Moments, thoughts, stuff.

[Victor]

My Little Pony was a horrible idea for something to pass out to drunk. And that Jagermeister...and the bottle of Jack...and that start of beers...so much for promises. Not that she really gives a ****.

Need my wife. Need to get laid. Need to handle this hangover.

[Victor]

Something is wrong. Something is very ******* wrong.

[Victor]

Jasmine bubble bath. Well worth steal from Clover.

And you....**** you. I wish you plenty of nights with E.D.

Going to lay in this tub filled with bubbles, smoke my cigar, and wait for my world to ******* crumble around me. Because go ******* figure, I couldn't be surprised even if I tried.

[Victor]

It's bathtime for Kenlie again. Made sure she was fed and got her clothes set out. I bought her a Mickey Mouse pajama set she didn't have. I hope she likes them.

Please wake up, Monster. Please. Please...

[Victor]

I keep reading the email I sent Kenlie before she came home. Every word still counts, still matters even now as I sit here beside her, holding her hand.

To: Kenlie
Date: 10/23/2015
Topic: Monster

Kenlie, my precious Monster and love of my eternity, I miss you.

I miss you like I miss my heart beating. I miss you like the sun misses the moon. Your absence is blatant and vibrant and torture. I'm dying every moment you're not here, not in my arms, not pressed against my lips. I mourn like you have passed away from me, like I might never hear your voice again. I'm afraid your scent will fade from your pillow on our bed and I'll lose the feel of your hair in my face while you sleep. I am nothing without you, Kenlie. I am empty and void and blank. I need you. I need you here beside me so we can become stronger. I'm so sorry for everything that happened, that I wasn't able to give you a proper wedding. You deserve the world. I want to give you that world and more. I want to give you everything you could ever desire in life. I want to be the husband you need and deserve. I love you so much, Ken. Beyond love. My infatuation, my obsession. Please come home to me. Please..just come home. Or write a letter. A text message. A picture. Something to let me know you're still alive. That you still are there for me to hope for. That maybe you still love me. That maybe you can forgive me for being such a hopeless loser and **** up. Tell me what I can do to earn you back. This world is just too big without you. Eternity is too long. Just tell me something. I'm waiting. I will always wait.

I love you so deeply, my Ken. Forever.

[Victor]

Finally. You're awake..