Victim to the voices in my head.

[Lancaster]

Feels like you're, coming apart and,
You've entertained the thought that you're out of things to say and you,
Haven't even started, you haven't even started.
You're gonna have to find the words to put on the page and,
Get around the corner, get around the corner
And nothing is the way, the way it was before.
You're left with just these afterthoughts to keep you warm and,

When all the sunlight in your eyes, feels forgotten,
Is there light at the end of this tunnel?
And it feels like we're drownin',
Sinkin' to the bottom.
Is there light at the end of this tunnel?
If the only thing to do now is just start runnin',
For the light at the end of this tunnel.

Sometimes, anything just breaks your heart and,
You hold out your arms to keep day and night apart so.
This is never ending, nothing is ending.
You turn back the clock back 'til the clock is no more now.
Time means nothing, time can't touch you.
It's nowhere to the start and, nowhere to the end.
But tomorrow somehow finds it's way to us again and,

When all the sunlight in your eyes, feels forgotten.
Is there light at the end of this tunnel?
And you feel like we're drownin',
Sinkin' to the bottom.
Is there light at the end of this tunnel?
If the only thing to do now, is just start, just start runnin',
For the light at the end of this tunnel.
For the light at the end of this tunnel.
For the light.



[OOC: All Lyrics written by Paul Dempsey/Something for Kate]

[Lancaster]

Don't listen too hard to the beating of your wings
Or you might fall
You only do what you do 'cause a part of you believes
That you're here at all
But something reminds you
And somethimes I can hear it too

And I don't wanna be the rain
Falling on this impossible parade
So as sure as I can be of anything
I will be so sure about this impossible thing

I, I, I'm hiding out when the chameleon appreas
She comes around
With a werewolf mood swinging from a chandelier
And I hit the ground
Till something reminds me
It's a fools shivering

Oh
And I don't want to the be rain
Falling on the impossible parade
So as sure as I can believe in anything
I will bite my tongue and believe in impossible things
Yeah, I will bite my tongue and believe in impossible things
Yeah, I will bite my tongue

I saw the way...
I saw the full moon...
I was the way...
I saw the full moon...

I saw, I saw, I saw the full moon.
I saw the way, the way, the way.
I saw the full moon, the full moon.


[OOC: All Song lyrics by Paul Dempsey/Something for Kate]

[Lancaster]

I was hanging upside down from the overpass
Waiting to discover something about the world
I couldn't get with the program
And I couldn't listen to them
It was like trying to think in reverse
And I don't want to slide into apathy
And I don't want to die in captivity
But these monsters follow me around
Hunting me down, trying to wipe me out

Wipe me out
Wipe me out
Wipe me out

I was hiding away under water
Waiting for distance and buying some time
Trying to be two hundred thousand years younger
So I could excuse myself from humankind
'Cause I don't want to be a container
Or a ******** with a ten page disclaimer
But these monsters spin me around
Get me down, just try and shut me out

Shut me out
Shut me out
Shut me out

Hold it in your head
Hold it in your head
Hold it in your head

Believe and make believe and make believe

(Shut me out) I was hiding away under water
(Shut me out) Waiting for distance, waiting for time
(Shut me out) And I don't want to slide into apathy
(Shut me out) And I don't want to live in captivity



[OOC: All Song lyrics by Paul Dempsey/Something for Kate]

[Lancaster]

You think of white
Somewhere outside
Somehow connected to your brain
Or about to knock on your door

Eternity
Is a policy

Magnetism and mystery
Wishful thinking and fantasy
And I hope that you're not
Hoping for me

You think of sight
And reason collides
Somehow transmitting from space
Asking you to line up and take your place

Infinity
Is a reality

Life jackets and sympathy
******** daydreams
I know you can't be knowing for me and I hope that you're not
Hoping for me



[OOC: All song lyrics by Paul Dempsey/Something for Kate]

[Lancaster]

Y'know you did everything right
tried to be dependable every time,
so it's hard to understand why
you're the one who should find it harder to sleep at night

and get needled by the thought
that you may have been mistaken all along,
while you wait - wait and wait for a call
but the phone, it doesn't cry from its cradle at all
at all
at all

it would be something if
if somehow after this
you could still call yourself - the great optimist

so you find somewhere to be
where you don't feel you're caught in between
and where you won't get crushed by the counterweight
that's gonna buckle under the strain of all your disbelief

and light comes through the leaves
like bandits shooting at your feet
and indeed, there's honour among thieves
and the good guys always win - you say, eventually
eventually
eventually

it would be something if
if somehow after this
you could still call yourself -

it would be something if
if somehow after this
you could still call yourself - the great optimist

[Lancaster]

Some highway at night.
When I'm not driving the car.
I drift among the headlights, my mind somewhere else now.
I drive off the end of the earth, and every light on your street.
Comes back to me.

In a few more days, I won't let them get away.
'Cause this is how we come and go, with ghosts for memories and memories for ghosts.
And no-one sees, anything.

I drive under the billboards, a sight to make my eyes sore.
And wooden birds fly over, every bright blue corner.
Yeah they're goin' nowhere.

In a few more days, I'll be out of your way.
'Cause this is how I come and go, with ghosts for memories and memories for ghosts.
But no-one says, anythin'.

It don't mean anything.
No-one says anythin'.
Yeah.

'Cause this is how I come and go, with ghosts for memories and memories for ghosts.
But no-one says no-one says no-one.
Where did everybody go?
And would anybody tell me if there's something I should know?
But no-one says, anything.

[Lancaster]

This is the Life for Me

Domestic bliss and trapdoors
Where have I been
A step from this falling elevator
This speeding train
Crawling down the freeway
Just to start
To start it all over again
Like tired eyes
Come crashing down

To fall, fall on my feet, fall on my feet again
Set myself free, set myself free and then
Make me believe, make me believe again
That this is the life for me

We stand in line
But secretly
We're crashing into the desert
Brilliantly
Our burning eyes can barely
Pass off the light
Oh we go so quietly
Like silent blinding
Flashes of lightening

Striking down, down at our feet, down at our feet again
Set ourselves free, setting us free and then
Make us believe, make us believe again
That this is the life for you and me oh

Whoa oh oh
Ooh

Tonight I will dream, tonight I will dream
That this is the life for me