The Adventures of a sun-kissed girl!

[Solara (DELETED 5209)]

So now that I can afford to have a journal for a few reasons, like money and I know it will be safe from prying eyes in Nyla's place, I thought I would start one! Especially since I'm going to live a long time now. I'm not kidding! I really am.

See, what happened was, was some weirdos kidnapped me and wanted me to be in their club of weirdness because they thought I had some sort of weird powers or something. I mean if I had powers, I would be the first to know! Anyways, I wasn't what they thought I was and that sort of didn't end good and bam! Here I am. A vampire. So you see, I'm going to be living a long time, and I don't want to forget anything, so I should write it down!

I don't think Micah is very happy about it, but I'm not so happy knowing I have to deal with his grumpy butt for an eternity either! But I like some of the people in Andras? I guess that's what they go by. I already knew Shan and Nyla of course! I sort of knew Zelda in passing and Every too. But there's this girl, or woman named Nishaa in there and I don't know what to make about her! I think she's trying to be something she's not to protect who she really is. She seems a little ghetto and really flirty with women, but I don't know if that's who she really is. She seems different when I run in to her in the QZ. She seems really nice. But then I see the stuff she posts in private and so I'm not really sure! Maybe she really is a big ho bag? I guess we'll see! Signing out for the night!

[Solara (DELETED 5209)]

Today I was going to the QZ and was minding my own business when WHAM! This naked guy jumps out in front of me and starts slashing at me in the sewers! First of all, go to goodwill, a thrift store or something! People do NOT want to be seeing your junk swinging all around! Nasty! I've lived on the streets forever and not let anyone see what's under all these clothes. How his junk can even swing around and not have froze and fallen off by now because it's been so cold is still a mystery!

But to make matters worse, this headache will not go away. I feel like someone smacked me upside the head with a 2x4 or something. REPEATEDLY. At least I found a way around the bright lights. Sunglasses. At night. Stupid, I know, but it's the only thing I can think of. But they don't block out the things I see and then don't see. I was in the QZ when I saw the first one. Sort of...floating around and when it floated past me it said something to someone and then was gone! I think Nyla could have given me a heads up on the weird factors of being a vampire. Or at least the annoying things like the loud sounds, the bright lights and the fang thing, you know?

Oh! The mystery about Nishaa? She's a total ho bag! After I did my thing in the QZ, I went online and saw Nishaa flirting with some girl named Kleo, talking about giving her a kiss or whatever. SLUT! I can't believe I let her kiss me and I even kissed her back! I'm probably going to get syphilis or something! Whatever. I don't even know why I care so much. We're not even together or anything and she was nice to me that one time when I was freaking out about my fangs that won't go away and makes everyone stare at me all the time. Nishaa=BIG SLUT HO BAG.

[Solara (DELETED 5209)]

I haven't written in you for a really long time. Sometimes that happens, but that's life, right? I don't even remember what all has happened to me since I haven't written in you. Let's see.

I have a really cool power that helps people do something with their blood. So sometimes, when I'm feeling really nice, I give them a helping hand. I helped this one guy named David and he was really nice and said thank you in an email. I haven't seen him since then, but if I did, I would help him again! Then there was this woman, I decided to help her out since she was sitting at the computer all night long. She must have been working really hard, so I thought why not? Then I helped this other guy and he was really nice back to me. He inspired me. He doesn't talk a lot or at all, but I bet he's really nice!

I decided to give up on Nishaa. I'm just not interested. I have too much stuff going on, so she can go slut around if that's what she's in to! You can't change someone and I don't really like sluts in that way, but maybe we can be friends.

So, that family I was telling you about before? Andras? They all seem really angry all the time. It's sort of scary. Nyla isn't all....grrr! all the time and neither is Shan. I wonder if vampires are supposed to be all angry and grrr! I'm a vampire! That's totally not for me! Being a vampire is okay, but I don't want to have to be angry and scary all the time. Which, comes around to, I don't think most, or any of them really like me. I ask questions or say something and they all ignore me. Well, except for the really nice vampires. Maybe they all are drinking bad blood. From guys who bench press at the gym and take roids. It makes me want to buy bagged blood all the time, or get a donor that I know is safe.

One big pet peeve of mine since being a vampire is, everything is so fricken expensive! I have more money than I ever did before and it's still not enough! I'm always running out of ammunition when I'm in the qz. When I was a human I could live on the streets, but now the sun is hanging over my head and stops me from doing all the things I did in the day time! I should get a job, but I don't think anyone will hire a girl who doesn't have any experience in anything. I can only sell so many zombie ears!

Until next time!

[Solara (DELETED 5209)]

Oh my god! The streets are crazy! A girl leaves town for a couple of months and everything goes to crap! I know there are gun laws, but it seems like every Tom, Dick and Harry is packing in Canada these nights! First those guys in the sewers and now these guys and girls in the hood. The cops sure aren't doing a really good job on regulating guns on our streets.

I went to my usual side of town and before I even make it inside some chick is shooting at me and shot me in my leg! I don't even know what her issue is, but maybe she does drugs, or steroids. I hear there's some big move going on with those and they make people super angry. It makes me wonder if Micah did steroids when he was a human. He's really beefy and angry all the time.

Anyways, I'm going to stop hanging around that side of town for now. Back to that place for me, the QZ. I'm still looking to get a job, but not a lot of people are hiring. Not for anything legitimate anyways.

Oh! I saw this really cute guy in the qz and I whipped up some of my magic and helped him out with some blood. I don't know if he needed it, but he looked nice. And cute. Super cute. But nice. Anyways, I'm not going to talk about him anymore, I was just being nice. Like I was for David a couple months ago and a few other people.