Setting the empty tumbler down on a table—any table, Reinhardt began his pilgrimage towards the bar once again. Aware of his loosening grip on his inhibitions and mental faculties, he squared his shoulders and walked with as much dignity as he could afford given the constant, haphazard bump of moving bodies.
It was a novel experience to be at a club alone. He had put it off for as long as he could before the itch made itself known. His need for the distraction a night out entailed outshone his displeasure at going out on his own. Breaking the dry spell wouldn’t hurt either, the unscratched itch now less of an itch and more of an unshakable tension pulling at his core. It was as physical a need as it was emotional. He realised that he’d have to stop being so goddamn picky and accept more than drinks from strangers if he wanted to get anything out of tonight but a hangover.
Reinhardt wouldn’t admit to himself that he felt rather lonely; he’d cast off any and all familial connections when he’d left Minneapolis. The few friends he’d had, he’d estranged with his sudden decision to leave. It was amazing how easy it was to do, and saddening how few people took the leap. He’d met people along the way, but nothing ever urged him to stay in one place.
This city had claimed him and so he took a chance, but Harper Rock wouldn’t truly feel like home until he had a new social circle that accepted him for who he was. It didn’t help that he was still in the process of figuring it out. Tonight, he wanted to just be.
“What are you drinking?
I think I’ll get one of those.
Do you want another?”
He settled his hand on the back of their stool, resigned to this being as close to the bar as he’d get with this crowd. There was no such thing as personal space in a place like this, and the alcohol coursing through his bloodstream denied him any discomfort or guilt from imposing his presence on an unsuspecting patron.
“Garçon!” he called towards the bartender, lifting his hand over his head to try and catch the bartender’s attention.