annoyed do remain. Gifted him with trinkets today I have. Parts that he tinker with may. Pay better attention I should to what he with these items does but too busy I am with works of my own to create. Sketching clothing for myself of late I have been. A while it has been since I something for my own form have made. Like I do not what drawing I was before I my pen to paper set. Stare I shall a while at Enver, for to see if inspiration me does strike. If not. At least then time and graphite wasted have not been.

[Keara Aithne]

22nd August 2014

Like I do not the raids that separate Enver and I. Thankfully today avoided such a situation we did. Honour bound I feel for to take part in such things. Unnatural creatures slain must be. Allow them we cannot for into the populace to break. Still. Admit I shall that procrastinated a little I did. Waited I did for Enver before progressing. Hoped I did that he me to the third floor would accompany, but unable he was for that in time to do. Once heard we did that raid over was, all too eagerly home I di return. Much prefer I do the raids where I more easily with my family can work. Where hold one another back we do not while progress through the floors we do. Shame it is that small groups more efficient than larger ones are. Difficult enough it is for up to keep with where they all are and with what they doing are at times it is. Complain I should not though. Enjoy I do the challenge and us from our routines it does break. Closer these events bring us do and like I do for the skills of others to see. No matter how old one becomes, always there is more to learn. So watch and learn I try too, when occasion presents itself does.