Journal: Date: 12/11/2016

[Varo Ricci (DELETED 9075)]

I didn't sleep. I finally found a journal I could use. Well I suppose found is an incorrect term, I stole it. But it was empty, fortunately for me. A pen too. I've been a vampire now for a few days. It terrifies me. All the noises, the sights, the feelings, it is so foreign and so much to take in. I can hardly stand it in large crowds anymore, it's like my very mind is being bombarded by everything that goes on, crushed beneath every words and footstep, every flicker of light and shut of a door.

Why did it have to happen to me? I wasn't even sure that vampires were real until I was bitten. And then it all became obvious. Not only were they real, there were many of them. And that terrifies me even more. I am among a secret crowd, a crowd that feeds on the flesh of people like what I once was. On humans. We are hunted, some seem to pity use but what help is that? And the worst part of it all? The sun? No. It's that I have to feed on humans too. And that now one of them might become one of us.

I guess it isn't all bad. I'm faster than I ever was, stronger too. I can move like some breeze in shadows, only barely noticed. But that doesn't mean I don't miss my old life. And I don't think I will ever get over that.