The Musings of Keara Aithne

[Keara Aithne]

26th August 2015

Splitting his tinkering time these days Enver is. More serious become he has with guns. Think I do that this due to the fact is, that more weapons parts has he does for with which to play. Still require traps we do, but parts for those harder to come by are. Update our list I should. No rhyme nor reason is there to what builds he does. Only make he can, what he the parts for has. Adore I do for to watch him work. Still. Wondered I had if bored of this become I would but bored I never am if Enver with me is.

[Keara Aithne]

31st August 2015

Enver protecting us of late has been. Shielding us. Sean me today though did inspire. Hope I do that Enver nothing into this does read. Sean very sweet is. Considerate. Generous. Fault you cannot one that such things does do.

Jamie nervous is. Said as much he has not but see it I do. His actions him away do give. School soon does start. And while friend made at the theatre he did, awkward I think that friendship is, since he the son of the boss is. Matters not to me who Enver is, but to some matters it does. His fame a problem for Jamie may be. Spoken some on this we have, Jamie and I. Said I have that okay it is, if tells people to start he does not whom his father is. Not that the secret long kept can be. Should be. But friends on his own merits first he should make, if that possible is.

[Keara Aithne]

1st September 2015

Other people’s hands upon me I do not like. Matters not if know them I do. If family they are not, worse the sensation is. Few there are that physical contact initiate may with me. Fewer are there to whom related I am not. Thankfully, more able now I am for my impulses to control. Struck the male I did not. Niklaus from me attempted to steal. Caught him I did. Mind I do not when Enver my pockets attempts to find, but odd it is when another this does try. Uncomfortable. Still.

[Keara Aithne]

5th September 2015

Enver insatiable of late has been. Testing me for days he has been. My resolve. First when tried he did from me to steal. Though never does he that in earnest do. Welcome he is to the coin that mine is. Stealing but an excuse is. Enjoys he does for his hands upon me to place. No excuse required is for him so to do, but likes he does his excuses. My limits tests he does. Seems it does that no limits with my husband I do have. And yet still complains he does that the asylum too crowded is. That enough alone time we do not have. Silly he is. Places enough have we do for alone to be. Only Enver disappointed can be that the one location that with family so openly shared with, crowded has become. Perhaps time it is for another journey to take. Jamie with us could not now come, so Serge him would have to stay. Think I do that okay would be. Talk with Enver about this I should.

[Keara Aithne]

10th September 2015

This relic me mad is driving. So many raids. Perhaps this item to another I should give. No interest have I in many of them. Team raids their appeal losing has been, so challenging these days they are not. And nothing within there is for them more appealing to me to make. The only draw that have now they do, is that I the skills of my family can admire while there we are. Mattered it never has if win we do. Working with my family is what important is. Hmm, not so unappealing those raids now do seem. Changed my mind already I have.

[Keara Aithne]

15th September 2015

Waiting I have of late for Enver us to shield. Think I do that better feels he does that he this task for us can perform. Glad I am that Jamie in our protection too can share. Not that danger follows him does. Deanna that task still does has. Complains she does not. Likes Jamie she does. Nice to her he is. Sometimes says things he does for her to hear. Careful he is not openly to her to speak. Her presence unnoticed must go. So kind of him it is for of her to think. Friends as such she does not have. Still recovered from Robert she has not. Heartbreak too long can last. Prefer I would if forget him she would. Though say this I try not to.

[Keara Aithne]

20th September 2015

Finding I am that content in this life becoming I am. Little desire have I for in here to write. Love My Enver I do and happy we are. Jamie a delight is. He and the puppies all happy and healthy are. My time between those that love I do and my hobbies split is. Enjoy I still do to draw and paint, though now I new subject have. Still Enver and the puppies draw I do, but Jamie the focus of most of my recent drawings has been. Think I do not that bothers him it does. Ask I do not for him to pose. Des he does, what he interesting finds. Sketch him in action I do. Need I do not for him in front of me to have, but time in his company well spent is. Drawing him while sleeping he is, perhaps a little odd is, but complained as yet neither he nor Enver has. Thankfully.

[Keara Aithne]

25th September 2015

Inspired yesterday I was. Almost forgotten I had how feels that does. A difference to my cognitive abilities makes it does. Spent the day I did on my designs. Still working for Goth Garb I am. Though less time there now I do spend. More difficult find it I do, since Andrew killed was. Think always I do of him when I my drawing do make. Wonder I do if like them he would. His opinion always welcome was. Tell Enver this I do not. Ill of Andrew he thought. The young man no interest in me did have. No interest in him had I did. Beyond friendship that was. Safe perhaps I am for this to write as Enver tinkering is. When last looked I did, working with tripwire he was. Traps today his focus are. Parts acquired he must have.

[Keara Aithne]

29th September 2015

Sean me yesterday inspired did. Strange it is for the energy of another about me to feel. Used to Enver’s energy I am. And while thinking of him I am. Note I should that desires he does for to California to go. Thinks he does that we all should go. Jamie the time off school should not take. Unless there a holiday soon is wherein free he is. That or perhaps over a weekend go we could. The reason for the trip me happy does make though. Wishes he does for his ex-wife’s share of the company to buy. Approve of that whole heartedly I do. Though cheaper it might be if allowed I was for her life to end. Fate perhaps it is that a new batch of guns today Enver did make. Though like my thought process there perhaps he would not. Wonder I do, to whom her share of the company pass would, if expired she did? Private investigator for that hired could be. Think on that I shall.

[Keara Aithne]

31st October 2015

So long I did not know it had been, since last wrote in here I did. Not much have I for to say. Life settled has. Art, Love, Family, Hunting. All my favourite things well are going. One negative happened did that think of now I can. The puppies flees had. Annoying creatures they are. Blood suckers. Lost on me the irony is not. Exterminated they were and the puppies all treated were. Monthly treatments for flees receive from now on they shall. Easily avoided a repeat of that issue shall happen not. Jamie well is doing. In school. At home. Took him to California we did. Long weekend there was wherein we the time found for this to do. Enver his business completed. All well went. Stop writing now I shall. Jamie to the cinema taking we are. Horror marathon at the cinema there is. A screen for his friends reserved was. Costumes optional were. Enver and I going too are. Of course. Though at the back sit we shall. Not in the centre. Surrounded by children we will not be.