The Musings of Keara Aithne

[Keara Aithne]

7th October 2014

Too used to our own company we are. This apparent today was, when Enver complained did that someone too much time around us was spending. Learn we both must for to adapt to that. Or learn we must for our privacy elsewhere to find. No reason is there for a family home to have, if we our family home do not welcome.

[Keara Aithne]

8th October 2014

Enver pleased did seem for to see that I the altar once more had set. Taken I had for everything away to set. Do that I shall not again. Like I do that the altar ready does stand. Remember I do when he aversion to the altar had. Uses it correctly he does not. Mind that though I do not. We both our enjoyment from it's use do get.

[Keara Aithne]

10th October 2014

Lorde home is. Know I do not what of this to make. Says she does that she lost was. Perhaps means she does that she lost in the accursed realm was. Mentioned she did fadewalking. But if that the case was, sure I am that removed she would have been when time came. Lying I think she is. Like to think that I do not. No reason has she for to her father to lie. Different he says she is. Noticed I did not but then know her as well I do not. Relieved Enver must be for her home again to have. Hope I do that she him into trouble does not lead. And vice versa. Behave yourself you must My Love. Too attractive a target you do make. Talked much of our holiday we have. Perhaps the time come has where speak of it no longer we should. Go we should.

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Forgot I did that his mother ill was. Perhaps now the time for our vacation is not. Wait that can.

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Tell Jonathon I must that he me so often cannot call. My mind full of alerts from his is. No issue can he with my work have. for working as yet I am not on anything new for him. Perhaps idea he has but then knows he does where he me can find. Email have I to for such things. Ignore him I shall. Perhaps stop he shall, if ignored he is.

[Keara Aithne]

12th October 2014

Robert. Dislike that name now I do. And Enver nonsensical is when dealing with him he is. Tells he does Deanna that Robert unworthy of her time and tears is. Tells me he does that speak with him I should not. Then changes his mind he does. Speaks he does of helping him. Understand him at times I do not. Yes. If trouble he is in, perhaps aid he does deserve. But why one rule for us and another for him? Tells us he does for away from him to stay and then speaks with him himself he does. Strange all this I find. Know I do not what to think. Perhaps best is, if I nothing on the matter do say.

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Lorde home has returned. Finally. Sure I am that Enver thrill by this is. Even if said as much to me has not. Worried for her he has been. Now that home she is, perhaps a little relax he can. The situation with his mother then perhaps the rest of his attention can have. Difficult time for him this is. One way or another. Over soon it all shall be. Then help him I can as required. Then perhaps more to the future we can look.

[Keara Aithne]

13th October 2014

Lorde as a child speaking is. Strange that is for to hear. Thought her stronger than that I had. Perhaps realm her has effected, in time that gone she has been. Watch her I shall. Perhaps she help does require. Though know I do not how help her in that I could. Perhaps time her wounds shall heal.

[Keara Aithne]

14th October 2014

Lorde a childe has taken. Admit I must that paused I did for to think if welcomed here she must be. Lorde accepted I did for her connection to Enver strong was. She his childe is. Right that did seem. Enver this childe does not know. But she Lorde's is. Lorde family is. All very confusing this is. Never did I think that I my family would expand in such a manner. It right is though. For Lorde's childe to welcome into our home. Enver mine is. Lorde his is. By extension she mine is. Adopted her I have, as Enver my family too adopted as his own has. Mind I do not for of Lorde as a daughter to think. Like her I do. Hope I do that she her own child wisely has chosen and that I no reason shall have my decision to regret. So long as behave appropriately towards My Enver she does, sure I am that I no issues with her shall have. Unlike the childe that Enver adopted did. Access to our home she shall not receive until learns she does, what an appropriate manner is and isn't for ones sire to greet. Perhaps learned this lesson already she has. Seen or heard of her in some time we have not. Though that in itself good is. Means it does that she in trouble of late has not been.

[Keara Aithne]

16th October 2014

This raid never ending is. Like it no longer I do. Two days already in here spent I have. Miss My Enver I do. Terribly. Think I do that given up he has and home he has returned. That perhaps good is though. Revenant problematic is being. Creature strong survival instincts has. Change tactics with her I must. Hope I do that Enver our babies has remembered. Miss I do Gizmo and Leeloo too. Smile I do for of them also to think. Miss I do their noises and their games. Enver take of them must be taking. Good father he is. No matter what species his children are. Once more attempt I shall for that creature upstairs to slay. Then home I am going regardless. Another night from Enver too long is.

[Keara Aithne]

17th October 2014

Home at last! And in time I have returned. Lorde another childe has taken. Strange eve it has been. So much to do. Introductions made have been. Tomes distributed I have. Overwhelm them I wish not too but hope I do that welcome they feel. Same fear have I as before. But know I do that decided well I have. The right thing it is for them as my own to accept.

Oh and Lorde a gift to me did give. A sword. Made it herself she did. Most talented she is. Look forward I do for to see what else makes she does. Her skills in time likely improve some shall.

[Keara Aithne]

19th October 2014

Think I do that Enver displeased shall be but able today I was for a thrall to take. Always thought I have that I no such pet do require but Andrew kind hearted is. Harmless. Perhaps if the chance given he is, prove he can to Enver that he worthy of such a gift is. Ask him I shall for the family to help. Andrew that is. Not Enver. Enver that always does do. Need I do not that of him to ask.

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Seems it does that wrong I may have been. Less than one evening here he has been and Enver him out of the window did throw. Said he did that it an accident was but believe that I do not. Enver quite clumsy can be, but that 'accident' too convenient was. Perhaps best it would be for Andrew his distance from Enver to keep. For now. Until warms to him he does. Poor Andrew. Quite sorry for him I do feel. Treated Hannah thusly I did not. Well. Perhaps worse in the end treated her I did, but help that I could not. Even when held her captive I did, tried I did for her comfortable to keep. Know I do that Enver, Andrew does dislike as voiced he did a preference for Deanna and she his favourite person is not.

[Keara Aithne]

20th October 2014

Seen I have some of Lorde's childer. Despite reservations, nothing have I seen thus far for to worry over. Onyx well settled seems to be. Told me today she did that likes she does for a vampire to be. That positive is. Find I do that better chance in this world have they do, if happy they are. Those that unhappy with this path are, into the realm seem to go and rarely do they then return.