mIss attitude( Kenny's journal)

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

After getting tossed off the train at HArker or Harper's rock.I had to shake myself. i was on my own after being turned. my sire was good people but i could not keeptalong the blood she lroved for me ,like i was a lost puppy. She gave me clothes and money to finish my journey to this place.
After being abused verbally by my mother. I landed into the arms of a physical abuser. And lets just say after my fifth time with a black eye. I snapped and killed him while he slept, well more ike cute what remained of his throat as i awoke that night to a gurgle at my side and him dead.
Dead in the arms of the mlst beautiful angel of darkness ever. For a vampire had been watching us and was planning to kill is both several night s ago. But she stopped after hearing me cry every night after every fight ending with me holding my check and eye.
After we had finished the fight and i lay balled up shaking for my life with no blanket. I had felt a sense of calm and that it would be over for me until i felt something hot and warm against my busted lip.

Waking and hour later to find she had killed my ex and taken his cash before asking me to come with her to avoid being taken in by the cops. And being taken in to the station in day light would kill me.
So here i am picking pockets and avoiding day light.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

I had left the safety of the subway that i was left in to find more food. For the most part i hunt and steal for a few hours than hide from the sun like a cockroach does thebflip of a switch. So far I have even been so bold as to rob a few factories of small crats when i am lucky enough to find a good place to break in.
Also found out that vampires are not the only reanimated corpse walking around. In dark places there are even zombies and even as mean as i can be. The thought of one of those slow walkong brain eaters still horrifies me.
So i stole enough money to buy a gun to shoot at them rather than get in close with the swords thar i have found.
This new life is something else and the funny thing is i had an easier time getting a bank account than when i was alive.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

Few days have past and well i am still a bit freaked out. For the past few days i have been stumbling around the sewers like a rat. And i did find a few of those in this so called clean city of HArkor. So i was well feed and out of the light of day but even for a dead person the smell of mold and other scents that unless you live in a land fill would be called normal.
I crawled out of the sewers a few rime and found the actual harbor and water. Have to say running water with out human bile and other waste in it was very cleansing. But my clothes were hit so i am walking about naked. Mostly until i can still some from my next human meal. After running through thr woods and got my *** kicked by a cougar. Not the old ladybut the actual animal i make a meal out of thumper and got a keychain.
I realized as soon as i find a map i am going back to the subway and hoping that woth the money I have i can get some real clothes.
I am still rather pissed that put side of an animal beating my *** a couple dead bodies as i called them beat me up ans once finding i was not warm blooded they left me alone since i was not a love enough for them to eat.
Still picking pockets is my best way to get money and a faster meal than that rabbit.
On a side note another vampire told me that they pay you for used condoms. I thought he was joking but its true. I had picked up tons of them and got like 100 bucks. I was sick by the fact that i did that and by. How much i got for them after being used and possible flushed down the toilet. Humans sicken me now more than ever.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

After finding my way to a shop to sell stuff I then went looking for food and a place to rest for the day. To that end, I found myself in an old morgue and well that old morgue just happened to be butt ******* filled with zombies. Why the hell had the humans not bomb this ******* place?
Well, I was glad that I got some more bullets and went through shooting them and also found some food as well. All the way until the sun was coming up I spent my time killing zombies and robbing and feed off the humans that were around me.
Finally, I found an office that would be easy to block off from zombies and humans from getting in on me there without me knowing and finally went to sleep.
What a long night..... stupid zombies.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

I have found that it easier to face zombies than the sun. I have decided to stay in the morgue and kill them because they remind me of something weak and easy to kill. They remind me of me when I was being abused. They get up after you hit them and only after blowing off their faces and what is left of their brains do they stop moving. I restocked up on more bullets and I walked back into those doors and unlike the first day that I walked in here. I go down the dark hallways looking for them and when I do find them I shoot to kill.
Sometimes I find a human and I feed off them or I just let them wander around until they draw in my real targets. I hate myself for letting others use me and now I am the one using others.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

After days in the old morgue beating most of my anger out on the zombies there. I realized that someone had foubd me sleeping there. Because i had 704 in cash from seceral night of picking through the remains of humans that had been left by the zombies and my own feesings. Before i left i looked around and wondered where my 450 went to ans could only guess that bwcauae of all the blood on my clothes they thought i was already dead.
Luckily after killing a few more zombies i went to the bank. I think that have never been so mad about my money being gone.
I guess that i should hold up my hand a say i give up? But that was defeated me before i became a part of tge night.
I found myself at the bank and i finally seen what the fuss was about at a hotel.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

With all its floors it was only good for one thing so far, money. and other items that I could steal. I moved over to another placed called the Lancaster and it seems really cool. Even for the undead, the place has just about everything one of us may need.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

Feeling myself too much after getting around on a college campus and feeling that I belonged. I wandered away from there into the slums. A place that no matter where I go I know because this was where I grew up and the warm places with grass that I recall, now as an adult seemed to have faded or just came to light of a true adult. And the grass was no longer green but dead and if I looked closer was covered in something green form a disregarded needle. As a vampire, I find it easier to pick up something like this and know that just like with used condoms I can sell them back to the filth that is the human race.
After collecting a few things like that and guns and money from the pockets of the bums in that found their way to drug houses. I went to the bank and deposited the money that I had and then I found myself outside in the sun.
The burn woke me from my bad haze of the past that was my human life and crawled to the nearest human to feed. Only with enough strength to feed once I look for a place to let myself heal. The sewers seem like the best place to be right now, that or somewhere in the woods.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

I need more money after feeling dirty wondering around the slums of this place. I started to feel sick of my self as i watched humans move around like roaches in the drug houses. I didn't take blood from them i felt sick thinking about it. But i did want to kill the ganster there but even now as such a low being of the undead. I feel that i need to grow my skills and my own power to be able to end them all.
So i find myself back where there are zombies. Back with more ammo. To kill them all one by one. To get the skill i need to evenntake on bigger and faster enemies not just these slow walkers.

[Kensumai (DELETED 10929)]

Still building up my powers i find myself still in a morgue killing the pitiful zombies and a human here or there. i have so much stuff that i need to sell it but I am a vampire that has been up in the deep darkness of the morgue for days. Only sleeping for short hours of time. Fighting rigamortis to kill zombies as soon as thry wonder innafter the human stupod enough to enter the darkness.
I have found that i understand more about my new nature than I did my human life. I am free to do as i please, kill with in reason and l get to go where i please.