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Dear Dairy,
Today I bought a book. A pink book that I think fits my personality rather well if I say so myself. Chad suggested writing down my thoughts and emotions so they don’t get the better of me. I think he might be right and getting my thoughts out might help clear my head at least a little bit. Right now I’m sitting by the harbour with my feet in the water and it is so refreshing, no sign of any fish yet.

Now, trying to catch you up my little pink booklet let me give you a brief rundown of what’s taken place of the past few weeks. I’ve met many people and some I really like while others I would trust them as far as I could chuck em. Which is sad because as a child I always thought family would get along or at least tolerate each other, sometimes that is not the case with my new found family. I adore my sire, with every fibre of my being. I am so lucky he found me and decided I was worthy enough to change instead of letting me die. The change alone was an interesting turn of events but slowly I am beginning to understand the ways of the Worthington line, though there are some things I disagree with.

My siblings are amazing. I always dreamed of having brothers and sisters to protect and love and now I finally have a lot of them. Each are strong, wise and special in their own way but I wouldn`t change them for the world. Elsa and Erica are the ones I am closer with. Olund is my protective brother that seems to know just what to say to cheer me up. I love him.
List of people I adore and met
Chase ♥ My wonderful Sire - Oh how I love him
Chad ♥ Teddybear.
Olund ♥
Erica ♥
Elsa ♥
Nick aka my apple pie ♥ My most favourite Uncle
Killa ♥
Nicky ♥ The necro
Silver ♥ Uncle Shiny
Etienne ♥
Temp ♥
Reyna ♥ Shopping bestie
Ombrata ♥ Artist of skin - He likes my stomach
Zachariah ♥

As for relationships, well I am currently in one but worry has struck me off guard and I do not know where I stand anymore. When I asked him if he was happy, he only replied with he is content. I don't know if he meant to hurt me with his words but they did and it got me thinking, really hard about our relationship. Was I only meeting what he thought was up to par with girlfriends, I want to exceed his expectations and make him truly happy. I only hope I can do that.

Silver said he really likes me, I don`t know if I can trust him because we just met days ago. He is really nice and well he takes very good care of me in a protective way. The only thing he really tried was kissing me but even then I leaned away, my lips are not his to kiss. He said he wants to get to know me, I see no harm in that having we are family and family should know each other. I do not know his past or what he does behind closed doors but maybe with time I will find out. We did have a few movie dates. Lost Boys one was really nice though I fell asleep as his home only to awake in some unknown room. He greeted me in the morning when walking around his house and we planned for another movie, Lost Boys 2. Yah, we didn’t make it through that either we both crashed again I was going to go back to finish it but I never did... I didn’t know if I should just show up or go only when invited. Instead I spent the night in my sire’s arms. I enjoy feeling safe in his arms, a fatherly gesture that I had not experienced since my human father died. I guess we will find out what tonight brings.

Cherry signing off for the evening.
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Dear Diary,

Have I mentioned how much I hate men? If not, please listen closely. Nicky is a sweet heart but I still feel like I am not meeting up to his expectations of what a girl should be. Then Silver opens his heart and says he truly likes me. I find out he slept with his childe and now I believe everything he says is nothing but a pile of horse ****. Men, except my sire and grandsire cannot be trusted. Apple pie could be trusted too. I don’t know what to do now. Maybe being alone is the best thing for me at the moment; I honestly don’t know what actions to take in these times.

Tonight I just plan on staying in and relaxing with my family, possibly curl up in my sires arms and fall asleep knowing he will keep me safe from all harm.

Temp came to me today, beautiful wonderful, honest Temp. She came to be and explained what happened with her and Silver; she was honest with me and didn’t hide it. A new found trust was formed between her and I because of this; possibly a wonderful friendship. We are both allurist and there is something there connecting us. As for Silver and I, I don’t want to see him anymore. I don’t want to hear anymore lies from his lips. I'm pretty much done with what ever there was between us.

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Dear Diary,

It`s been a day since I last spoke to Silver, or anyone for that matter. I had spoken to Chad about why I was so angry but he is the only one to really know what is on my chest. He said I had a right to be angry... Of course I did, who wouldn`t in a time like this. I feel angry, betrayed, played, naive and gullible. I will not be making the same mistake again. I still want nothing to do with him. I don`t want to see his face or hear his voice. I don`t even want to sense his emotions. Lie to me once, just once and that is the only chance you will get before you are sent away. I don`t know what I would do if I was put into a position where I had to be near him; I might gag knowing he reaks of lies. I still don`t know if I would ever be willing to forgive him... At Chads request I might just have to but until then there is no way.

I miss Nick... My yummy Apple Pie. My wonderful uncle that always made me feel so special. He listened to me, treated me like an equal and even asked for my advice on things. I miss his arms and how they always hugged me so tightly. I could always be myself around him and not feel ashamed for being me. I know I can be a little much, I love hugs and I can be very energetic but he accepts me and that`s all I can ask for.

Today I didn`t do much, I raised the security in the city a bit though. Feeding in this ******* place is bonkers since the humans keep spotting me. I had to travel half way across the city to get my fill today and the pockets of the humans have been as bare as ever... I might try stealing from other vampires for once and maybe then I`ll get more luck. As for right now my plan is to head down by the water and paint until my fingers go numb... I need a creative release of the stress building up.

I`ll talk to you later Book!
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Dear Diary,
Well a bunch of ******** has yet again found the Worthington, Dragomir and Driscol line. Nick my most favourite uncle was thrown out by none other than my Grandsire. I don’t know what to think, I find him a hypocrite in more than one way. He will say one thing and then another and change his mind and opinions as quickly as you can blink. Granted I do adore the man but his actions as of lately have got me wondering what exactly is going on, things seem to be snowballing so fast it’s like someone is planting seeds in Chads head and he is panicking.

How could he kick Nick out, for knowledge of information, I find that hard to believe. Not once has Nick spoken of such things with me. How can he spit out all these lines of wanting each one of us happy and how we are all a family when he can go ahead and kick a member out. If I recall at a meeting we were not given the option as to what we wanted, we were bluntly told this was it we were family and to deal yet he pulls a stunt like this. Then, he has the decency to explain to me only 2 days back that he was trying to new level with Scorpia in order to get her to return, then turn around and call her in another word a bad egg. I don’t know what to believe anymore, are we family or are we disposable shells.

Regardless he is my Uncle, my Apple pie. There better not be a ban put up on him or I’m going to throw a fit. I spoke with him yesterday when I found out about his tossing, how does one sooth a person after being discarded in such a way. I simply hugged him and told him how much I cared, that I wouldn’t leave him and he always had to Cherry. Being in his arms and feeling his hug put some comfort and relief on the situation... I will miss him greatly.

I believe if we have the chance of getting tossed aside like garbage we should have the chance to walk before that happens. I don’t understand why we can’t think for ourselves and if we find leaving best we get no choice, but if it’s a convenience to Chad he can hog toss us out on a clause and a statement only reading, “It was for the best.” It confuses me to no end... It seems so unfair.

I’m not sure if you can tell booklet but I am not happy at all. I’ve heard so many stories and sides its just mind blowing at the amount of differences. What else can I do but watch and shake my head displeased.

Asher on the other hand has my jaw hanging inches from the ground. That boy has seriously impressed me with what he has observed in the city and the line. He agreed with my opinion of the family in Nick’s discussion and that shocked me to the point I thought my hair nearly returned to its natural colour of blonde. I admire his bravery and his bluntness when it came to backing up my points and his own. I went to see him today but really couldn’t bring myself to talk to him, he still has me worried. He on a number of accounts just sat there watching me, I don’t know why, I don’t know how long he was there but whenever I turn and watch him in return he leaves and I am once again alone. Once he actually hugged me in the water and I remember being so happy and content with thing, I thought we were finally connecting on a friend level after weeks of not talking. I guess that wasn’t the case for he and I still can’t seem to hold a conversation longer than 5 minutes.

I believe maybe my best possibility is to once again have nothing to do with him, to leave him be and say nothing; if he comes to me like before then so be it I will talk but otherwise I will remain to myself and not open my mouth to speak. It will be for the best in the end... Maybe. One can only hope everything will work out in the end.

As for Silver, he is nothing but a memory now. We spoke for maybe 4 days in total and he had already fallen for me, ********. He had fallen for me so hard that he managed to sleep with only 2 other females. I guess I should consider myself lucky nothing came from that and I wasn’t hurt to the point of breaking my self control – I spoke to his daughter today, Temp. Arg, blurg I love that girl! Such a lively little thing that I can’t help but hug her tightly. I hope she truly understands I am grateful for her telling me the truth about Silver and what happened. Who knows how many others there would of been, how many there was before that. I only viewed him as an uncle but with time possibly there could of been something more, not now there won’t be.

Right now though, I am sitting here in the forest in front of my garden. It’s coming along so well I am very proud of it and with time I hope to have another with flowers. So far the herbs like Parsley and Oregano, Thyme and basil have started to sprout. Hopefully the strawberries will not be far behind. The soil in the forest is lush but I tend to spend only a little bit of time here due to the Fea or Fae; whichever they are called... Chad warned me about them but I have only heard rumours of their attack. I am mindful of my time here.

I’ve recently been missing my human life. It was so much better than this one. A lot less drama to deal with and a lot more freedom. I recently just found my Ipod in one of my unpacked boxes so I am listening to it now. I found one of my favourite songs, I don’t know what it is but I just get lost in it, I could lay down for hours and loose all sense of time.

-Cherry, a girl by her garden.


[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHfuR2Cv ... re=related[/youtube] <- The song, youtube link didn't work ]]
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Dear Diary,

This is my second entry for tonight but I had to get things off my chest. I am a fucktard... Here Asher comes to me to talk, well I flicked his hand away. It seems he only comes to me when he wants something. He said he missed me and I miss him too. I miss the first time we spoke and how I nicknamed him my pain in the ***. His stubbornness is something I miss every day but it’s also something I can’t bare to stand, I don't know if he means what he says or if he is toying with me. He boggles my mind, completely throws me off guard I don’t know what to do. I’m an Allurist, I can be seductive and flirtish but I don’t want to be that way around him. I want to be myself, I want to sing, I want to paint and garden and for him to know I do that stuff without judgement, I even love the water. I love how free I feel just flating there, the water washing over every curve of my body and knowing I'm safe. It clears my mind and just lets me enjoy the moment, the now.

I always enjoyed his surprise visits to the harbour and my garden. I enjoyed him watching me paint and it made me happy when he said he really liked my work. I was happy, I was content and at peace with myself. There wasn’t this ongoing battle of monitoring how I act to blend in with the humans.

I wish you could talk booklet, I wish you could give me advice on what to do at a time like this. I haven’t really been into this kind of thing, whatever this kind of thing is. I just want him to trust me, I want him to be able to open up to me and reason with me like friends should. Something he said a long time ago really stuck in my mind; he said I remind him of someone he knew. Who? Who do I remind him of, if it was good then fine, but what if it was bad? What if every time he sees me he remembers something horrible or painful? What if someone I don’t want to hurt gets hurt from just being near me.

What do I do?

I guess time will tell now, I’ve tried saying sorry for flicking his hands away from my chest but I’ve always taught something as intimate as that needs to be shared between two people who love each other. Old morals maybe but I really doubt someone like him could love something like me. I’m not the type of girl to allow others that free rane over my body, I want something real, something long lasting and truthful.

Maybe some rest will do me good,
I will rest after a swim, goodnight booklet
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Dear Diary,

Can you believe it booklet, Asher came to see me! I’m wiggling with excitement right now as I sit here. I left him a note on his door hoping that he will answer the question that has been consuming my every thought, who is it I remind him of. My thoughts have been driving me nuts, my emotions even more so. His mother, his sister, his cousin or aunt, maybe an ex lover, or girlfriend. I couldn’t settle on just one answer for there are possible solutions.

I was at the harbour, again. Just standing and staring out over the water in thought when he finally came to embrace me. Without a word he wound his arms around my waist and held me tight, a feeling I wish I could experience for as long as my days. Nicky hardly hugs me; even getting a kiss is like pulling teeth. A Necro and an Allurist normally never fit together but I tried, I really did but I wanted the affection a girl needs to know they are loved. Nicky and I decided to split on a mutual level, things were not working but I still consider him a wonderful friend, I will always think that.

He kissed my cheek, oh booklet I think I nearly jumped out of my skin. His lips so soft and his voice so gently when he finally spoke words, he had come in regards to my question. I answered him but I never received an answer back... We just stood there in each other arms there by the water. It was peaceful, no city noise crowding my ears and hardly any city lights affecting and hiding the stars with their brightness. It was just he and I and I wouldn’t have it any other way.

I’m not going to get ahead of myself... I can’t for the sake of my sanity. I’m just going to assume we are finally on the way to being friends that way if worse comes to worst I already have low standards that nothing will be a shock and I won’t get that hurt. Something I learned when I was a human . Father always told me to protect myself and my heart. I’m not sure if I have one still but I feel like I do, strange.

Word on the street is all Allurist are sluts or people who use their seductive ways to get sex and what they want. I take a great deal of offense to that statement because I haven’t slept with anyone in this city and I don’t plan on it unless I have an emotional connection with them... I wish others would not label us all. I might be seductive, I might be alluring but I’m no whore or slut. I reject Nick when he tried coming onto me, I did nothing with Silver when he tried to kiss me, Nicky and I barely hugged so nothing happened there but I belonged to Nicky and Nicky alone at the time. Now I am single, and I can only hope that a decent man comes into my life with a sense of loyalty.

Maybe with time that will come, maybe it will be someone I know, or it could be a total stranger. Whatever adventures come my way I will tackle them head on. Though right now I need to get my bounty down ASAP, I’ve been seen way to many times eating humans but when I retreat to the sewers the rats have already been devoured. I will do my best to get it as low as possible. I promise.

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Dear Diary.

It seems things are only going to go as fair as friends with Asher, and I am perfectly ok with it. He is a wonderful friend and a pain in the *** I always want to have with me. A simple crush I thought could have been more didn’t seem to be. He has been absent some days now and I’m not as torn up as I thought I would be about it. It seems most of my contacts within the family are male, strange having I am an allurist and all I know are mostly men with the few rare females.

I’m still a virgin in this bloody city and everyone is talking about how we Allurist are screwing everything that wobbles by us. ********. I was a virgin when I was turned and it hasn’t changed since then. I was always too busy making things work as a human I never really had the time to date so the idea is still new to me. I really haven’t tried using my powers yet, seduction isn’t something I’m used to but apparently it is what I might be good at since the Allurist path came to me naturally; maybe this is my time to make up for lost teenage years and dating dilemmas.

I was walking about the city on my way to my garden when a boy caught my eye, he had the most gorgeous face and his hair looked so soft. I couldn’t help myself I had to feel his hair, I had to no matter what. So, of course what do I do, I tackle the poor kid and lace my fingers in his hair almost instantly no doubt I startled him. He seemed rather pleased to have my fingers in his hair and by my surprise he moaned at my touch, a strange reaction which even took me of all people off guard.

He called me beautiful, that even the god of Athena would be jealous. A compliment that got him a big reaction, I blushed redder then a cherry. Before I knew it my back was to him, I had to hide my face for the sake of my own sanity; to let someone see me like that was not acceptable. He came closer and the only way to escape his gaze was to hide my face against nothing other but his chest. He smelled delicious, almost intoxicating; like an addictive drug. Almost certain his eyes were away from me I looked up and was caught off guard when his eyes were nearly burning a hole in my head. He kissed me a mere few seconds later and I returned it. It was almost like an instinctual thing to do, like I knew this stranger for a long time and I felt comfortable enough to do so. It wasn’t long before our tongues were mingling and we were concerned about no one else but each other. Never in my wildest dream would I think myself kissing a stranger but here I am and boy was it ever worth it.

I don’t know what it was about him, it was indeed something special. I want to know more, I need to know more but what else can I do but hope I see him again. It has only been a few minutes since I had entered my front door and already I am missing the comfortable embrace of his arms and the immense attention to my lips. I’m not going to say I love him for I fear I do not know what love is. I can toss the word around so carelessly but when it comes to something that could be so real I’ve never been more nervous.

Until he and I meet again, I’m heading to sleep.
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Dear Diary,

I got shot. A hunter broke into my sires apartment and shot me right in the gun. The memories of the night I turned came flooding back to me. I remember wake up on the floor and feeling so weak, I lost a lot of blood and with the security in the city it’s a ***** and a half to feed so I did. I left a rose for Vaughn and explained why I left, he came right over to see me; image his surprise to see me lying on the bed in blood.

He took me by the shoulders and cleaned me up, he also helped me change my sheets so I could rest without resting in damp bloody sheets. Scorpia and Micah hinted Vaughn would be good for me, I thought so too. He was kind enough to come and aid me, he even bit me, well he bite me. He touched my cheek, my hair, my stomach and my bandages. He said he isn’t good for me, that I’m only going to get hurt. I doubt another one hurting me would be the end of the world. He kept saying he was sorry, don’t tell me you are sorry, it can’t be helped unless he is lying to me in order to ‘protect’ me from himself.

As soon as he left I snuck out of my apartment and headed right down to the harbour, I needed to get away and since I couldn’t swim I sketched. His hands caught my eye so I drew them until my fingers grew numb; he was so gentle when tending to my wound and so careful to not hurt me. I couldn’t stay there lying in bed and thinking, thinking is my worst enemy sometimes. I only cry when I'm alone, no one will see my tears if I can help it.


Asher came to visit me today, I didn’t return home last night and he found me at the harbour. Leave it to Ash to flick something to get my attention. I could not of been happier to see it was him, I ran right into his arms. His arms came down tight around me causing me some pain and discomfort. He loosened his grip though and I showed him my bandages, he seemed really worried but I tried to let him know everything was ok. It’s a comforting feeling knowing he cares just like do I for him. We’re getting closer as friends, slowly.

To my surprise another male came to visit me today, Joowa childe of Kacee; who ever she might be. He gave me his jacket for whatever reason and I am to hold onto it until we meet again. He seems friendly I don’t think I have anything to fear from him. He liked my drawings which I took as a high compliment as I wasn’t trying to make them perfect for them were only sketches.

I don’t know if I should go home tonight or if I should go to my secret place and hide there. I don’t know if seeing Vaughn would only make me horribly sad or extremely happy. I know Kaitlyn was flirting with him and I grew very angry at the thought of it – Lord only knows why...

I think I might remain here and just listen to music, waiting for when I feel safe enough to return.

-Cherry

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Aura awoke to another hunter having his way with her. The cold steel of the blade running clean across her neck causing the skin to part like the seas allowing a red molten liquid began to ooze. The hunter managed to escape but she was left on her bed blood pooling around her shoulders and hair. Forcing herself up on her elbows she had managed to wrap a towel around her neck and look around the room, it seemed her entire family was in a deep slumber and no one else was harmed.

She silently moved out of the room and went to the only place she could think of, Micah and Scorpia’s Room. She knocked on the door and fixed her collar to hide as much of the blood soaked towel as possible. Micah answered the door and looking up she smiled, “Mind if I steal your first aid kit again.” She asked wearily while returning her gaze to the ground. “You stole my first aid kit?” He asked. Freezing she realized Vaughn must not of told him about her first attack only a mere day before, “Noo, Vaughn used it on my gut, but another hunter got me.” She replied shyly while still refusing to meet his stare. She could feel his eyes on her and she knew what was to come, “Are you alright?” Nodding she could sense his frown and putting on a smile she tried to reassure him everything was indeed fine, “I'll live, but my sire isn't around and neither is anyone from my family… Sliced my throat the bugger.” She chuckled lightly before moving her hand to her throat pressing the towel against the open wound.

Retreating into his kitty’s home he returned to the door with the first aid kit in hand. Extending her hand she accepted it graciously and bowed at the waist in many thanks. She left without another word and took shelter back in her apartment heading straight for the bathroom and a mirror. Reluctantly glancing into the reflective glass she braced herself for the sight; slowly she removed the towel and groaned at the wound on her skin. The wound seemed to of butterflied up each side seeming curled. She looked at the depth of the cut and frowned, it wasn’t as horrible as she thought but with the amount of blood she had lost she’d need to feed and soon.

Turning the tap of the skin she ran a clean cloth under the water before applying it to her skin. Carefully and gently she began absorbing the blood and cleaning off her ivory skin. She rinsed the cloth a number of times, her sink getting tinted a light red from the watered down bodily liquid. Returning the cloth to her neck she opened the disinfectant with her free hand before applying it to her sliced neck. Grabbing the gauze she wrapped it around her neck a number of times and pinned it into place with a small clip that came with the wrap.

Unbuttoning her dress shirt she looked at herself in the mirror her skin mostly hidden with bandages. She was wrapped around her midsection from the hunter shooting her and now her neck from a sliced throat, if this was Halloween she would be set and ready to roll; her mummy costume would be the bomb diggety. Sighing displeased with her appearance she slipped back into her bedroom to change the sheets yet again. The pile of bloody sheets would of cause worry for a miscarriage in most families. Replacing the sheets she crawled back into its cosy embrace and pulled out her diary. While reaching for her pink pen she plugged in her iPod.

Dear Diary,

Well another hunter got me, go figure I was in my bed resting yet again. I’d like to see them face me when I’m not exhausted from a long day. My poor throat got sliced and now I am weary about talking in case it will make it worse then it already is; trust me I don’t need anymore bandages on my body I won’t be able to move otherwise.

I didn’t see Vaughn last night… I was at the harbour most of the evening anyways just sitting there singing to the open water. The damn song I was listening to before has been drilled into my mind and this is all I’ve been singing since. I miss him, I miss his eyes and his laugh and everything. I don’t think he wants to see me anymore even though he said he didn’t want us to stop talking but I thinking he was just being nice. I won’t go to him, I wont.

I, Aura Lynn Driscol will not go to Vaughn.

I – will – not – go – to – him!

But I miss him… Hell no I will not go! But Dairy… I feel safe with him, I feel safe in his arms and when he rests beside me. I like that, feeling safe and protected. I like being held.

Damnit, things are complicated.

Why does he think he isn’t good for me, why. I ask myself that every night he isn’t by my side. Blah Dairy just blah.

Well, I feel like dipping my feet in the water so I’m going to return the first aid kit to Micah and head down to the harbour again to relax. I will fill you in on the rest of the day I promise. Until later this evening Diary!

-Cherry.


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Dear Diary,

One day left, just one more day and I’m free from bandages; I think I might actually walk around the apartment naked I’m so excited. Yes, I think I will do just that. Naked and free, mhmm. These dumb wraps are making my neck extremely itchy and irritated I’m tempted to take them off, but I can hear chase now, “Wait till it’s completely healed... You’ll scare the humans if you walk about with a slice in your neck.” Maybe the last few hours I’ll rip them off when I am in the safety of the apartment.

Lately I’ve been resting in Scorpia’s home with Micah, they have graciously invited me to stay with them while my bounty goes down because of the hunters after my butt, not the hell hounds I’ve heard so much about. From me logging onto Crownet it seems my bounty has lowered a great deal which is good, and better for the entire city as a whole. I’ve been getting up extra early and feeding on rats before they are all gone, I need to remain strong for my family and Zaph has been extra worried about me since my bounty was so high; god I love that girl.

I’m here right now resting beside Vaughn, the most complex and confusing man ever. We share a room, Scorpia said we’ll get our own bed but I’m not sure how I will handle looking directly across at him and not be in his arms. Something about that boy, that charming, defensive, cautious boy has my wondering ‘what if’. What if there is something there he isn’t telling me, something that he is hiding from me. He doesn’t want me getting hurt but I don’t see how he can hurt me, “I am... socially awkward, I guess you could say.” Is what he told me, if that was his vision of himself he would be my socially awkward Vaughn, mine.


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Looking down at Vaughn she smiles and delicately she runs her fingers through his hair. She couldn’t help herself when her eyes lingering over his face; it was a horrible habit she was gaining, just staring at him amazed. He had been asleep for awhile and she would wait by his side as often as she could to make sure he was safe and resting peacefully. She didn’t want to disturb him yet she couldn’t seem to control her hands, nor her eyes. She needed to keep them busy so reluctantly she grabbed a hold of her pen and began to write again; her back resting up against the pillows of his bed.
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I remember how his arms felt around me that one night, the night I asked him to rest beside me in bed, “You may.” was his invite for me to crawl into his arms and rest safely against his chest, his arm instantly went around my waist and I felt at home. I think he tried to prove a point by biting me, that he was a monster or something along those lines. His attempt to scare me failed as it was pretty enjoyable. We made a deal when we first met, a bite for a bit and did I ever bite him back. We then drifted off into a slumber together awaiting the new evening to come, together, side my side.

I was told someone who name started with a K was flirting and trying to seduce Vaughn by using their powers. They give Allurists a bad name, they make us all look like horny fools who can’t control themselves. Sorry to burst everyone’s bubble but I’m not like that, I have powers, yes. Do I used them to feed, yes. Do I use them on other vampires to get laid, **** no. My father brought me up differently, my sire gave me orders and directions to follow and well I follow them. Vaughn won’t be charmed as long as I can stop it. As long as he is with me no one else will get the chance.

He is a man I will go down fighting for, and fight for him I will.

-Cherry.


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