Isabella Drake (private journal)

[Isabella Drake]

I made a mistake, I do not know how to correct such an error. I do love him. He is everything I thought I could have wanted in a mate. I was blinded to his smile and words. He talked me into ignoring the whispers of others. He said that there were many that wanted to hurt him through me. He had me believing that he could never hurt me. That he loved only me.

My eyes have been opened, I am angered and broken at the same time. He betrayed my trust and now I have no one to blame but myself. It was through a set on text messages that I have come to find out that he asked her to lay with him. To allow him to know her body carnally. He would have betrayed our bed and betrayed our marriage.

He would have, the intent was there. Save for this woman who told him no. God thank her and bestow upon her good things for telling him no. I have not yet grown strong enough to smite him for the pain the festers in my chest. Tonight Nick Bowstrong, my bosom grew colder.