Backdated: 12/25/2015
River:I don’t get no sleep
I don’t get no peace
Thinking about her
Under your bed sheets
The holidays were supposed to be a time filled with laughter, love and joy. It was supposed to awaken the spirit of the Holy Ghost. It was meant to bring the family together. Just for one single day of the year, it was supposed to make the world whole. There had once been a time when that was exactly what had happened. The holiday’s were once an occasion that she looked forward to. Now, however, she could barely stand to smell the scent of pine. It made her stomach twist as the memories of her ex-fiance filled her mind. She had been the one that brought the joy out in her. Every year, Christmas had been an extravagant occasion, one that she spent far more money and time on than she should have. It wasn’t just about the presents, either. Addison had to have the tree, the lights, the lawn decorations and the food. She had to have everything. Christmas had once been a month long journey - and now she hadn’t a clue what she was supposed to do. She had no family. She had no friends.
She was alone.
Invisible.
Pressing her heel to her brow, she pushed herself up from the couch and shook her head. She had been finding solace in the company of others, but they had vanished to their respective homes, leaving her by herself. Even the zombies seemed to have thinned out for the time being, the scent lacking in strength as the air conditioner kicked on. Shaking her head, she stashed her gun under the couch and slipped out the door of the QZ to head to the city. Despite her growing dislike of the sparkling lights, she knew that the bustle of the city would quiet the thoughts and memories in her mind. With a quiet sigh, she twisted her hair up into a loose braid as she hooked her fingers into the links of the fence and lifted herself over it. Throwing her leg across the top, she carefully avoided the electrical wiring and pushed herself up and over. Landing on the other side, she dusted off her leggings and scanned the surrounding areas. She knew this city better than most, and she knew which places to avoid.
Making sure she turned towards the North and away from the slums, she wrapped her arms around her middle and rubbed her hands over her biceps. She had hoped that once she had adjusted to the life of a vampire, she would no longer need to worry about the chill of winter. She hated the cold. Frowning for a moment, she pulled out the few bills she had tucked into her waistband and counted them out, her fingers shaking as the wind picked up, blowing her hair around her face. Fifteen dollars. “****, that’s not enough for a jacket,” she muttered to herself as she headed for the station, teeth chattering. She had fallen on hard times after that fateful night with her maker, leaving her unable to work for a living - and thus, having come up pretty much broke. If it weren’t for Roderic supplying funds to her bank account every few weeks, she’d be lost. At this point, she could barely keep herself fed, let alone properly clothed. She was down to the bare minimum she needed to survive. Shaking her head, she decided to skip the station and headed for the park, hoping to find a warm place to sit.
Tigra: Tigra was thrilled with the success of the Christmas party at the garage. The lights were bright, the tree was tall and festive and full, the food was vanishing faster than she could have hoped and the alcohol was all but gone. The turnout had been incredible, and everyone was having one hell of a time. Laura had been the first to tell her she was going to need more, though with a lush like her, the comment held little weight. The tiny woman could drink like a fish and never fall down. It never failed to amaze Tigra just how much she could really handle.
It was when her daughter, Patricia, had mentioned she was out of rum that she realized she should set out and try to find a store still open this late on a Christmas evening. She parked the car along one of the long lots downtown, dropping a few coins into the meter to secure her spot, even if she doubted that the meter maids would be out tonight. She wouldn’t suffer her baby being booted, and she had a feeling that the stray cop wouldn’t hesitate to put such an ugly hunk of metal on the sleek, tweaked-out Supra. It screamed street racer, so one appearing on the side of the street would certainly raise suspicion.
She had found a single shop still open, lights announcing the life inside. The small Indian woman behind the counter had given her a strange look, eyeing her warily the entire time she was in the store, and had to visibly refrain from commenting when she placed her quarry on the counter. Four cases of beer, two fifths of vodka, four of rum, and six bottles of wine. She was sure that would hold them over until the morning. The crowd would be thinning soon, people returning home for Christmas festivities.
The woman gave her a condescending smile, and followed the last item with a comment about the alcohol. The tall Canadian woman just gave her a playful grin and shrugged, sliding her bank card through the pad. “Just restocking a party.” She hadn’t paid the woman any mind at all. Her thoughts were on her guests. Everyone was having a good time. She wasn’t great at a lot of things, but she was an excellent partier. That was one thing she could always count on being good at, having a good time, no matter where she turned up.
Gathering the alcohol into a cloth bag, she let the strap wrap about her wrist twice, securing the heavy weight to her arm before she flashed the pretty woman a smile and waved her fingers to her over her shoulder. “Joyeaux Noelle, madamoiselle!” she called, wishing the woman a merry Christmas in her native tongue before passing through the shopping center to the park.
The lot where her meter was running short was across the way, the shortest path leading through the dimly lit park, the snow that had only dusted the ground on her way in coated the world in a shimmering white now. The soft orange glow of the overhead lamps glittered in the crystalline structure of the pillowy white snow. It made her smile as she passed along the path through the park, leaving a trail of boot prints in her wake. She made a show of tightening her jacket’s hold on her shoulders, pulling her hood down over her head as snow blasted the air in a gust of wind.
She took the heavy wool scarf about her neck and pulled it up over her face, covering her nose from the icy cold air, leaving only her hazel blue eyes and a light dusting of freckles visible between the fur lining of her hood and her scarf. She saw several lights down that another figure was passing through the park, traveling in the opposite direction, headed straight for her. She tucked her hand into the pocket of her jacket, feeling the small pistol she kept for personal protection when she was out for the night. This place had made her wary of strangers in the night. Particularly those that were not like her. It was a troubling juxtaposition with her cheerful nature, to be so paranoid, but she had seen too much of mankind to foolishly give them her blind trust.
She shook her head and cleared her mind of the darkness seeping into her thoughts, focusing instead on the figure she was closing on. Something about this figure struck her as strange. It took her a moment to realize that it was a woman alone, making her way through the cold without a jacket. She looked nearly frozen to death. Quietly, she debated in her mind as she continued to approach the woman across the park or if she should cut through the snow to the lot and avoid her altogether.
River: Fifteen dollars.
How the hell am I going to live?
Shaking her head, she wrapped her arms tighter around her slender form as she glanced towards the park. It was already beginning to snow, the white dusting the top of the benches to give them a beauty that nothing else could. Her mind quickly worked to capture the scene in her memory to paint for later, even as she made her way down the winding sidewalk towards the edge of the park. It was clear that she wasn’t going to find reprieve from the weather there, but she really had no other option. She could go back to the hotel, but the thought of being alone - and in a place that lacked heat and running water - wasn’t exactly on the top of her to do list. With a resigned sigh, she tucked a curl behind her ear and came to a sudden and complete stop. The lights were on in one single building, and the flickering ABC store sign caught her attention long before the single woman coming her way did.
With fifteen dollars, she could buy a cheap bottle of rum to keep her warm.
No, I can’t. I was sick as a dog last time.
She didn’t bother to move from the middle of the sidewalk as she began to deliberate, knowing that the woman would simply walk around her - or through her without so much as an apology. She was used to it. Even when she stood out in the most beautiful array of colors, she was unnoticed by those in the world. She was invisible, a phantom that was to be ignored at all costs. It didn’t matter if she was crying out for help or simply attempting to offer a hand to someone in need - she was never noticed. Never heard. Even now, with the snow dusting her hair and the ice freezing to her skin, she knew that she would be passed by. It was because of this that she simply watched the flickering sign and not the woman headed her way with the bags that were far too heavy for her to be holding as she was.
She could offer to help, but her voice was stuck in her throat. Instead, she rubbed her arms up and down the thin black shirt she wore, attempting to put some warmth into her skin. How was it that she was so cold when she no longer had life in her body? She was dead, her blood drained from her veins, and yet she was suffering because it was below zero. Shaking her head, she pressed her fingers to her eyes and took a deep breath before turning, only to slam into a soft, warm body. At once, she stumbled back a step, lips parting and mismatched eyes wide - before she shook her head and walked around her without a word. It isn’t like she would have heard me, anyway.
Tigra: Nearly toppling into the woman as she turned, Tigra reeled back on her boots, tightening her grip on the bag of alcohol and caught herself gracefully, watching keenly as the slender brunette stepped around her. “Excusé moi, madamoiselle...” She said softly, watching as the woman moved. She looked cold, nearly frozen to the bone. She all but chattered her teeth. Worse than that, she looked lonely.
Tigra frowned, and set her bag down in the snow. “Excuse me, miss?” She turned to the woman, then, and reached to the zipper at her throat. She gave the woman a warm, welcoming smile as she held out her free hand. “My name is Tigra. Tigra LeChànce. I run a local street racing chapter here in town. I just thought… you just looked cold. I thought I would say hi.” Her heavy Quebec accent laced her words thickly, her tongue rolling easily over the English, but with a broad swathe of French influence. It gave her soft voice a soothing, alluring nature that matched her willowy stature.
She gave her a disarming smile, then. “You will excuse my fretting, but where is your coat? It is bitter cold.” She ran her fingers along the brass zipper at her throat, debating on offering the woman her coat, at least. She knew she was being terribly forward, but it was a season of giving and kindness, and if she couldn’t offer this poor creature a place in the abundant warmth of her own family and home, then who could? Who would?
The poor thing was skin and bones, larger than herself but much shorter. She looked half starved, chilled, and lonely. Three things that no one should be on a night like tonight.
“If you would like, you could borrow mine for a while? My car is not far. I will not need it for such a short walk.” She smiled, then, and re-offered her hand, holding it out to her as she worked the zipper to her jacket open, letting it hang loosely about her slender shoulders. “It is a very warm coat. This place is not so cold as I had thought.”