Mabel Slade

[Mabel]

It had been almost two years since I was last in the realm of the living. A lot of it seems different but all at the same time, the same. There was a lot of people that I used to know that I'm not sure are even alive or I didn't think would remember me. Zodiac said hello to me at the Transit Station yesterday. I don't know if Allie is still even around.

It's something how a few years in the Shadow Realm can change your perspective on the world of the living. You start to look and think of things more preciously. Like it matters.. That isn't how I used to be, admittedly to you little journal, I was reckless, disobedient, self destructive and out right dangerous and there were a few in the city who knew it.

The people that I was waiting for, the night I killed those two cops and waited in the Quarantine Zone, with my sword in my hand ready to cut the limbs off of anyone who wanted to collect me. I was pissed off and just wanted to be violent. To kill someone, raise the dead to watch the zombies eat their corpses. I made three people run away from me, then finally a group of vampires took me out. I can't even remember who it was anymore. It doesn't matter now.

No more reckless behavior, not like that..i mean.. Maybe sometimes, a girl has to have some fun. No self destructive behavior sounds better. I owe it to my sire though, I think she's really nice. She always welcomes me back no matter how long I was away and never seemed upset with me. She welcomes me and I want to do good by her.

-Emilia Mabel Vladlena Slade