Backdated to October 25th.
Victor: [T] Dom, it's Victor. Just texting to make sure you're ok. I sent Kenlie a letter hoping to find something out. If you need anything, let me know.
Dominique: [T] Missing you guys. I have tried to reach her but no answer. I figure she is doing whatever she needs to. I am just trying to tie together what never will hold no matter how much I try. Knowing you are still out there trying makes it worth another try. If you find her bring her home.
Victor: [T] I have never given up, Dom. Never. She is my existence. I am going to do whatever I have to to bring her home to us. I promise. Don't give up, Dom. We have to believe she's coming home. I need to believe it.
Dominique: [T] I feel her. One of the reasons I keep opening my eyes. She is out there trying to find what we all are searching for. Answers that we never will get. I will be there when she returns. I know what you feel like. I waded in wondering so long I still feel like I drowned in the process.
Victor: [T] You feel her. You feel her? -Pause in the texting-
Victor: [T] She's safe then. You don't even want to know the horrible things I've thought of in my head. I don't know if I can feel her. I don't know if I'd feel her if she...died outside the city. I'm ******* terrified. Because what scares me most, is the monster that is our Kenlie, the beast she is...will suffer so horribly. She's not weak. It will take far too much to bring her down and I'm ******* terrified of not being there to protect her. Dominique...I need you...NEED you to tell me if something happens to her. Just incase I don't have that connection with her.
Dominique: [T] I feel her but it's like she is moving, traveling. Doubt. Pain. Why isn't she responding? I can go after her. Not sure where to look. Did she say?
Victor: [T] ...From our last conversation over a month ago...we had a miscommunication. She thought I wanted a break from our marriage. I meant I wanted a break like a vacation. So..she packed her stuff one night and just left. Suddenly without a word to me. I've been trying to bring her back ever since. Ever since the **** with Vel and Micah, nothing has been right. And I just want a chance to prove to her that I'm trying.
Dominique: [T] She needs to listen more. Hell, I need to take my own advice. Why does everything need to be so ******* complicated? We are dark gods that are supposed to be able to swallow the world around us whole yet it is matters of the heart that choke us and bring us to our knees. You ever wonder if it is easier just to stop giving a **** anymore?
Victor: [T] I'm sure it would be. I'm sure I would be living a ******* awesome life of sex and debauchery if I didn't worry so much about Kenlie. But then it would just be an emptiness. A monotonous end of ******** shenanigans. Caring about Kenlie, loving her the way I do..she gives me a reason to make the next night more amazing than the last. Loving that woman with my soul makes every new experience so astounding. And what's the point of being dark gods if there is no real pleasure in it?
Dominique: [T] As long as she is out there being stubborn then you have that hope worth fighting for. I would hold on a thousand years and wait if I knew I could hold him one more time. If anyone can find her, reach her and bring her back it will be you, Vic. It took me over twenty years to find out she existed. I suck *** at tracking. I text her the world was on fire and that I used her toothbrush. Not even that worked.
Victor: [T] I hope the words in my email mean something to her. I don't know how else to contact her. I don't even know if her phone is on. So I emailed her. I might have been incredibly inebriated but the point definitely was made. I need her home. Her scent is almost gone from her pillow. I'm dying inside.
Dominique: [T] And you search for it in everything with the hope it will discovered so you can hold on to it just a little longer. I wouldn't leave vita Bella for weeks and then I couldn't bring myself to walk back in. I know all about it.
Victor: [T] I love my family..but they don't get it. They just don't ******* get it.
Victor: [T] They think I'm just being emotional. Irrational.
Dominique: [T] You are fine Vic. If you give a **** at all you are fine. There are assholes around us trying to sell the idea that love... What you feel and what I have known to be worth dying for is a weakness. Someone around here has to have heart. You two give me hope.
Victor: [T] Thank you, Dom. Thank you so much. I've felt so ******* alone in all of this. I should have come to you sooner. I wish there were words enough to describe what she is to me. Soulmate is the closest and it's just not enough. I just can't give up.
Dominique: [T] You can text, drop by, call anytime. It is what family is about. She is everything and we are lost without her. I already feel closer to her just because you reached out.
Victor: [T] You're not alone, Dom. Sis. I promise.
Dominique: [T] If you see anything with four or even two wheels that is bad enough to be under my *** let me know. My baby was blown to the heavens two nights ago. She rests in pieces.
Victor: [T] Aw ****..I'm sorry to hear that. I'll definitely look into it for you. Can't have you without a ride. You have a ride, yes? I could let you borrow my truck until we find you something else.
Dominique: [T] I would be likely to use it to run someone over...several times. I move like a bullet. Just can't replace what was hard to find to begin with, ya know? I am good. It is worth waiting for the right one. Always was.
Victor: [T] I feel ya. Alright. Let me know if you need a ride and I'll pick you up or something. I'll put my feelers in the air for you.
Dominique: [T] Thank you. Love ya and bring my sister home. We can both kick her *** after we squeeze her tight.
Victor: [T] Perfect. Love ya too, sis.
Dominique: [T] xoxo -sends out the love and hits send. Sets the phone down and turns up the music to work on the rally sport waiting in front of her.
Dominique: [T] Missing you guys. I have tried to reach her but no answer. I figure she is doing whatever she needs to. I am just trying to tie together what never will hold no matter how much I try. Knowing you are still out there trying makes it worth another try. If you find her bring her home.
Victor: [T] I have never given up, Dom. Never. She is my existence. I am going to do whatever I have to to bring her home to us. I promise. Don't give up, Dom. We have to believe she's coming home. I need to believe it.
Dominique: [T] I feel her. One of the reasons I keep opening my eyes. She is out there trying to find what we all are searching for. Answers that we never will get. I will be there when she returns. I know what you feel like. I waded in wondering so long I still feel like I drowned in the process.
Victor: [T] You feel her. You feel her? -Pause in the texting-
Victor: [T] She's safe then. You don't even want to know the horrible things I've thought of in my head. I don't know if I can feel her. I don't know if I'd feel her if she...died outside the city. I'm ******* terrified. Because what scares me most, is the monster that is our Kenlie, the beast she is...will suffer so horribly. She's not weak. It will take far too much to bring her down and I'm ******* terrified of not being there to protect her. Dominique...I need you...NEED you to tell me if something happens to her. Just incase I don't have that connection with her.
Dominique: [T] I feel her but it's like she is moving, traveling. Doubt. Pain. Why isn't she responding? I can go after her. Not sure where to look. Did she say?
Victor: [T] ...From our last conversation over a month ago...we had a miscommunication. She thought I wanted a break from our marriage. I meant I wanted a break like a vacation. So..she packed her stuff one night and just left. Suddenly without a word to me. I've been trying to bring her back ever since. Ever since the **** with Vel and Micah, nothing has been right. And I just want a chance to prove to her that I'm trying.
Dominique: [T] She needs to listen more. Hell, I need to take my own advice. Why does everything need to be so ******* complicated? We are dark gods that are supposed to be able to swallow the world around us whole yet it is matters of the heart that choke us and bring us to our knees. You ever wonder if it is easier just to stop giving a **** anymore?
Victor: [T] I'm sure it would be. I'm sure I would be living a ******* awesome life of sex and debauchery if I didn't worry so much about Kenlie. But then it would just be an emptiness. A monotonous end of ******** shenanigans. Caring about Kenlie, loving her the way I do..she gives me a reason to make the next night more amazing than the last. Loving that woman with my soul makes every new experience so astounding. And what's the point of being dark gods if there is no real pleasure in it?
Dominique: [T] As long as she is out there being stubborn then you have that hope worth fighting for. I would hold on a thousand years and wait if I knew I could hold him one more time. If anyone can find her, reach her and bring her back it will be you, Vic. It took me over twenty years to find out she existed. I suck *** at tracking. I text her the world was on fire and that I used her toothbrush. Not even that worked.
Victor: [T] I hope the words in my email mean something to her. I don't know how else to contact her. I don't even know if her phone is on. So I emailed her. I might have been incredibly inebriated but the point definitely was made. I need her home. Her scent is almost gone from her pillow. I'm dying inside.
Dominique: [T] And you search for it in everything with the hope it will discovered so you can hold on to it just a little longer. I wouldn't leave vita Bella for weeks and then I couldn't bring myself to walk back in. I know all about it.
Victor: [T] I love my family..but they don't get it. They just don't ******* get it.
Victor: [T] They think I'm just being emotional. Irrational.
Dominique: [T] You are fine Vic. If you give a **** at all you are fine. There are assholes around us trying to sell the idea that love... What you feel and what I have known to be worth dying for is a weakness. Someone around here has to have heart. You two give me hope.
Victor: [T] Thank you, Dom. Thank you so much. I've felt so ******* alone in all of this. I should have come to you sooner. I wish there were words enough to describe what she is to me. Soulmate is the closest and it's just not enough. I just can't give up.
Dominique: [T] You can text, drop by, call anytime. It is what family is about. She is everything and we are lost without her. I already feel closer to her just because you reached out.
Victor: [T] You're not alone, Dom. Sis. I promise.
Dominique: [T] If you see anything with four or even two wheels that is bad enough to be under my *** let me know. My baby was blown to the heavens two nights ago. She rests in pieces.
Victor: [T] Aw ****..I'm sorry to hear that. I'll definitely look into it for you. Can't have you without a ride. You have a ride, yes? I could let you borrow my truck until we find you something else.
Dominique: [T] I would be likely to use it to run someone over...several times. I move like a bullet. Just can't replace what was hard to find to begin with, ya know? I am good. It is worth waiting for the right one. Always was.
Victor: [T] I feel ya. Alright. Let me know if you need a ride and I'll pick you up or something. I'll put my feelers in the air for you.
Dominique: [T] Thank you. Love ya and bring my sister home. We can both kick her *** after we squeeze her tight.
Victor: [T] Perfect. Love ya too, sis.
Dominique: [T] xoxo -sends out the love and hits send. Sets the phone down and turns up the music to work on the rally sport waiting in front of her.