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Re: The Musings of Keara Aithne
Posted: 27 Apr 2014, 19:15
by Keara Aithne
21st April 2014
If sigh on paper I could. Sigh now I would. Asked I did for Deanna to explain. At first as reluctant as Enver she was for to explain what said was. Then promised I did that angry with her I would not be. As feeling had I that she the issue was. And correct in my assumption I was. Teasing Enver she is when around I am not. Not that I e’er far do go. Unless stuck I am in a raid. Which I have been of late. But stay away long I never do and miss him terribly I do when away I am. Tell me the specifics of what said she did, she would not still. But said enough she did that know I now do that teasing him she is with my absence. Implying that I my time with him do not wish to spend. Angry with her I would be if her words preposterous were not. Disappointed I am that Enver this did not see. Why did he to her words listen? Can he really believe that I him do not desire? That prefer I would never from him to be parted? Sighing again I am. Know better he should. And no I, we, to that dinner must go.
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Took I did Gizmo to the catacombs. That my spirits did raise. Enjoyed I did for to see him after the creatures to chase. Liked he did the ancients. Perhaps prefers them he does since more bone they are than anything. Likes he does for upon bones to gnaw. Likes he does for upon anything to gnaw. Favours he does for Enver’s things to chew and upon my things to lay. Used to small creature I am now. Quite fond of him I am. Enver said once that perhaps family become he would. Think he right was. Though…wonder I do if Gizmo a friend of his own species requires does. Choose I shall a time for this with him to discuss.
Oh and crossed paths with Crash today I did. Forgot I did for him to ask directly so into his mind I did creep for to ask if allow me he would a tattoo upon his skin to place. Seen I have that he some already has. Possible is that he another would wish. Wait I shall for an answer to receive when see him next I do.
Re: The Musings of Keara Aithne
Posted: 30 Apr 2014, 21:28
by Keara Aithne
23rd April 2014
Attempting I have been for a new skill to master. And while at times quite adept I am. At others. Disastrous my forays are. Enver wonderful is for gadgets for me to make. These my efforts much easier do make but… Wonder I do if this talent best left to Enver is. Decided I have for my efforts elsewhere to concentrate. Far more adept I am with the blade.
Oh and new raid in the city there is. So enjoy I do for with the family to work. Like I do that Enver with me is in these. And that his skills from my own do differ. Sees he does not how brilliant he is.
Re: The Musings of Keara Aithne
Posted: 30 Apr 2014, 21:28
by Keara Aithne
24th April 2014
Oh yes. Much enjoyment in this place had to be there is. Charlotte and Lorde joined us have. Invited I did others but no word from them have I heard. Charlottes skills that of Enver’s do seem to match in some ways. And Lorde, well she me more does mirror. Interesting I find this. Do our childer our weaknesses natural overcome?
Re: The Musings of Keara Aithne
Posted: 30 Apr 2014, 21:28
by Keara Aithne
26th April 2014
Glorious my husband is to behold. Wish I do that more time I had than eternity for into his eyes to look. Even if able I am for my eyes from him to take for this to write and for goals to achieve, do it I do with a heavy heart. Odd expression that is. My heart no heavier is. Just feel it more I do. When away from him I am, strange pain feel I do. Sure I am that that not normal is. Perhaps one too many injuries have I do. Trouble having I am for rituals to cast. Though matters not. Prefer I would for my time with Enver to spend. Empty my hands do feel when with me he is not. Sensation indescribably is when touches me he does. Too long have I spent for these words to pen. With him now I should be.
Re: The Musings of Keara Aithne
Posted: 08 May 2014, 22:25
by Keara Aithne
28th April 2014
Sometimes worry I do that loves me he does not. Silly I am. Know this I do when this thought through my mind does run. Still. Silence that fear I cannot. Whereas once my greatest fear to die may have been, now fear I do most my husband to lose. Hope I do that I this way will not feel for eternity. Behave we must when others about us are. That natural is. Believe at times I do, that he greater willpower than I does possess. Though perhaps more used to such emotions he is. That too likely is.
Re: The Musings of Keara Aithne
Posted: 08 May 2014, 22:25
by Keara Aithne
29th April 2014
Feel I do when connection broken is. Know I do not why or how. Perhaps too little of them left is. Died they must have. Saddens me does for this to think. To feel. Many born to this world are not. Wish I do that I a way could find for this to know before gift them my blood I do.
Sickness deepened did when thought I Gizmo too had lost. Thankful I was for pages that Charlotte around our home did hang. Gizmo quite beautiful is in picture that took of him she did. Know I do not how explain I would have his loss to Enver. Glad I was for him in my arms once more to hold. Gizmo. Not Enver. Though glad I always am for either in my arms to have. Though quite different feeling it is.
Re: The Musings of Keara Aithne
Posted: 08 May 2014, 22:25
by Keara Aithne
30th April 2014
Quite fortunate today I have been. Discovered I did location of two relics. One that recognise I do. The other entirely new to me is, but enough information on the server there was for me it’s purpose to ascertain. Enver quite impressed is with my finds I believe. Said he did that I a busy night did have but that untrue is. Very little energy expended was for these items to acquire. Always try I do some of my energy for him to keep. See that I do as a wifely duty, though know I do that Enver laugh shall for this to read. Marriage no chore is. Enver and I together well do work.
Re: The Musings of Keara Aithne
Posted: 08 May 2014, 22:25
by Keara Aithne
1st May 2014
Talking of Robert Deanna is quite often these days. Difficult it is not to see what yearns she does, though believe I do not that she this yet has realised. Hope I do that her heart broken is not through this infatuation. Nothing more can it be, as too much like My Enver he is and despises she does my husband. Strange it is for to the think that her affection that way would stray.
Wonder I do why any my husband would fear? Fearsome he is not. Least see him thusly I do not. Charlotte, much like Sara, a fear of him has. Understand this I do not. Tell her again I shall that he not to be feared is. Kind of heart My Enver is. Perhaps her fear from her injury stems. Kissed she was by the sun this day and so herself she cannot be. Pained she seems more than most.
Re: The Musings of Keara Aithne
Posted: 08 May 2014, 22:26
by Keara Aithne
3rd May 2014
Admitted today he did that enjoys he does not the raids. Suspected as much I did but for the words to hear different is. Guilty feel I do that he me in there must follow. No. That wrong is. Not must. Does. Though always an invitation to him I do extend. Perhaps feels he does that must the right word in that sentence would be. Know I do that he his talents has. Today worked we did just us too and almost to the top floor we did get. My match he truly is.
Re: The Musings of Keara Aithne
Posted: 08 May 2014, 22:26
by Keara Aithne
6th May 2014
Another raid yesterday begun was and without hesitation Enver at my side was. Adore him I do. Much time and energy into these things we do put. Thankfully, our daughters us today did join. While mind I do not for alone with my husband to work, far easier it is for with others to work. Try I do for careful to be, for fewer wounds in such places to sustain, as Enver likes it not when injured I am. Worries for me he does. As I for him do worry. Strange it is for another so much to love that their injuries more to you would mean than your own.
Strange night indeed it was. Robert contacted me did. Heard from him of late I have not. Seems it does that upset him somehow she has. Or he her. Understand I do not. Yet know I do what said as yet has not been. Perhaps now worry for my sister I ought too. See I do not how this good can end. Deanna wonderful person is. Say otherwise I cannot. Deserves she does for her match to find. But unable I am for her form to give. See I do not how she a relationship with another not of her kind could sustain.
Oh and odd conversation with Charlotte too I had. Wishes she does for a better relationship with Enver to have. For my sake. While appreciate that I can. Enver his does take for to a person to warm. Advised her I did for herself to be. For not too hard to try. Sure I am that if settle she can her nerves when around he is, that better their relationship shall be. Believe I do not that she attracted to him is. Looks at him with fear she still does. Worry on this I shall not. Time this issue shall resolve.