The Musings of Keara Aithne

[Enver Marshall II]

I read this. Don't you worry about it.

Who is he?

[Keara Aithne]

25th January 2014

Asks me questions in here he does. Silly boy. Answers soon have he would if he his powers would use for me to reach while reading he is.

Leif me items did give. Most appreciative of gifts I am, useful they shall be once refurbishment done is. Eager I am for the gun to try. Looks it does of high quality to be, so fine a gun I have never seen.

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Done it again I have. Issue have I for another woman’s name from his lips to hear. Seek I must a way for with this issue to deal before I him from my side do drive. Though no name exactly did I hear today…only saw I did what for conversation passes between him and another. Another whom trust I do. Tried I did for my blood to let and my thoughts to calm but helped it did not and I him once more did anger. Another raid in the city there is. Perhaps this distract me can from thoughts that irrational perhaps are.

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Enver me a key did give. Surprised I am that he a key did acquire before me. Strange it is to me that he to the second floor himself would not go. Believe I do that he the creatures on the first floor prefers to hunt as my zest for culling he does not have. Perhaps my own key acquired I should have for to the next floor to go as now alone I am. Prefer I do when rest with him I can. Hope I do that raid quickly over is. Re-think perhaps I should for in such places to come without him, enjoy them so much these days I do not.

[Keara Aithne]

26th January 2014

Hmm…Enver upset with me seems. Not sure why? Perhaps as I in the raid plan to stay. Expect he did not for me so far to go, so quickly. His fault is. Gave me first key he did. Understood why he me the key gave, though now upset he seems. Odd situation to be in this is. Thinks he does for me not to inspire, think I do that perhaps thinks he does that leave I shall if he this does not do. And yet did he that regardless. Shows it does that cares for me he does.

[Keara Aithne]

27th January 2014

Raid over is and yet leaving I am not. Like I do the creatures up here to cull. Challenge they are. Abominations too. Culled they must be. If leave I do then creature loose could roam, wish that I do not. Told Enver I have and yet argument this has caused. Frustrating he can be. Now talks he does of fun and women and drinking. Allow that I cannot. Not the fun. Allowed he is for himself to enjoy but when tells me he does that with women he is…crazy this makes me. Broken I knew I was and yet in last week or so, worse this seems. Something wrong with me is. Going home I am now. Then summon him I shall. Hopefully mad at me he will not stay.

[Keara Aithne]

28th January 2014

Summoned him I did and mad he was not. Teased me he did for to ask where my blade was. Silly boy. Interesting effect those emotions on me have. Glad I am though that able we were through that work. Though perhaps talk on this more we should in days that follow. Then understand each other better perhaps we shall. Like I do not that he upset is when away from him I am. Like I do not that upset I get when away from him I am. Possibly my issue is. Make him crazy I do for to say that I bored am and yet leave I do not. But only bored I am while resting. When hunting I am exciting those places are. Oh well…dwell on it I shall not, much time have we for our rhythm in this to find.

Gun that Leif gave me quite wonderful is. Need pick up more ammunition I must. Just need I do that task to remember. Thank her again I should also before forget I do.

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Enver and I our rings today did pick up. Like I do the look of it upon my finger. And his. Chosen that for him perhaps I would not, and yet looks it odes as if made it was for there to be. Almost as exciting was for the ring on his finger to place, as for with him to bind. Which reminds me does. Need I do the cord around the broom to fix. Remember that I should too. Perhaps list I need to make of jobs which done must be. Perhaps this reason is why Enver a thrall does keep. Deanna no such help can be in things such as this.

[Keara Aithne]

29th January 2014

Spoke with Maddra I did today. Albeit briefly. Liked that I did. Miss I do with her to talk. Her council always welcome is. Spoke she did of her childe. Seems it does that he himself in trouble brought. Understand I do her sentiments, even if wish I do not myself others to that place to send. Some fledglings quicker than others do learn.

Enver helped one of our kind to the shadow realm to send. Conflicted in this I am. While understand I do that it her choice was, like I do not that Enver involved was. Thought I did that he like me such actions disliked. Fathom I cannot why help one he would for there to go. Still…shows it does that compassion he has. Love that I do in him.

[Keara Aithne]

30th January 2014

Worry me this does. Once more no powers seem I to have. Wonder I do for the cause. Closer I am for Enver’s issues to discover than my own. Read back I have and yet saw I did not mention of when last he weak did feel. That the night was when bound we were. Worry I shall not for us two, as return our full strengths always do on the morrow. Perhaps begin I should for all such events to track. Pattern there must be that yet unseen to us is.

[Keara Aithne]

31st January 2014

Strange present he gifted me. See I do the humour in it of course and yet…knows he does that such vessels I do not use. Wonder I do what with it I shall do…perhaps use it I can for things in there to store? Or perhaps when painting I am. Sure I am that use for cup I shall find. Thoughtful gift was. Like I do that thinks of me he does.

[Keara Aithne]

2nd February 2014

Strange the last few days have been. First mind blocked I was by my daughter. Then pacified I was by my husband. Neither harmed me as such but still…strange days. Much from me has been kept. Sara upset with Enver is. Blames him she does for curses that her way do come. Know I do nothing of this and yet strikes at me she does. Wonder I do what I with her should do. When asked I did Enver, learn I do that attacking him she has been. Listed he did several offences; mind blocking, sabotaging businesses and attacked him she did in a bank. Silly girl she is. Banks no places are for attacking others. Though that not the point is. Understand I do not why does this she does. Enver nothing to her has done. And now suspect I do that if curses his doing are…that perhaps deserves she does these. Though confused I am. What between these two has passed confuses me. Seems she determined is for him to hate for all of eternity. Though hope I do that wrong I am. Says she does that fears him she does. Enver to be feared is not. Not that harmless he is but his style ‘tis not for others to harm. Trusts me she does not. Moved out she has. Perhaps that best is…for now. If space they have, argue they cannot.

Angry too I am… was with Enver for that me not to tell. Secrets from me he keeps. Understand that I do not. No shame is there in your problems with your wife to share. Especially if problem is with childe of your partner. Tell him I would if such an issue with his family I had. Would I not? Yes. Yes tell him I would. How can he me this not tell for one week. How did I this not know? My reaction to said news, reason was for why pacified me he did. So rough with him I was not. Kicked his shins I did. Perhaps I his shoulder punched too. Still…that the point not is. Pacification odd effect on me had. Pretty sure I am that my behaviour result was of the power that used on me he did. While mind I do not the effects, odd it is for so mad at someone to be and then the opposite do from what thinking you are. The more harm to him that wished I to cause, the more…well…the kinder to him I became.

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Settling my life is not. Just when think I do that things worse could not become, find out I do that daughter of mine my computer did trap. Set she did several traps in reception room of the Asylum. Prefer I would if Hannah the traps had found, that at least karmic would have been. Instead learn I do that Enver his vapid blonde no longer in his employ has. Instead his new thrall, Crash, the traps did discover. Sorry I feel for him. First day with Enver and injured he already has become. Thankful I am for my husband though. As disabled he did what of the traps remained.

[Keara Aithne]

4th February 2014

Inspired me for several days Enver has not. Worries me this does. Beginning to think I am that something done I have for him to upset. Of course know I do that inspire me he need not. That requirement of our vows was not and yet…feel I do empty when sense him with me I do not when apart we are. Ask him later I shall if displeased him in some way I have.

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Learned I just did that Sara in his head has been. Like I do not that she this does do. Tells me he does nothing of what said has been. Hope I do that she insulting him is not. Stable that childe is not right now. At loss I am for how I her can help. If attacking she is me and mine, know I do not how best proceed I should. Need think on this I do. Speak I would more with Enver for advice to obtain but…his advice for her to ignore is. Thinks he does that she not worthy of my time is. In this disagree we do. Hope I do that wrong in this I am not.