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Cedric Costello
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Location - Quarantine Zone || Wearing
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The six foot two male stood in the middle of Quarantine Zone, his blonde hair stained with the off-colour blood of his fallen foe. The more time that he spent in this hellish zone of the city, the more able he was to kill the creatures that posed a greater challenge. He stared down at the sword in his grasp, the hilt slick with gore. He preferred the blade. There was something traditional about it. It helped him to ease into this life, to think that he had somehow stepped into the past, or into some alternate universe. He could just be reading a book – though zombie books had never much appealed to him. He preferred the classics. War and Peace.

But this was not some romanticised story about war. It was real life. And he was a vampire. A vampire, killing zombies in a quarantined zone of a city that he had recently started to call home. He had distracted himself with the things that he’d had to learn; he had retreated enough into ordinariness to ignore the grandness of it all. He worked, he still played the piano. He remained a mystery to the humans he met, and he had not yet socialised beyond the company of his sire.

Now, as he stared down at the sword in his hand and the body of the zombie at his feet, he could feel the foundations shifting again. He had come so far – not too long ago he was in Brussels. Not too long ago it was his Alaya’s birthday; he had been there for it, in his last week before everything crumbled around him. He had given her a toy bow and arrow. Even at such a young age she was feisty; she did not adhere to the girlish stereotype. She did not want dolls or unicorns. She wanted a bow and arrow. He remembered how she felt, that small frail body of hers, as he held her in a tight hug.

Would he ever see her again?

And just like that, he sighed. He lost all enthusiasm for what he had been doing. Blue eyes swept the interior of the Quarantine Zone, bathed in dim light and decrepit, like the life he had left behind. It haunted him, like these buildings would haunt the city they stood within. He had goals for his future – but would his past ever allow him to enjoy it?

At the moment, he had his doubts.
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Silhouette laid motionless, re-imagining the previous night over and over until she could taste his blood pouring into her once more. Her hands instinctively shoved the black silk from her face, pulling it above her and letting it spill over the ledge of the roof onto which she'd nestled when she'd fled to the Quarantined Zone. With the shock of last evening she wasn't sure she was ready for people. And less ready to run into the man from the Water Treatment place. She smoothed her still-damp dress over her legs, covering what it could as she felt the shock and shame of having been walked in on. Shame not only from the self-consciousness that came second nature to her... but the shame of murder.

She doubted she'd ever truly was the blood from her hands and the thought of actually killing could easily have made her nauseous if she could have felt such a thing now. What would she vomit anyway... Christof's blood. She sat up and punched her leg. She feared punching the building as she didn't feel up to killing even zombies at the moment and the noise would only draw attention. But she longed to feel something. The punch did nothing and only made her think of the way her victim had loosely gripped at her, hitting her with barely any strength as he seemed to battle between fighting for his life and giving up.


"Goddamn it!" She thought, not minding if her telepathy pushed her thoughts outward. Even if anyone else were nearby, no one could trace the direction of a thought, surely.

Why did everything effect her so badly. What was it about this kill that made such a difference. She hadn't intended to... he attacked. He wanted to kill her. It was all him. She sounded crazy in her own head, and wasn't she? A woman, dressed to party, laying atop abandoned rooftops in zombie infested restricted areas as an escape? It seemed that she wasn't the only one finding escape in this twisted place as she watched a hoodie-clad man resting his sword after felling one of the undead... the other undead... from the opposite corner of the roof.

She ducked low and continued picking her brain apart, solving the stir of emotion she felt for someone who should have been cattle -like any other vampire surely felt about humans. Silhouettes mind began to speed up, as if it were a fast-forwarding cassette tape, until her mental words were no longer a coherent language. Fear gripped her and her hand laid defensively atop her broadsword


"Stop Stop Stop Stop STOP" She whispered aloud, hoping desperately to drown out the mental loss of control. The beginnings of a panic attack were stoppable but only when approached correctly. But the speeding thoughts became images. Images of the blood, images of the light vanishing from his eyes... the boyish abandon in his face when he finally died. And the imagined sight of her pouncing upon him for his blood, which gushed from a place where her fingers hand pushed through his artery.

She wasn't going to get the murder off her mind, she wasn't going to let it take her over though. And the broadsword, before she'd completely known what she'd done, was standing upright through her thigh, and sunken into the first layer of the roof she'd taken as shelter.
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A whispered susserence of a curse washed through Cedric’s mind, right in the middle of his melancholic musings. One that didn’t belong to him, he didn’t think. He’d been made aware of the oddities that some of his kind were attuned to, and he wondered if he were developing some new ability. Or maybe he was imagining it. Tense, now, more aware of his surroundings, Cedric glanced left and right, once more sweeping the innards of the Quarantine Zone though this time, it was to try to find the source of the strange outburst rather than to view it as some mirror of his humanity.

He was about to dismiss the strange sound entirely, sheathing his weapon with the intention of heading home to shower, to perhaps seek out his sire, when he heard a further outburst from one of the rooftops nearby. A whispered outburst, but the square was quiet, sound carried, and the hearing of vampires was sensitive.

Staring up at the rooftop from which Cedric presumed the sound had come, he considered. Whatever it was, it was none of his business. But as soon as he caught the scent of freshly spilled vampire blood, he got curious. Sauntering toward the building, he went inside; he found the stairs and spiralled up, up until he’d reached the roof.

Over to the edge of it, he saw her. The moonlight bathed the scene - the scarce amount of moonlight that they’d had, with the snow season starting to finally settle in. Blood had started to pool under a leg with a sword sticking out of it. Pausing, Cedric took a moment to further assess the scene. If there was a scuffle and there was someone - or something - ready to skewer him with a sword, too, he’d want to be ready for it. But he could see no one and nothing else. Slowly, he approached the girl.

”Do you need help getting that out?” he asked. There shouldn’t have been a ghost of a smile on his lips. There should have been no amusement. There should have been shock, or surprise. Deep concern, perhaps. But he was not an empathetic man. Nor was he particularly caring. But he was going through the motions. Curiosity had brought him up here, and curiosity kept him around.
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Something in the feeling of steel through leg released her from the chaotic whispers of her mind. The third party in her brain was silenced and Silhouette was deep in her own world as she sat, relishing the feeling of the blood forming a puddle from the bottom of the wound. into the crevice created as the sword has shoved through the concrete.

Until her body leaped upward, at the sound of a man's voice uttering a somewhat amused offering of help. Which was no longer as seemingly necessary as the sword was set free with the jarring motion and Silhouette now stood, not quite able to meet the mans eyes as she'd risen... attempting to turn her startled jump into a graceful rise.


"I think I've got it under control. Who're you?" She set her voice into a direct sort of tone and her question seemed more like a statement than curiosity. Nobody should have been sneaking up here. The groans of zombies and the general knocking of debris by the undead was surely enough to have masked any noises she could have made, and yet he was standing there. Looking quite dapper for a hoodie clad man, she could have thought.

She distracted her observations by taking hold of the hilt of the sword, a couple fingers looped under the hand-guard and pulled the blade outward from her leg, slowly to allow the back of her leg to close before the front. As the tip of the sword emerged from her flesh, she straightened up and propped her arm atop the pummel, as if she were (and she completely was) overcompensating a confidence she definitely did not have otherwise.


"'n' what're you doin up here?" a twinge of her southern American accent leaked as she concentrated her efforts into looking cooler rather than speaking properly.
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The woman’s reaction was immediate, and it was defensive. Cedric straightened, a subtle arch of his brow colouring his expression which generally remained impassive. A stone face that matched his cold exterior; a tin soldier, not entirely bereft of feeling, but guarded of it. A man with a story that he would not tell, with a music in his soul that kept his attention on reality somewhat limited.

But this woman with her defensive posture and her sword in her leg silenced the music, for a moment or two. The scent of her blood was on the breeze, thought it wasn’t the blood of a human. It was not a scent that aroused Cedric’s thirst. Only curiosity.

At her questions, he smiled. It was as if he laughed, but there was no sound. No movement but a slight bow of his head. She spoke as if he had walked in on her in a moment of privacy, in a room of her own, somewhere that he did not belong. But they were on a rooftop, in the middle of a Quarantined Zone. For all intents and purposes, neither of them should be there.

”Cedric,” he said. That was his name. There was no need to give anything more than that, was there? It was simple, even though to ask a person who they are was no simple question. People were so much more than their names.

”I think it was curiosity that brought me here, specifically. The Quarantine Zone? I was told, was a good place to hone my skills. Even if I think, soon, I might move beyond it,” he said. This city had a way of making their lives seem trivial. Like a game. Like there were levels they had to complete, enemies they had to vanquish before they could rise, move on. Cedric’s own voice was coloured quite heavily with a mixed accent; some Dutch, some French. A bit of both.

”...I could ask you the same question.”
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Silhouette couldn't help but watch Cedric's expressions as he spoke, as he reacted to her speaking even. She wondered if he was a vampire, and if so- surely he was an Allurist. Most of the Allurists she'd met were just visually and audibly captivating. She'd leaned in unknowingly as her attention was pulled away from composure once more- and the tip of her blade slid just enough to make her leap slightly before resting the tip firmly once again.

"Not a lot of normal people around the Quarantine. Have to be cautious when people just... appear. It's usually pretty quiet on this end, good for quiet time away from the actual city." She continued leaning ever so slightly on her sword as she glanced around at the few zombies that were lured to the sides of the building by their verbal exchanges.

The way the man had described his reason for trespassing the Quarantine Zone caught her attention. As if he were about to cut a zombie and find a 1up mushroom. Imagery from the bit of her mind that liked to subconsciously access the web pulled up images of Mario and of this man in a plumber's get up. The entire situation ran through her mind and more than a delicate Hm rose from her this time. This time it was an audible but short giggle. The immaturity of it was embarrassing and she easily calmed back down, recovering her random outburst by daring to delve deeper.


"So you're 'moving beyond it' soon? I don't know many normal people who crawl up here and swing swords about for fun. Particularly, enough to warrant swinging them about outside the walls. Talented?" She gave him side glance and wondered secretly how long she could keep up this confident charade. Confidence was not, in the slightest, Silhouette's forte.
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The girl’s reactions were amusing, though Cedric refrained from laughing. He had common sense enough to know that most people did not like to be laughed at, and he figured if he did, any hope of forthcoming conversation from the stranger would be lost. She almost appeared jumpy; a timid creature with a curiosity that contradicted her caution. Or perhaps rather than contradict it, helped to subdue. Though that might not be such a good thing in this city. A healthy amount of caution was just what the doctor ordered.

”Talented? Hardly,” he laughed. At least when he laughed this time, it wasn’t at her. It was at the notion that he was a talented killer. Or hunter. Or whatever it was one called a zombie-killing aficionado. Perhaps he was just that. An afficianado. A dabbler, if there was such a thing.

”I’m a businessman, mainly. But I was turned and soon learned that this city is… well, violently inclined. There’s no such thing as mercy where vampires are concerned, so I thought it best to learn how to defend myself. Zombies are mindless. They’re fodder. There are enemies in this city that are far more dangerous,” he said with a slow shrug of his shoulders. If he was going to be any use to anyone - to his sire, specifically, because honestly he couldn’t think of anyone much else, at this point, he would care to be of use to - he had to learn how to take down the likes of the hunters, at least. And the Paladins that lived and breathed in the sewers. There was a certain kind of poetry in killing the hunters before they could find what they were hunting.

”You, I think, are a professional avoider of thinly-veiled questions. May I ask why you were up here with a sword in your leg? Was it your voice that I heard in my head earlier? And might I ask who you are?” Legitimate questions, he thought. The answers might, at least, go some way to answering the curiosity that had brought him in here to begin with.
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”I’m a businessman, mainly. But I was turned and soon learned that this city is… well, violently inclined. There’s no such thing as mercy where vampires are concerned, so I thought it best to learn how to defend myself. Zombies are mindless. They’re fodder. There are enemies in this city that are far more dangerous,”


Silhouette watched with careful eyes as the man mentioned his turning and turning. Though since she just removed a sword from her leg and was casually (as possible) discussing their reasons for whereabouts, there really shouldn't be a reason to bother concealing one's nature. She grinned as he spoke, noting the intellect radiating from him. It was rather refreshing for conversation, as her only closer friend so far was an unfortunate human plagued by Murphy's Law.

Her nose crinkled in a small cringe as he'd spoken about there being no mercy where vampires were concerned, and her guilty gears began to jerk back into motions. She nodded agreements following this, and was eager for spoken word as it drowned out the anguish in her mind.


"Heh, the zombies were my income when I first moved here. They're ears are apparently good for doing rituals if you're into that sort of thing. Computers are more up my ally." Wondering what she could mention to spark interest in the conversation, she pooled her telepathy around discovering some more vague things about this chatty stranger. Slowly in her mind his most basic knowledge of his sense of Character lay out before her minds eye like a sheet of paper sliding down into view . As she skimmed, he'd spoken again.
”You, I think, are a professional avoider of thinly-veiled questions. May I ask why you were up here with a sword in your leg? Was it your voice that I heard in my head earlier? And might I ask who you are?”
"I do make an effort for secrecy, but you're charisma has done me in." she said with light flamboyance. "Let's see... I'm here on a mission to brood about my delightful un-life, also relates to the sword in my leg. It probably was. I'm quite disheveled this month it seems. Aaaand..." She paused, remembering when her voice might have projected. " Yes, most likely was indeed. I'm a telepath and with the way this month has been, I imagine i might have lost a bit of restraint. No worries, i'm getting a dose of my own medicine. I seem to have developed a voice in my head that isn't my own. Driving me a bit mad."

She wondered how long she could actually go without discussing who she was. Because really, who was she? Was a name truly all a person was? Or did actions define one's self... and if so. was Hi, I'm Silhouette Murdecrazed an appropriate introduction? What else had she truly done that was of any significance to be identified by. Being turned into the Quartermaine family was not an accomplishment or failure of her choice. And she'd hidden in seclusion for months after her overwhelmed senses were exceeded in her first month of being a vampire.

What, then, defined this slight figure that teemed with nearly overflowing potential?
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Cedric shook his head. Rituals were not his kind of thing, though the practice looked intriguing. Maybe once he’d got his business ventures settled and this unlife thing under control, he’d be able to look into it. For now, he killed the zombies not for their ears, but for the practice. Financially? He’d had aid from both Castalia and Ambrose. His sire and the head of his bloodline had given him the things that he had requires within the first couple of weeks. As such, the transition wasn’t as daunting as it could have been.

”I don’t believe that. My charisma is not what brought me up to this roof. And my charisma cannot be all that great if it doesn’t allow me to get your name,” he said. No, he hadn’t missed that she’d answered every other question but that one. Her answers gave rise to new questions, however – while she was on a roll it was easy to keep her on the topic of herself. Sooner or later, perhaps, her name would come tumbling out, though it wasn’t an absolute requirement.

”I take it, then, that you weren’t turned willingly? You brood because you’re unhappy with the way things have turned out, and you’d have preferred to stay human? Is that right?” he asked. He was aware that it sounded like an interrogation, though he didn’t mean it to be. Curiosity was what had brought him up here to begin with, and curiosity was what continued to fuel his questions. Every night he felt more of his humanity slipping away from him. It should have bothered him, but he didn’t. If becoming a vampire heightened who a person really was, if their paths somehow reflected personality or inclination, then Cedric was coming to realise that he, perhaps, was not such a good person. Bitterness had turned him sour; his love and loyalty was not given lightly. Even if every female thing on two legs appealed to him, if he made love to them, it wasn’t love. It was the desire for something that felt like love, but in the end was only a passionate lust.

”That’s a nifty trick, though. Being able to speak to people’s minds? You have to take that as a win. Yes?” he asked. Again, with the questions. But he couldn’t help it. He hadn’t talked to many other vampires, as yet. It was interesting to find out their stories, to compare them to his own.
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