All information writen here are private thoughts and information unware to other characters.

Today I bought a book. A pink book that I think fits my personality rather well if I say so myself. Chad suggested writing down my thoughts and emotions so they don’t get the better of me. I think he might be right and getting my thoughts out might help clear my head at least a little bit. Right now I’m sitting by the harbour with my feet in the water and it is so refreshing, no sign of any fish yet.
Now, trying to catch you up my little pink booklet let me give you a brief rundown of what’s taken place of the past few weeks. I’ve met many people and some I really like while others I would trust them as far as I could chuck em. Which is sad because as a child I always thought family would get along or at least tolerate each other, sometimes that is not the case with my new found family. I adore my sire, with every fibre of my being. I am so lucky he found me and decided I was worthy enough to change instead of letting me die. The change alone was an interesting turn of events but slowly I am beginning to understand the ways of the Worthington line, though there are some things I disagree with.
My siblings are amazing. I always dreamed of having brothers and sisters to protect and love and now I finally have a lot of them. Each are strong, wise and special in their own way but I wouldn`t change them for the world. Elsa and Erica are the ones I am closer with. Olund is my protective brother that seems to know just what to say to cheer me up. I love him.
List of people I adore and met
Chase ♥ My wonderful Sire - Oh how I love him
Chad ♥ Teddybear.
Olund ♥
Erica ♥
Elsa ♥
Nick aka my apple pie ♥ My most favourite Uncle
Killa ♥
Nicky ♥ The necro
Silver ♥ Uncle Shiny
Etienne ♥
Temp ♥
Reyna ♥ Shopping bestie
Ombrata ♥ Artist of skin - He likes my stomach
Zachariah ♥
As for relationships, well I am currently in one but worry has struck me off guard and I do not know where I stand anymore. When I asked him if he was happy, he only replied with he is content. I don't know if he meant to hurt me with his words but they did and it got me thinking, really hard about our relationship. Was I only meeting what he thought was up to par with girlfriends, I want to exceed his expectations and make him truly happy. I only hope I can do that.
Silver said he really likes me, I don`t know if I can trust him because we just met days ago. He is really nice and well he takes very good care of me in a protective way. The only thing he really tried was kissing me but even then I leaned away, my lips are not his to kiss. He said he wants to get to know me, I see no harm in that having we are family and family should know each other. I do not know his past or what he does behind closed doors but maybe with time I will find out. We did have a few movie dates. Lost Boys one was really nice though I fell asleep as his home only to awake in some unknown room. He greeted me in the morning when walking around his house and we planned for another movie, Lost Boys 2. Yah, we didn’t make it through that either we both crashed again I was going to go back to finish it but I never did... I didn’t know if I should just show up or go only when invited. Instead I spent the night in my sire’s arms. I enjoy feeling safe in his arms, a fatherly gesture that I had not experienced since my human father died. I guess we will find out what tonight brings.
Cherry signing off for the evening.