Now that I have a better idea of the man, I can say that I like Cedric more than just on an appearance level. He's amusing and very kind, haunted like myself by a family he cannot have. He finds the word childe to be strange as he's older than me, and I don't mind avoiding the term. We're friends, family. I appreciate his companionship and when he's around.
One night, I'll introduce him to Keagan, I believe. Maybe. I haven't decided. They're both musicians, so I doubt it would go wrong and when all else fails, I can just smack the both of them. I adore the men in my life, so it is a strong maybe. I doubt they'll argue. I hope.
I adore the family that Kika has given me. Jedediah is polite, well spoken. We were texting the other night, although it was before I had my usual collection of coffee so I hope he'll forgive the fact I was a little slow. I do not speak to the others, Delaney and Marlow, often, but I plan to sometime. I know Delaney misses popcorn. Perhaps I'll have to buy her a popcorn scented candle sometime. Marlow, I do not know anything about other than the fact she's stronger and does businesses.
The other evening, I purchased oil for Kika for a ritual she wanted performed. I'm unsure of what it does, but I have added Chastain to my name. Acheron remains silent, as I'm still unsure about the line. I trust I'll learn in time, but only time may tell.
Allure and The Vanilla Bean are doing well. I purchased a store that will function as a place for both businesses to sell pre-made drinks from each establishment, tying them together as I wished. Frank has decided to accept my offer, to work in Allure. He remembers Cedric and was unsurprised to learn what had happened to him. I've thought about having the older man replace Rhys, if the man wanted to return to his normal life, but Rhys hasn't mentioned anything lately. I wonder if he, too, prefers it to be this way.
I'm afraid to ask.
I've begun to drink more, I think I have a problem. Maybe. It may not be a problem because I can burn through the alcohol fast before, but Rhys claims it's only stress induced. As long as I find a way to keep my stress down, he will not cut me off - like he thinks he can. I think it's more of a Holiday thing. I miss my girl and boy, even Nolan. By now, we would be on a plane returning to New Orleans on vacation but alas. He's got them staying with my parents.
He hasn't taken my disappearance well, having begun to fight with her.
I enjoy knowing she's miserable.
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