Thoughts and Ideas - Diary of Vivianna Mia Devin

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7/17/11
Dear Diary,
Today was the worst day I've experienced since turning eighteen. Darrel approached me - in PUBLIC! - about being his "employee." I turned him down for about the fiftieth time, and he finally, finally retreated. Don't know how much more of his ******** I can take. Then there's Laurel. She and I were eating our one daily meal when Darrel came over today. Poor girl. Don't know when or if she'll get over her fear of men. It's illogical that she cowers whenever Darrel - or any other male figure - walks by, or even says hello! Of course, I'll admit she does have reason. I'd like to murder the sicko who carved his initials into her thigh. Honestly. How does he sleep?!?!
The day might be done, but I've got another problem. Mom and Tony are in town. Laurel and I saw the sweet-looking family of five walking into a hotel two blocks from our little hideaway. Tyler waved to me, and was the last to go in. I miss him. He's eight now, and looks a lot more like me than Simone or Karen - we both got our mother's incredible good looks. I think I'll ask the guys in the lobby of the hotel if I can dance in front of the place this Friday.
G'night