It had been a long week as far as the Italian was concerned. In fact, despite being just short of two weeks into February, it had been feeling like a long month. Since the end of January, things had been non-stop, meaning that not only was it busy, but stuff seemed to be ******* up a lot, forcing Levi and his team to work longer on accounts than they ordinarily would have. Some of these accounts should have been settled weeks ago, but human error was a constant cause of setbacks; either people wouldn’t deliver stock as promised or they wouldn’t accept a delivery. Logistics was a fairly easy business: you pick up **** from one place and take it to another. There wasn’t much that could go wrong so long as people played their parts. There weren’t any in-house problems Levi was certain, so the business’ reputation wasn’t suffering – one load off Levi’s mind – but it was suffering nevertheless. If people didn’t get their **** and people wouldn’t come get their ****, then nobody got paid. As far as Levi was concerned, he wasn’t running a storage centre or a ******* charity, and even though chasing money was a giant pain in the arse, it had to be done.This thread is back-dated to 14th February 2015.
He was on the phone with one of his suppliers, wearing out the wooden floor of his office as he paced angrily. The man on the other end of the line was denying all responsibility – a big fat single-fingered salute in Levi’s direction as far as the Italian saw it. The man was blaming the authorities for holding things up and Levi’s eyes glazed over at the excuse. It wasn’t just because he was tired of the excuse itself, but more due to the fact that he didn’t have time to listen to why **** didn’t go down; he just needed to rectify the problems now. They could discuss the complications some other time and if there truly was an issue as far as the authorities were concerned, then they certainly needed to move their arses on getting the goods shipped. Levi was, perhaps, too curt with his directions to his supplier because even though they agreed to the new terms, the man on the other end of the line was short and sharp with his responses before ending the call. This likely meant that they weren’t going to be doing business again in the future, or at least in the near future, because it would take some time for Levi’s pride to allow him to apologise in earnest.
With one down and a mountain of other problems left to deal with, Levi took a seat at his desk and stared at the opposite wall. With just a couple more hours left to make business calls within a reasonable hour, i.e. without phoning people who were about to crash for the night or go out to do unscrupulous things to make money, Levi was looking down the barrel of a lot of work in a short space of time. It was off-putting, frankly. He wasn’t the type to shirk responsibilities, but he knew when he needed a break. Getting shirty with suppliers and customers wasn’t going to win him any favours so he might as well call it a night. Umber eyes moved off the white wall to the Newton’s cradle; a new addition to his otherwise uncluttered desk. It had been a strange gift from the Shark, left on his table with a simple note expressing his regards for yet another one of those instances where Shiro had been in his office, but Levi had not been. Levi couldn’t think of a reason why Shiro would give him any kind of gift, let alone this one, but he figured that there had to be some kind of hidden meaning behind it. Thinking about it though, it occurred to Levi that he hadn’t seen or heard from the man in a couple of days; a quick check of the calendar might have revealed why that was though.
La Festa Degli Innamorati, or Valentine’s Day to the average Joe, was the date on the calendar. A hand curled around Levi’s chin as he pondered the significance of this date and what he was going to do about it. Not being the romantic type or having anyone to devote attention to, it shouldn’t have been an issue at all, but Levi’s mind turned to Lorelai nevertheless. It wasn’t that he was in love with her. It really wasn’t that at all. He liked the girl, he appreciated her being there and helping him out when he needed someone to talk to about this Vampiri stuff. She was sweet, a little naïve and too trusting and easily lovable, but at least she wasn’t full of **** like 99% of the world’s living and undead populace. Although he couldn’t always understand what trauma she was going though, her flaws made her fascinating. He liked to listen to her speak because she could always teach him things, even if at the end of it the lessons would only further his understanding of how crazy she truly was. Still, it was an experience either way; crazy was interesting after all.
Lorelai had told Levi that she liked him and with her continuous need to kiss him, he could hazard a guess at what she meant by like. He’d turned her down, careful to consider her feelings and protect them because it wouldn’t do him any good to lose her, but that didn’t mean the physical contact had stopped. Lorelai was just as keen as ever before to wrap her arms around him, snuggle into him like he was a giant teddy bear whose claws and teeth were simple polyurethane. She continued to kiss him on the cheek, occasionally encroaching on his comforts and brushing her lips against his. Levi failed to respond to these intimate touches, just as he failed to put a stop to them. His neutral stance on the matter meant that he wasn’t encouraging her and he wasn’t turning her down, thus keeping things in limbo until he could make up his mind about how to deal with it. He didn’t think of it as stringing her along because he felt that he’d been clear with Lorelai about how he looked at things. Levi might have felt like he’d been clear to her, but deep down, he wasn’t sure he felt all that clear to himself.
Levi couldn’t see himself in a relationship with anyone – he was a lone ranger at the end of the day. Lovers held you in suspense, they made you strive for expectations you didn’t know were possible. There were supposed to be benefits to having a lover, but Levi couldn’t fathom them, or at least, he couldn’t find them. Lovers were supposed to challenge you, inspire you, bring out the best in you and cover your weaknesses, but it was a rare day when he met someone who challenged him intellectually and it was harder still to open up to someone and find common ground, share weaknesses and all that other horse **** with. Besides, as far as Levi was concerned, the only thing that differentiated a friendship with a romantic relationship was the inclusion of sex and that was when things got difficult anyway. Everything he could list about a lover he found in Shiro, but Levi neither wanted nor needed to sleep with him to continue their relationship – he just needed to keep up their business, which might as well have been the same thing. Still, they were slipping apart weren’t they, and there weren’t a bunch of roses or foil-covered chocolates that could solve that problem.
On the subject of gifts to repair voids, Levi’s mind finally made its way back to Lorelai. He hadn’t had much time to pop in and spend the last moments of his consciousness with her lately. In fact, they probably hadn’t spoken at all. Had he even visited? He couldn’t remember. This week had been a complete blur of raised voices and blood pressure. It could have been neglect that kept him away from her, but maybe it was instinct. Levi couldn’t really stand people at the best of time and with his over-exposure recently, it was probably better that he hadn’t ran into Lorelai and said something stupid. Nevertheless, she would have noticed him not being around and was probably pining. Yes, it was Valentine’s Day, but as far as Levi was concerned, it was ‘make up for the stupid **** you’ve done’ day instead. He got up from his chair, left his office and headed down the street to the nearest florist that looked like it had the best variety and quality. Maybe because it was Valentine’s Day or maybe because Harper Rock had learned to keep its retailers open late due to the whole supply and demand thing, so he didn’t have much trouble finding a flower shop which was open at 9pm. The troubling part came when it was time to pick the actual bouquet. It took him twenty minutes to decide on a dozen cream roses – red being too cliché and too damn romantic – and then he made his way back to the office. The florist said they’d deliver the bunch, so, Levi didn’t think anything of leaving her address with the woman behind the counter. He certainly wouldn’t have thought that the simple act of buying a girl a bunch of flowers would lead to such a calamity.