Written Memories

[Liam Goodryke]

~ Tuesday, December 17th, 2013. ~

Last night I killed Jezebel.

I hated every second of it, and hate it even more now after it has been done. But it was a joint decision, even though neither of us liked it. But it was either that or some jackass group like Sangue or Tytonidae got her, or I cripple her, but then she would have likely been a drooling basket case for a week, and she hated that idea.

So, here I am, writing in you for the first time in a very long time. Trigger and Xander have been well behaved today, and that scares me, they are never well behaved. Not ever. Not like this anyway, their best behaviour usually involves someone have clawed legs, chewed to shreds fingers, or both, within seconds or minutes of each other.

But tonight they are asleep, Xander on the cushion beside me and Trigger curled up in my lap. They look so peaceful and adorable, you would not think to look at them that they were really a pair of little monsters. I know they spend a lot of time with me as it is, but I did not think they would be so willing to be this close to me this soon after I killed Jay, they were only in the next room and stayed there until they heard everything go quiet.

Samsonite hasn't spoken to me all day, I think deep down he actually cares about her despite all the **** they give each other. I think she might actually be fond of him too, despite always beating him up and threatening to kill him. I honestly believe that they are really friends, but for whatever reason neither wants to admit it, not even to each other, and would jump to the others defence in a heartbeat.

Trigger and Xander have followed me around all day today, even out in the streets. They curled up in the car earlier, walked with me to the magic shop, just refusing to leave my side for even a second all day. I think they are scared that if they let me out of their sight for even a second, that I will leave them too.

Well that's all for today diary, hopefully will have something to say tomorrow.

Goodnight.

Liam.