Just a Book

[Liberty (DELETED 658)]

Upon entering the house Liberty sat in her Grandsire's Garden with a small book she had picked up from the store. She needed to write things down or she would forget them, that was the only reason. Picking up a pen she began,


I don't know what to call you because all you are is a book. A special book all for me but a book none the less. Today I told Regan Goodbye on the streets, I will never look back, nor will I seek him out again. I love him. He is my maker, my bestfriend, and the man who wants me to live an eternity. I know he loves me, and I know when he kisses me it is because he loves me. I can't do it anymore though Book, I can't see him everyday, because I am too selfish and he is to demand. "Stay Simi" he asks me to stay and its what I want to hear but it isn't enough. How many times should I watch him be with woman who grow bored of him then walk away to be with another? No more I am finished. I plan to stay in Harer Rock, I heard rumor of a Doctor or Scientist that experiments on creatures. I want to find him so he can help me catch a Mooncalf. Such ugly things.


I ran from Jake tonight though to the QZ and as I was standing in the deserted bar a man stop, he said no words to me he simply winked and went on his way. Did I know him? Did I at one point help him through the dark place? I must have because I do not make friends easily. I am too violent I think, people tend to avoid the crazy ones

"I just want you close Sim.." I can still hear the words in my head and the make my stomach Knot up. I will forget him, and I will only go to him when it is a family issue. Our love isn't right, and it is not a good type of love. The need is too much, we depend to much on the others existence. I guess thats okay though since I will live. There is no me without you. I wish I was brave enough to say those words. Book, I think its best though that for now I let him live his life without me constantly in it. I will break my promise to him, he will know when six months arrives and I do not show myself.

Time to go hunt down Pi and see if she can help me, I heard rumor that the Doc is her play thing, that she changed him. I hope this is true. I need answers.

Goodbye

Setting down her pen she closed the book leaving it on the chair in the garden as she walked inside and out the front door once more.