Terms with reality

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Terms with reality

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History: http://www.mooncalfstudios.com/pathofth ... f=13&t=531

‘Ding’ ‘Dong’ the bell tolled upon the town church. ‘Ding’ ‘Ding’ ‘Dong’

A mans head hung low, showing bald shiny skin to the front of the dimly lit room as he sat in his gray and black petticoat. Next to him a women, all rosy smiles with a white handkerchief crumpled between her palms. Tiny fingers rested upon the row before them. The pair sat center of the room and blended in with the crowd of others in similar fashion. Focused on them; the lead vocalists’ large blue eyes twinkled, restraining sad tears. Concentration was a key role to force the diaphragm strong allowing agile and smooth notes to escape beyond her tender emotions urging to crack. Damaged. Her heart beat faster then she could breathe every once in a while but the music kept her composure in tact. Returning to the rightful duty she had to uphold. Appearing relaxed in form, the women stood center just before the rows of red and white smocks and swayed with them. Her mezzo-soprano voice protruded inside the small building as the choir joined in off and on in harmony, while the organist played the beautiful song. Her mother’s melody 'I shall believe’ was supple, heartbreaking and loving at the same time. Voices of the men and women hummed in a low tempo while Temperance lifted the lyrics from her lips, focusing once more on the friendly aging couple. One day, they may find themselves sharing the same fate as her mother; now resting in the well-decorated casket before the choir after living a full and wondrous life.

At songs end the priest spoke one more prayer of thanks before dismissing everyone to their respective daily duties. Shuffling feet, coats and kids voices paraded through the aisles of the small church as families followed the red carpet to the doors. Temperance stayed behind starring quietly across the room, waiting for the last lingering attendee to leave and watched the funeral director guide the coffin out to be burned.

While silently wishing one final goodbye, a voice spoke over her shoulder, “Was he here?”

Bringing her own palm to his fingers now resting upon her shoulder, the woman squeeze them, “No, Uncle. My father is out to sea again and shall not return for another month or so.”

“Pity.” He responded.

“Yes,” Temperance softly laughed and shook off the sudden interruption. “He loved her dearly though, as stubborn as the two of them were.”

Picking herself up from the chair she turned, wrapped her arms around the man in a tight hug then stood back resting her palms on his arms. “Let’s go home.”

As always, Temperance spent a few minutes tidying up the place for her uncle as in his old age it was the least she could do. Wiping each wooden pew down, she hummed the same song once more, low and light. Reaching the final seat, she tucked away the rags, snuffed any remaining candles and said a small prayer before taking her leave.

In the first few steps outside the season’s cold air brushed against her face. Breathing shallow to not swallow the crisp cool spring morning that would scar her lungs, Temperance tucked deeper into her coat for warmth against the breeze. Slowing her pace her eyes gazed beyond the cemetery fence to the very tree she would bury her mother’s ashes. The smell of pine still lingered in her brunette locks from the service and lifted into the air around her. It reminded the women of how her mother dressed up the house at Thanksgiving with a mixture of autumn pumpkins and fresh pine boughs from the tree behind the house. After dinner the two would decorate an old fake tree with twinkle lights and sip hot cider. The small home remained cozy till the New year and even more so since father was home.

Shuffling in her heels, Temperance turned and pressed her back against the metal fence. Looking to the bright overcast clouds as little droplets of rain began to fall upon her cheeks. Her father was out at sea again. His higher rank in the Navy allowed him to be home for months at one time, but occasionally he spent months away. She rarely saw him since reaching adulthood, which made Christmas even more special this year. Distance kept them from conversing too much and they remained focused on current events, neighborhood stories, spectacular old ships and her voluntary position at the church. It was tough, as he was stubborn. Occasionally, her father would come hear her sing and listen to his brother’s sermon. Although the man would never admit he was sitting left of the church in direct view of the choir. Temperance loved him still.
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She woke suddenly from a solid sleep. A fragile wrist and fingers brushed a bead of sweat from her brow. Her heart shaken and stomach rumbled. Hazel hues relaxed from their squinted state as she pushed herself to a seated position. Her legs swung effortlessly across the side of the double bed. It only took a few moments for her to focus and shake off the coma like sleep. Her bare feet pressed lightly across the floorboards of the small cottage home. They gave a sharp creek and felt cold to the touch. Thin fabric of a silk baby blue nightgown gently swayed against her calves. Her toes skimmed past a streak of sunshine that peeked through the crevice of the room darkening shades. Little bits of dust floated among the light. Behind her a dusty foot path from the bedroom door. A door creaked loudly as Temperance opened the cupboard and retrieved a tall drinking glass, she than moved to the sink. The tap spit and sputtered amber liquid only briefly before running clear. She filled her glass to the brim with room temperature water and swallowed twelve ounces without a pause. The cup placed then onto the counter with a slight echo. Her palms rested to the metal rimmed counter-top as if to brace herself and she drew in a deep breath, than a second deeper still as if to ensure she was still breathing.

It was a horrific dream...
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Re: Terms with reality

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((Note: Backdated posts will cover the question of where Temperance disappeared and where that leaves her now. There will be 6 -7 posts in total. I did not intended to stay away from roleplaying this long, but to my surprise-like the vampires here, one day quickly turned to night than months passed on by. The impact on Temperance's life is something I'll have to deal with as it comes.))

Mar - Aprl 2013
Denial and isolation

Harper rock was quickly made into a home. She had built a new life, but as meaningful as it was she knew it was not the way things were supposed to be. She knew the very blood that coursed through her veins was unnatural, unwanted, fake, and like tales told in children books, monstrous. Temperance knew better of a life and her vulnerable state after he mother passing allowed herself to break into this new identity. She had a new persona to hide the sorrow. She had to escape to think and she hoped that when she would return to her real home all of this was just a dream that relieved the pain of living through a life without her mom. It had been a few weeks since she left Harper Rock for reasons unknown to many. The allurist had to figure this out on her own. She had to go without giving others a reason why because she knew that the same ones would talk her out of it or want to tag along. She could not risk breaking the Masquerade by traveling in a larger group or with unfamiliars that would stick out like a sore thumb in her town. There was enough drama that had gone on in the last year for her to consume and she hoped it would not follow her to where she was going. Besides the fact she did not want to risk putting those she loved (in both places) into harms way.

Maybe she was being selfish. For once.

Temperance's arrival home hit her like a bolt of lighting. The sights and sounds all coming at her at once. Familiar aroma that came from Mr. Smuckers Corner Bakery filled her senses. She could practically taste the soft melt-in-your-mouth french bread she pick up on Saturday (her mothers favorite). Her uncle's church was still in the same spot and she took a mental note to visit him later. The post office, junior high, barber shop, and grocer. Everything was still in it's place. Everything was still here. Even the bolt-hole bar that her father would gamble within emit it's potent scent of cigarettes and cheap booze. Excitement pulsed through her veins, it was all so overwhelming but yet comforting at the same time, like as if someone wrapped her small frame with a warm fuzzy blanket on a cold winter's night. She WAS home. She was happy. She reached down and unsnapped the straps on her heels, slipped them off straight away and planted her feet tightly into the earth. She closed her eyes and smiled the biggest she had in a long time.

Her feet lead her a few blocks North of the shopping mart and left three blocks passed the library. Standing there among the residence was the small cottage house she grew up in. The house was dark but it should be at one in the morning. Temperance could just see it now. Slip into her cozy double bed, snuggle up with her pillows and stuffed frog, Herbert. Wake in the morning to her mother standing over a hot griddle with bubbling pancakes and bacon for the taking. She pressed forward, placed her hand around the locked door handle and tears of joy flooded her eyes.

It took her a few minutes to remember where the hide-a-key was placed. Inside the home was dark. The only sound was the ticking of the clock which was hooked to the wall to her right. Just left of the television set and mom's lit curio showing off her collection of Precious Moments statues. Temperance stopped at the case to admire them. Down the hallway, just passed the kitchen and to her right was her mothers room. She crept upon her tippie toes like a child passed the room and into her own. It smelled of vanilla bean and dust. Temperance giggled at the thought of her 'late-night' arrivals as a teenager and how she would sneak in just as she did tonight. Her room was never super clean, a few bits of clothes strewn about, books from the library, High School year books, perfect attendance awards, cooking class bake off-second place draped over a teddy bear to the right of her bed. She dropped her heels at her closet, quickly shed out of her clothes and soared onto the mattress. It creaked and groaned with age but fortunately with her slender frame it still fit her to a tea.
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"It was all a dream. What am I thinking? Vampires, Zombies, Mooncalves." A cold clammy palm pressed hard against her forehead to block her sight as she continued to convince herself, "one long, dark, devastating ride." She drew in another strong breath and turned back to the sink. "A fantasy-land that I dreamt up here in my own backyard. After all, how could it be true." Some graphic details of the movie-like experience was simply not her. It was not the sweet choir girl that smiled from beneath god's holy temple to light the path for others on gloomy days. That Temperance was not her mother's daughter or her father's peach. Her palms pressed against the metal frame. All too quickly a retching sound burst from the pit of her stomach, expelling into the sink. Her body slunk in a forward motion as dizziness set in. Slowly she shrank lower until she sat to the floor. Her palms had begun to show age now. They twitched and settled to her lap. Her eyes heavy weights which blinked in slow motion and that was were she stayed.

It was nearing a full month in which she was gone from Harper Rock. Temperance had not eaten as she so properly should. Her body weak and wasting slowly with what little nutrients took in. "Am I dying?" I must be dying, was the only thought that passed through her mind before drifting back to sleep again.
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