Strangely, Reka wasn’t affected.
Guilt should have been present. Guilt, or a sad nostalgic longing to go home. But just as she was made to feel like the scum beneath the feet of the people she served, she also felt as if her parents used her, and that they never really cared. Whether or not that was the case was moot. Perhaps Reka was flying high and would soon crash and burn, but it had been a few weeks, now, and the feeling had not gone away.
Every night, she woke upon the rooftop that she was sired. It was kind of pleasant, really, regardless of the cold. Even though every day she slept in the dungeon given to her by Chad, every evening she awoke staring at the sky, and it was terribly, painfully beautiful. Up here where the world couldn’t get to her, and the wind ruffled her red hair, she was always witness to the very, struggling last rays of the sun before it dipped below the horizon. Often, she just lay there to watch as the stars slowly blinked awake.
The leggings she wore had holes in them. And she wore all black, otherwise, to hide the blood stains. Chad had at least drilled into her that she should keep her nature hidden, so she tried her best, even though it was a struggle. The coat she wore was thick and the hood lined with a fake black fur. It wasn’t the most expensive thing in the world.
Reka had not showered in a few nights. She didn’t feel the need to. Her red hair was tied back into a messy bun. Upon her feet were old sneakers; if one looked close enough they might be able to see the blood on them, but at a glance they just looked old and dirty. There was blood beneath Eureka’s fingernails, which she bit and chewed with those canines that never retracted. There was a fire escape, but Eureka preferred to jump. Landing like a cat with nine lives, her bright blue hues (sometimes green, depending on her mood) flashed gem-like in the passing flood of a car’s headlights. She wandered out of her alleyway and lifted her head to the air, sucking in a deep breath through her nose. Scenting.
Oh, she was hungry. She always had to feed at the beginning of her night. That was always the first thing on her agenda.