The Musings of Keara Aithne

[Keara Aithne]

30th June 2014

Another raid. Distracted a little I am. More thought giving I have been to request that Enver made did. Strange it is. Conventional wedding require I do not for with him to be. Married we already are. A name changed can be without the need for a wedding to have. This a little too public now may be. By his name to take. By his wife by law to become. Stepping then I am into a spotlight that perhaps better avoided is. Like I do not for so much attention to myself to draw. Do it I shall of course for I his am and do I shall whatever asks of me he does. As much as like I do not for known to be, to be known as his wife no shame is. His secret I have been. Known only to family and friends. Our relationship mainly among our kind known has been. Now those that his name do know, my name also shall know. Dismissed as irrelevant to him I shall not be. Thought I had, that wait I would have to till we new names together did choose, for a name with him to share. Now that written these words I have, eased my mind has been

[Keara Aithne]

3rd July 2014

Hate I do when I him cannot find. Know I do that worry I should not, but worry I do. Wonder I do where he is? Who he with is? Busy he can be. Believe I must that he business had for to attend to. At his side every hour of every day I cannot be. Realise this I do. Still. Fears have I. Fears that all too noisy are. Ask him I should whereto he went but then think he shall that I him do not trust. Trust him I do. Trust those that with he might be I do not. Not knowing is what worst is.

[Keara Aithne]

5th July 2014

Enver talented is. Love I do for to see him his skills to use. See this perhaps daily I do. And yet in awe I am when does something he does that accomplish myself I cannot. Jealous I never am of his skills. That quite silly would be. Happy I am that we one another can balance. Our strengths and weaknesses sometimes differ do. That a good thing only can be. Means it does that enjoy him I can on a different level. That appreciate him better I can. He me so much already has taught. Without him quite lost be I still would in this world.

Alex someone to me did introduce. Know I do not who it was, as explain this to me she did not. There a reason for this must be. That she me this person would wish to know. Or recognise. Perhaps he a new employee in her shop is. Perhaps he items to Goth Garb bringing shall be. Sure I am that learn this in time I shall.

[Keara Aithne]

7th July 2014

Something stupid said I did today. Enver angered a little I did. I believe. Tease him thusly I shall not again. Stole from me he did and then asked he did why I so much coin upon my person had. Forgot I did for the money into the bank to deposit. That the truth was. Teased him I did that perhaps wished I did for with another away to run. Of course teasing I was. Run away with another I never would. He my world is. My reason for to exist. Love you My Enver I do.

[Keara Aithne]

8th July 2014

Strange creature me today did attack. Into the Asylum it came. Looked creature did like fadebeast. Wondering I am if it Enos is. Larger than normal it was, if it a fadebeast is. Able I was for it to track. Ritual in this did help. Then tried I did for creature to slay but it strong was. While like I do not for away from a challenge to walk, this one alone handled could not be. Noticed I did that others the creature dead did desire, so left the task to them I did. Instead tracked I did another; My Enver. Found him in the catacombs I did and there we did dance. Romantic it was. Least thought so I did. Do that more often we should. Love I do for in his arms for any reason to be.

[Keara Aithne]

9th July 2014

Creature still in the city is. Today it Charlotte did attack. Seems it does that creature through walls can move. Perhaps teleport it does. Perhaps enough of our kind hunting it are not. If see it again I do, try again I shall for it to slay.

Enver from me again did steal. This our game become has. Only retaliate now I shall. Suspect I do that likes he does the excuse for his hands upon me to lay. Though that silly would be, if true it is. He my husband is. No reason past desire needs he does for such things with me to do. Still. Like our game I do.

[Keara Aithne]

11th July 2014

Enver thinks there something wrong with Charlotte is. Strange messages writing online she is. Know I do not wrong with her is. Think I do not that she tell me shall if ask I do. Though try I should regardless. Worried I think she is for to disappear. For herself to lose. Write no more of this in here I may but those my thoughts are. Difficult find it I do, that I her pain cannot ease. The answer to her question have I do not. Tried I have for it to find. Tried I have and failed. Frustrates me this does.

[Keara Aithne]

16th July 2014

Crossed paths today with Lions I did. Seen him in some time I have not. Well he looked to me. Always good it is for that to see. Soon, check I should upon my family for to see that they all well are. Those that see frequently I do not that is. Today my day was for old friends to see. Andrew too today I did see. Sweet boy he is. So enthusiastic he always is for my wok to see. Requested nothing new of late has he. Odd thought that I did. Explained that though today he did. Working hard he has been. Ready he is not for upon a new garment to work. Wants he does for Europe over the summer for to visit, or so he says. From this inspiration drawn can be. Believe this to be true I do. New sights invigorating can be. By day or night, matters not it does. Change in routine clarity too can bring. Enver and I our next vacation should discuss. Perhaps second honeymoon take we should. Since first so close to home is. No need has he for home to go, as Emilee here is. Business said he did the reason for those trips was, but now see I do that that a lie was. She his purpose was. For now that she here is, there no business is that cannot here done can be.

[Keara Aithne]

17th July 2014

Love him I do. Diary full of entries like this is and shall be for eternity. Of this certain I am. Doomed say I could that I am for my words to repeat, but that worries me not. Welcome that I do. Worse be it would for those words not to repeat for then something wrong between us would be. His skills with every day do grow. Watched him I have for many months as he his craft does hone. Brilliant he is. Talented. For to watch him work is for in awe of him to be. Think I do that he my presence no longer does notice while works he does. Unless mean I do for him to distract. But this on days as today I do not do, for fascinates me he does.

[Keara Aithne]

24th July 2014

The best gifts gives me he does. Knows he does what me shall please and to my true nature he does speak. Home came I did from raid for him to find. Relic had I for him to show and instead presents me he does with fruits of his labour. The best gifts always homemade are. Or should be. Though lie I cannot even as I pen to paper do put. Gizmo still my favourite gift from him has been. That and his love. Never had I thought for such a gift to be given. Sure I am that he this does know. Even if admit it he will not.