The End of Life 1

[David (DELETED 2182)]

David and Ripper had been talking through email. He didn't want his family getting into it, though he knew if he really wanted them to do it they would. Still he thought it better that someone else he trusted handle the matter and Ripper was the man.

It had taken no time at all to get his affairs in order at all. He had given Serenity a letter to be delivered upon his death at the hand of Ripper for his crimes and then sent the divorce papers to Odin to give to Kira 48 hours after his death, not the actual divorce papers, he had sent those papers in to end his marriage to Kira in already. Just a copy of them would be given to Kira, the copy he had given to Odin. Just to cause a little more drama for the final end of their marriage.

Everything would be kept pretty simple, what was in his name would be his, what was in hers, hers. He would move out of the family home, seeing as he wasn't really welcomed there and hadn't felt welcome there since Gambat had left. Gambat had bought them that family home, sure Kira had helped but it had been Gambat who had given from his understanding a big amount of money to get it.

At least he had the Andras and Gambat. He shook his head, the date on the papers would say March 29th, 2014. He wanted to laugh at how pissed off she was going to be to find out that the papers had been filed.

With that he went to the meeting place, there was nothing really left for him to do. He had said all he had to say to his family, Seren had the letter for the Misfits, Odin would give Kira the news that would make her happy and he was off for his date with Ripper, and if he was really lucky he might run into Little Red Riding Hood. Oh that would be a lovely flower to what he had heard about the Shadow Realm.

It would be another day before Ripper came, right after the witching hour and he would already have his throat torn out by Eva prior to that happening. David grinned at Ripper, but that grin quickly faded when his wiggle disappeared on him, Ripper claimed he didn't mean to shoot him there but all he could say was “There goes my wiggle” and then Ripper went to town on his face, his beautiful face... sure he had shot him in the chest a few times but it was his face and his wiggle that hurt him more than the final blow that sent him to the Shadow Realm... and ended that chapter of his life.

[David (DELETED 2182)]

David found himself in darkness at least it was gray an gloomy and colorless. "This is what it means to be colorblind huh?" He stared at what he was sure might had been once a flower maybe a daisy? He didn't know he knew crap about flowers. What he did know about them were sunflowers where huge, taller than himself. Dandelions were used in a wine and were weeds but look like a flower. Daisy was used for love and white but he had seen some that could had been as well only different colors and larger. He also knew a rose when he saw them.

David walked pass the daisy like flower that seemed dead or at lease lifeless. Making his way. He knew a few things. It was endless, and the dead walked here, and spirits were his food choice here. Course David had no clue what that meant really either.

After walking what felt like days he found a white fence or at least it lookes like a white fence. Fact it was he postive the place him mom had shown him in photos as a kid back when she had been with his dad. "What the ****?" David had dreamed of this place as a child wjen his dad came home drunk screaming. David head snapped around. Screaming.

He was sure he heard his mom crying out. David yelled for her but he was frozen in his spot. It grew louder and louder. Until the whole place seemed to melt away around him as he sobbed for his dad to stop.

[David (DELETED 2182)]

David wasn't sure how long he had been glue to the floor (maybe he had been melted to it or something, how the **** was he to know, not like there were mirrors to see his *** in) listening to her mother screaming over and over again, he could make out each smack, each kick. He could see it all in his head knowing what was going on and now that he was older, stronger (though not like so many others) now that he could sway this man who had brought him into the world. He couldn't get himself unstuck from the ground that was holding him so tightly to the shadow realm.

He was helpless and weak and still he clawed at the ground, slammed his fist into the ground, begged and screamed until his voice felt dry (he was pretty sure that wasn't a real though just a trick of his mind) and still nothing. Then as quickly as it started it stopped and he laid in a mess of himself. Parts of his hand, or what had once been his hand nothing but stumps slowly he picked himself off the ground. It was gone, he was somewhere else but he wasn't exactly sure where the **** he was at.

So he moved closer to the building. It looked like a church, but then it shifted in front of him, becoming a simple house. He sighed as he leaned against what he could only guess was a tree. Starring at his hands or lack of hands. His mind wandered to Kira, Dru, Wind and Alexandera. The night they were removed from Andras for betrayal of the family, for getting into something they shouldn't of, for protecting someone by using their powers and abilities to aid them, and while he understood that she was Kira's friend. He never understood why Drusilla had been there. Only that she had been.

Most of all he never understood why Wind had magically appeared, unless he had been in that so called private chamber within the Temple to take Alexandera's life. Killed at the hands of someone Kira seemed to care about and love... and he had seen him brag about it on the boards. He knew that Alexandera was one of the vampires he 'killed' and used to talk big.

"She went to him, over and over again. Afterwards..." he could see Kira in front of him, the smile she only smiled for him, the way she touched him. David tried to shove the image away, illusion it wasn't real he knew it couldn't be real. She never smiled at him like that, she never touched him like that. All she shown since a week after their marriage was pure hate towards him, "so much emotions..." but he had swore he would leave her if it ever seemed to be what she truly wanted.

Even now it didn't seem to be the case, he had set up a task after task and still each time she had refused, she must of loved him somewhere deep down. Yet he couldn't take it anymore, the hateful words that had came out of that bastards mouth about his family members, had been the final straw. She wanted people who treated those who cared so much about not just her but the people she cared about... like ****. Then she could have them. He had signed the papers afterwards.

David tried to scream at her, but his voice was gone, he moved his hand to his throat before recalling he no longer hand any ******* hands and sighed heavily, mouthing the words to go away, to leave him alone, still this image of Kira seemed to stalk him, even after he left the location. He tried to run, he tried to hide behind burnt out buildings, under crumbled walls, and still she found him, smiling that sweet smile, and he cried.

[David (DELETED 2182)]

Time blended together in the Shadow Realm he wasn't sure how long he was there only that she was finally gone. He had cried after that too, so glad she was gone, his hands were back. Yet still he found himself hiding and stalking making sure she wouldn't catch him anywhere before finally he began to relax, if you could call it relaxing.

David stared at the image of his father just as he seemed to adjust to what he was seeing. He hadn't seen his father since he was a small boy but there the man stood just as he remembered only so much larger. As if the man himself had always been a fourteen feet tall. Backing up he found himself trapped in a small room, no larger than a closet, he had remembered now, he had gotten caught once, trying to call the police for help. His mom had been so hurt. So badly hurt and his father had caught him. Drunk as he was, he had grabbed him smashing the phone to pieces as he slammed his head into the wall over and over again. Again his father screamed at him, there was nothing to smash this time but that large hand wrapped around his throat all the same, and began to slam him over and over again against the hangers, the coats, the walls, he was nothing more than a little rag doll. If he could bleed in the shadow realm he was doing just that, all over the once white walls and white clothing, and white floor, dark black blood... until everything covered in the sticky blackness.

[David (DELETED 2182)]

David stumbled out of that closet, slowly falling to his knees, he imaged he must of been like smashed hamburger meat and even looked the part. He moved his hands across his face, all he felt was swiss cheese, if he was feeling it anyways (he wasn't exactly sure if he could really feel or if this was just again his mind playing tricks on him).

He threw up, but it wasn't normal. It was filled with little images, little memories as if he was throwing up everything that had ever made him happy right there on the floor, he just kept throwing up. Images of his mom smile, his mom meeting his other mom, their marriage, them taken him shopping, the comfort, the love they had for him. All coming up on the floor, the images of Kira once again began to take shape shortly after, her jests, her smile, her laughter and he smeared them, he couldn't bare to look at those images and then slowly images of people he cared about, Gambat and when they would beat each other up for some fun and games, Gambat standing by his side when he knew he was going to do awful with Phoenix, Gambat... his brother, his smile, his grin, his laugh. He tried to hold onto the thought of his brother, he always had wanted siblings but didn't have any so Gambat had been so special to him. He still was, he missed the man dearly and told himself if he ever got the **** out of here he would search for him, wrap the man in a bear hug and likely never let him go. He would of course but his brother was the only blood he had now left... the only blood that cared. Still the man began to slip out of his fingers and he cried out (a strange sound while you emptied your already empty and likely not there guts on the floor). Slowly as other images began to empty out of him, his adopted family, the jokes the jests, some being nothing more than words, words that he felt himself tearing up as they blurred and reshaped themselves into other images.

That was followed by members of Misfits, and finally... finally Wolffyn with her red hair, he tried to hold that one in his hands too but it was failing just like his brother had, her hair wasn't really red here in these images, but he knew it was and it seemed his mind began to adjust to just focus on that red hair that wasn't there. Wolffyn joked with him, took him in good humor, didn't seem to hate him at all. They played the game nicely and he had to admit he didn't mind her hitting him or hunting him down and he was pretty sure that she was the one who would curse him if she couldn't locate him. Still she began to slip through his fingers and he laid in a pool of his own happiness... sick and sticky. But he knew he had to leave now, had to get out of this place.

[David (DELETED 2182)]

David had no idea how long he wandered within this dark ******* place but the only thing that kept him focus, was the words he wanted to say to Kira when he returned to the waking world. Yet every ******* time he begin to piece it together some, there she would be her arms crossed, glaring at him with such hate... and when he slept (if he was really ******* sleeping) he would seen images of her in Wind's arms mostly, making out, doing things. David growled under his breath, but anytime he said anything or looked away, it would just be a different man she was all up on, faceless men, men he knew, his father once. David needed to get the **** out of this place and the images of Kira, the thoughts of Kira that became real. Every single second he was done here.

When he thought of someone else, anyone else in his life, it just turn out as bad. He tried to think of just guys, like Ripper and the man killing him but that always was a repeat of his ******* wiggle being shot off, and it dancing away on him. He tried to chase it once, not really understanding what was going on, until he ran right into a building that hadn't been there moments prior. He realized after that, chasing his own wiggle, wasn't a smart idea.

He thought of Luffy, Odin, Micah, Gambat... that always ended with them tossing him off cliffs, filled with holes. He tried to think of less violent guys, like the dude who was scared of socks, or was it plants? He actually had no idea what the guy looked like and that wasn't so bad, until he thought to ask what was in the socks once... he didn't bother to watch the flowers bloom either after that.

David just kept walking, until his eyes caught sight of a single door, it was odd. It wasn't like the other buildings, it seemed warmer, but Kira was standing, leaning against it. Lovely as could be, with only the most beautiful outfit he had ever seen her in. There was warmth in her eyes, love even, he froze in his ******* spot. She moved closer, leaning towards him, pressing her body against him, she spoke of how she missed him, how she loved him... and it tore his heart open all over again as he pulled her away from him. Still her arms wrapped around him, kissing his neck, his jawline, and just before she kissed him he pulled away this time. It was a lie, a trick. He screamed his rage, his pain, his hurt into the darkness sky.

The look on her face, at the rejection almost broke him down for good, but he was pretty damn sure he saw his brother just standing behind her. The man's smile, waving towards him to come towards him, while Kira begged him to not leave her, he untangled himself from her, he repeatedly said he was sorry, tried not to look at her, and ran towards his brother.

[David (DELETED 2182)]

David eyes burned, color seemed to come out of every ******* corner and he curled up in a ball. He was at the Morgue, he knew that but even so the place was so ******* bright, to much color, to much light. He couldn't function, he just laid there curled in a ball telling himself over and over again that it was just another trick, another illusion, another ******* thing his mind was ******* with him. It never happened, for an hour he laid there, nothing ******* happened, he unfolded himself as he looked around. He was naked, that wasn't an issue, what was, was making sure he had his ******* wiggle.

He was almost to scared to look, but when he did he couldn't help but shout out in joy. Then he cursed himself as he made a run for it, a naked black man running though a morgue, no issues at all. Running down the street, that caused a feel looks, much in the same way riding the transit, he didn't bother to even attempt to cover himself, just smile and wink and grin as he road the transit to home... to the apartment he shared with Kira, well, she never bothered to come around when he was there anyways but she was co-owner. He supposed he would have to find a new place to live, Kira might want the place for herself... he sighed as he stepped out of the transit and made his way to his apartment, the joy he had sapped from him as he bent down and picked up the key, unlocked the door and entered.