'Scuse me while I kiss the sky~

[Maddison (DELETED 8452)]

September 6, 2015

He kissed me. Robin ******* kissed me. I kissed him back. I ******* kissed him back. I'm not even sure what I'm doing anymore. My stomach is all twisted up in knots. Like what happens now? Do we become a thing? Was it just a kiss? Should I stop reading into it?

My thoughts are so jumbled. I don't know how I feel. I don't know how he feels. He killed someone because of me. Like that makes me feel awful. He's a wreck and I feel like it was all my fault. I didn't ask that guy to dance and be all over me, but I also didn't ask for him to be killed.

Maybe I should keep my distance for a bit? Clear my head? I'll think on it. For now though, I'm going to netflix and lounge in bed. That sounds better than dealing with the day.