Journal Date 1/18/2018

[Varo Ricci (DELETED 9075)]

It's been some time since they've started trying to heal me of my vampiric affliction. I can tell things are changing, my senses are duller, I feel slower.

But there's more, I've heard voices, seen things, things that can't possibly be there. There's no way they are real. I'm not sure if the cure is just causing hallucinations or the changes are...something serious I should be worried about. And that wasn't even the end of it. I recently felt like I was falling and falling. It was the craziest thing.

Honestly, as stressful and...worrying, as this is. I'm so ready to be human it just doesn't phase me enough. I'm willing to do anything to be human, and that sticks.

I can't wait until it's finally over, until this curse of mine is finally lifted. If only it had been done earlier. But that's fine, it'll finally be finished.

Oh how I want to see the sun, taste their food, know these things that humans have known and taken for granted. Well I won't be taking them for granted. I will enjoy them in all the glory they have. Oh what a world it will be.