Dear Diary,
It’s been awhile, pinky. A week maybe more since I last had time to write in you, oh how I missed you. 3 days of slumber and just an over active mind kept my at bay while drama and other things passed by. I was at the harbour when Joowa came to see me again. He really is a wonderful man, respectful, kind, funny and among other things very shy. He said it was only around people he cared about so I took that as a giant compliment that we are finally friends and he trusts me, just as I trust him. It’s a very good feeling knowing there are some people out there to trust, where you are not always watching your back in case someone takes out their knife to try and cut yah.
He came swimming with me one evening, we had a blast. We talked awhile and shared our pasts and what not; real bonding stuff.
I went into a 3 day slumber because well... I was tried, so very tired of my thoughts getting the better of me. Lately i’ve been thinking about my role in this line, have I don’t a good job by not randomly hitting any Jo Shmo, or Jane Doe. I steal to get what experience I need but i’m finding that is not enough so I am looking for a new alternative and hopefully i’ll find one soon.
Back to my story though, I woke up to beautiful flowers... A large bouquet of pink roses on my bed, I’m not sure if the smell of roses is what woke me up but it got up all right. I haven’t seen him for a week’s time and I’m upset. There is no way I can sugar coat this, I miss him very much. Shades said he saw him but only for a short time, I don’t know what’s going on or where he is but... Maybe, just maybe he will return.
Scorpia is like the mother I never had, Chase is not married and my birth mother dipped so I really had no female role model in my life. Scorp stepped in graciously and took over that role helping me out in so many ways. When my bounty was high she gave me a room in her house and kept me safe while I took it down by practically inhaling rats. I owe her and Shades a huge thank you but I’m not sure what to get them... I will have to write down some things later.
Some ideas:
A set of sex toys
A pair of matching necklaces.
A house warming gift:
A blender – No I’m the only one that eats at the house...
Flowers – Red roses.
I can’t think of anything that says ‘thank you’ enough...
Scorp wanted me to meet my new “semi-brother” since see see’s me like daughter herself. His name is Hel and he’s the bomb diggety! I love that kid, so much. We get along so well with the odd sarcastic comment and prodding comments. He is still younger but he said I’m an angel.... I doubt that but I’m not going to argue the fact. I made him a chi chi, though he still is underage, whoops’. Bad, bad Aura Lynn. He loved it, of course. I made a mean chi chi among a large variety of other drinks; being a bar tender does come with its perks. Hel is like my opposite, he thinks he’s all mean and bad *** but I see his kinder and more gentle side. He’s turning into my best friend faster then I imagined, who knew an allurist and a telepath could make such awesome friends; oh wait, Reyna and I are a perfect example.
What today will hold for me...? Well I’m not quite sure, but I felt the need to catch you up booklet. I will fill you in on the rest of my day tonight.
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Dear Diary,
My shoulder hurts; I saw Vaughn and I told him I missed him. He said there was no possible way for me to know how I feel because I don’t know him. I do know him though, I know more then I let on. I understand him and his actions i just don’t know how to deal with them.
He wanted to leave me, I asked for some advice from Scorpia and she said fight back, so I did. I stood in front of the door and he came at me, his hand at my neck and his fangs piercing the skin of my shoulder. He hurt me, yes but the pain soon faded into something else, something stronger. While he was gnawing on my shoulder his hand went to my waist and he pulled me closer right up against him. If my heart would of been beating dear god I would of sworn he could of felt it pounding in my chest. I admit I am scared, I’m scared of losing him and I’m scared of him not hurting me physically that I can handle but emotionally. I’m scared of being hurt by a boy. It’s lame I know and childish but this is all new to me.
I left Scorpia’s house for awhile and I am back at Chases apartment. He obviously doesn’t want me around, he said he wanted to ‘******* kill me’ every time I am near him. I took the flowers he gave me, packing a few of my cloths and left saying goodbye to both Shades and Scorp and headed home.
I fell asleep listening to my music in my chair and awoke with a blanket over my shoulders, it must of been Scorp since my apartment was pretty empty since I got there and I hardly talk to my siblings.
-Cherry
My shoulder hurts; I saw Vaughn and I told him I missed him. He said there was no possible way for me to know how I feel because I don’t know him. I do know him though, I know more then I let on. I understand him and his actions i just don’t know how to deal with them.
He wanted to leave me, I asked for some advice from Scorpia and she said fight back, so I did. I stood in front of the door and he came at me, his hand at my neck and his fangs piercing the skin of my shoulder. He hurt me, yes but the pain soon faded into something else, something stronger. While he was gnawing on my shoulder his hand went to my waist and he pulled me closer right up against him. If my heart would of been beating dear god I would of sworn he could of felt it pounding in my chest. I admit I am scared, I’m scared of losing him and I’m scared of him not hurting me physically that I can handle but emotionally. I’m scared of being hurt by a boy. It’s lame I know and childish but this is all new to me.
I left Scorpia’s house for awhile and I am back at Chases apartment. He obviously doesn’t want me around, he said he wanted to ‘******* kill me’ every time I am near him. I took the flowers he gave me, packing a few of my cloths and left saying goodbye to both Shades and Scorp and headed home.
I fell asleep listening to my music in my chair and awoke with a blanket over my shoulders, it must of been Scorp since my apartment was pretty empty since I got there and I hardly talk to my siblings.
-Cherry
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Dear Diary,
Well it’s official, I‘m a **** up.
I can’t show my sadness, otherwise people will worry. Most specifically my family will worry and I can’t have that now can I. Micah’s been extra protective of me lately and I can’t blame him, I was hurt. I smile for him, for Scorpia and the rest of my family; so far they haven’t seen through it. I wake up in the evenings and just go about doing my normal thing like everything is ok; there really is no other way of living.
Hel, my wonderful brother saw straight through my smile, he even offered to kill who ever made me sad. How was I supposed to tell him yeah... your brother did it to me. That wasn’t going to happen, not under my watch because well, I still like Vaughn, a lot. Even after what happened, even after he told me he never liked me in –that- way. He said we could get to know each other and maybe feelings would turn up on his part. I’m not holding my breath, I know how things will turn out; He will find another and fall in love with her, just like all the movies. I wish my life was like a movie, and things will work in my favour for once.
Vaughn came swimming with me last night; it was fun and something I never expected. He trusted me to keep him a float which was nice. His arms were around me most of the time and his scent was all around me; how I made it through the evening is beyond me. I don’t know why he seems to keen on holding me in his arms when all he wants to do is kill me. I can’t deny myself any longer, not that I have but I just love resting in his arms. He might be crazy but he is mine (in a sense).
A hunter got me again, go ******* figure. Why my stomach I don’t know but the hunters just love aiming for my gut. Micah bandaged me up good and Mr. Scratch was by my side most of the evening; God I adore that man! He is so funny, and caring and just blah. I feel so comfortable around him, he’s my old fart! I don’t know why I enjoy poking fun at his age but I do, just like he comments on how young I am; Im sure I can show an old dog some new tricks indeed. He brings out the best in me alright, the flirtatious side of me. Old man. He's one of my best friends.
-Cherry.
Well it’s official, I‘m a **** up.
I can’t show my sadness, otherwise people will worry. Most specifically my family will worry and I can’t have that now can I. Micah’s been extra protective of me lately and I can’t blame him, I was hurt. I smile for him, for Scorpia and the rest of my family; so far they haven’t seen through it. I wake up in the evenings and just go about doing my normal thing like everything is ok; there really is no other way of living.
Hel, my wonderful brother saw straight through my smile, he even offered to kill who ever made me sad. How was I supposed to tell him yeah... your brother did it to me. That wasn’t going to happen, not under my watch because well, I still like Vaughn, a lot. Even after what happened, even after he told me he never liked me in –that- way. He said we could get to know each other and maybe feelings would turn up on his part. I’m not holding my breath, I know how things will turn out; He will find another and fall in love with her, just like all the movies. I wish my life was like a movie, and things will work in my favour for once.
Vaughn came swimming with me last night; it was fun and something I never expected. He trusted me to keep him a float which was nice. His arms were around me most of the time and his scent was all around me; how I made it through the evening is beyond me. I don’t know why he seems to keen on holding me in his arms when all he wants to do is kill me. I can’t deny myself any longer, not that I have but I just love resting in his arms. He might be crazy but he is mine (in a sense).
A hunter got me again, go ******* figure. Why my stomach I don’t know but the hunters just love aiming for my gut. Micah bandaged me up good and Mr. Scratch was by my side most of the evening; God I adore that man! He is so funny, and caring and just blah. I feel so comfortable around him, he’s my old fart! I don’t know why I enjoy poking fun at his age but I do, just like he comments on how young I am; Im sure I can show an old dog some new tricks indeed. He brings out the best in me alright, the flirtatious side of me. Old man. He's one of my best friends.
-Cherry.
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Dear Diary,
My cover is blown, blown right out of the water.
I thought I was doing so well, I thought I could make it believable to a point everyone thought I was alright. How can one person make me so happy and then in an instant make me so horribly sad. Men!
After Vaughn and I saw each other I went to visit my brother Hel and he just, shocked me beyond words can describe. “How long will you wear a mask?” He asked me, just out of the blue. I tried to play it off but he just... kept going, kept digging at me. I caved. 2 weeks, 2 long miserable weeks I’ve been insecure and feeling alone.
Does he like me?
Is he using me?
He’s awake, why won’t he come find me?
Am I his Burdon?
Questions that haunt my dreams and my mind as I walk among the city trying to find my way, the way to happiness. Scorpia seemed so certain he would be the one for me, so did Micah. I even believed it for awhile, but his currently uncertainty is drawing my sanity thin like a plank a millimetre thick until it snaps under the weight; until I snap.
I smile for my family and friends. Sometimes when I am out with Micah, Mak, Hel or Mister Scratch man the smiles are real and I truly have a wonderful time. When it is time to head home it is that time I fear most. I miss him yet dread seeing him because if I know he is awake... I know he won’t come to me and that hurts. It makes me sad, and angry, and frustrated and confused.
If I could tell him using an ‘I message’ how I felt, maybe then he would understand.
Vaughn, I don’t like it when you kiss me because it clouds my thoughts, makes me wonder how you truly feel and makes me frustrated when after I realize you still don’t have the same feelings for me. Next time think before you use your lips on me. I would also appreciate you not kissing anyone else, or that would completely crush me.
Who am I kiddng I love it when he kisses me... He is gentle and so kind when I am in his arms; Hel found it strange when I told him that but who knows how he acts with others. I made him promise to hide this sadness from Micah and Scorp and just about everyone. The last thing I need is for them to worry about me. They have bigger things to worry about, like Shades and his time with Scorp.
I love my family. Chase, Zaph, Erica, Shifty and Jake. Micah, Scorp, Hel, and Vaughn. Although they might be the death of me... and I might not be able to get away with anything now that I’m being watched I can’t help but enjoy every second with them.
I will be able to smile soon. A real smile.
My cover is blown, blown right out of the water.
I thought I was doing so well, I thought I could make it believable to a point everyone thought I was alright. How can one person make me so happy and then in an instant make me so horribly sad. Men!
After Vaughn and I saw each other I went to visit my brother Hel and he just, shocked me beyond words can describe. “How long will you wear a mask?” He asked me, just out of the blue. I tried to play it off but he just... kept going, kept digging at me. I caved. 2 weeks, 2 long miserable weeks I’ve been insecure and feeling alone.
Does he like me?
Is he using me?
He’s awake, why won’t he come find me?
Am I his Burdon?
Questions that haunt my dreams and my mind as I walk among the city trying to find my way, the way to happiness. Scorpia seemed so certain he would be the one for me, so did Micah. I even believed it for awhile, but his currently uncertainty is drawing my sanity thin like a plank a millimetre thick until it snaps under the weight; until I snap.
I smile for my family and friends. Sometimes when I am out with Micah, Mak, Hel or Mister Scratch man the smiles are real and I truly have a wonderful time. When it is time to head home it is that time I fear most. I miss him yet dread seeing him because if I know he is awake... I know he won’t come to me and that hurts. It makes me sad, and angry, and frustrated and confused.
If I could tell him using an ‘I message’ how I felt, maybe then he would understand.
Vaughn, I don’t like it when you kiss me because it clouds my thoughts, makes me wonder how you truly feel and makes me frustrated when after I realize you still don’t have the same feelings for me. Next time think before you use your lips on me. I would also appreciate you not kissing anyone else, or that would completely crush me.
Who am I kiddng I love it when he kisses me... He is gentle and so kind when I am in his arms; Hel found it strange when I told him that but who knows how he acts with others. I made him promise to hide this sadness from Micah and Scorp and just about everyone. The last thing I need is for them to worry about me. They have bigger things to worry about, like Shades and his time with Scorp.
I love my family. Chase, Zaph, Erica, Shifty and Jake. Micah, Scorp, Hel, and Vaughn. Although they might be the death of me... and I might not be able to get away with anything now that I’m being watched I can’t help but enjoy every second with them.
I will be able to smile soon. A real smile.
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Dear Diary,
Well the shadow realm was alright, dark and a little scary but I found my way out in 3 days so I’m content.
A lot of thing ended up playing a part in my discussion to leave the city and go into the realm; and no I didn’t technically tell a soul about it. Vaughn really fucked with me; badly. I doubt I will ever speak to him again after out last conversation that took place moments before I stepped into the darkness. He and I were defiantly not good even in the same room now. If he comes to me, which I doubt I will walk away and remain strong. Micah even said I can threaten him if he doesn’t take the hint which is, well very good.
Temp asked for my help... Help to inspire Frenchie and some Merry girl who I don’t know to attack Nick... My wonderful Apple pie. I didn’t know if I could say no. In my head they could of called me out for treason against the family since Nick was banished. “Oh Aura you refuse to help your family, you’re going against us to help Nick.” Is what I imagined they would say if I denied it. So I did it.. and instantly regret washed over me. Stuck between a rock and hard place I left temp standing there to run home. I begged Micah to forgive me and even after he said it was fine I pleaded with him to allow me to go to Nick. I wanted him to hit me twice for the two people I inspired. Pa refused to allow me that... I didn’t know what to do this was digging at my gut.
Vaughn started at me again and I just, couldn’t deal with his thick headed notions of things. How is asking how your day was prying. It’s a simple conversation starter. Dumb ****. I can’t believe he actually thinks that way.
Micah pointed out a good point... How can I call them family when they only come to me for assistant in fighting. That logic seems fucked up. “You’re my family fight for me.” meanwhile all I can think of is “And who are you? Oh you’re so and so? Who is your sire?” It just... doesn’t make sense in my mind. Yes I know little pieces of families and members scattered throughout the line but if it’s not my business why do I need to fight? Have you seen the Worthington line? It’s huge let me tell you. Half the bloody city is under Chad.
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When I got out I went to Micah, he was angry at me for leaving without a word... I don’t think I can express in words just how much I adore and love that man. He and I had a long talk about Vaughn and his actions. Just about everything that went wrong. I really feel refreshed coming out of there. Nothing but darkness gives you a peaceful environment to think.
When I went to Hel, he was angry as well. He’s a tracker and apparently has been trying to locate me for days now. I wish I could explain to him what happened, that I needed to prove to myself I could be strong enough to do this; and I was. He left and the conversation ended just as quickly as it begun. I wouldn’t vent on anyone, I couldn’t do that to him.
Mr Scratch soul groped me. I was glad to see that old Lug again! He embraced me in a large hug and I returned it just as tightly. That man makes my day sometimes, old fart. Old, old Fart face meanie head.
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I don`t know what I would do without that crazy man. Apparently I taste good, like death and what not. Interesting thought and maybe I need to shower for a few hours to get that scent off me. Tonight we plan on dancing, to celebrate my return and his accomplishment with the voting. I plan to enjoy myself this night and party until my legs no longer work.
I saw Stefano! That`s right, my awesome soon to be art student Stefano. I couldn`t tell him where I had been nor will I. He is a sweet guy with an awesome sense of humour. I still plan on dying his hair blue while he sleeps but that will have to wait awhile because tomorrow he starts painting; I am rather looking forward to seeing his skills. Although, he has warned me that he can only draw stick figures I will have to threaten him with the blue hair dye to make him try harder. We shall truly see when tomorrow comes.
Scorpia told me I have a new brother, I am looking forward to finally seeing him and getting to know him.
I will catch you up tonight booklet. It`s good to see you again.
-Cherry
Well the shadow realm was alright, dark and a little scary but I found my way out in 3 days so I’m content.
A lot of thing ended up playing a part in my discussion to leave the city and go into the realm; and no I didn’t technically tell a soul about it. Vaughn really fucked with me; badly. I doubt I will ever speak to him again after out last conversation that took place moments before I stepped into the darkness. He and I were defiantly not good even in the same room now. If he comes to me, which I doubt I will walk away and remain strong. Micah even said I can threaten him if he doesn’t take the hint which is, well very good.
Temp asked for my help... Help to inspire Frenchie and some Merry girl who I don’t know to attack Nick... My wonderful Apple pie. I didn’t know if I could say no. In my head they could of called me out for treason against the family since Nick was banished. “Oh Aura you refuse to help your family, you’re going against us to help Nick.” Is what I imagined they would say if I denied it. So I did it.. and instantly regret washed over me. Stuck between a rock and hard place I left temp standing there to run home. I begged Micah to forgive me and even after he said it was fine I pleaded with him to allow me to go to Nick. I wanted him to hit me twice for the two people I inspired. Pa refused to allow me that... I didn’t know what to do this was digging at my gut.
Vaughn started at me again and I just, couldn’t deal with his thick headed notions of things. How is asking how your day was prying. It’s a simple conversation starter. Dumb ****. I can’t believe he actually thinks that way.
Micah pointed out a good point... How can I call them family when they only come to me for assistant in fighting. That logic seems fucked up. “You’re my family fight for me.” meanwhile all I can think of is “And who are you? Oh you’re so and so? Who is your sire?” It just... doesn’t make sense in my mind. Yes I know little pieces of families and members scattered throughout the line but if it’s not my business why do I need to fight? Have you seen the Worthington line? It’s huge let me tell you. Half the bloody city is under Chad.
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When I got out I went to Micah, he was angry at me for leaving without a word... I don’t think I can express in words just how much I adore and love that man. He and I had a long talk about Vaughn and his actions. Just about everything that went wrong. I really feel refreshed coming out of there. Nothing but darkness gives you a peaceful environment to think.
When I went to Hel, he was angry as well. He’s a tracker and apparently has been trying to locate me for days now. I wish I could explain to him what happened, that I needed to prove to myself I could be strong enough to do this; and I was. He left and the conversation ended just as quickly as it begun. I wouldn’t vent on anyone, I couldn’t do that to him.
Mr Scratch soul groped me. I was glad to see that old Lug again! He embraced me in a large hug and I returned it just as tightly. That man makes my day sometimes, old fart. Old, old Fart face meanie head.
–she pauses to chuckle-
I don`t know what I would do without that crazy man. Apparently I taste good, like death and what not. Interesting thought and maybe I need to shower for a few hours to get that scent off me. Tonight we plan on dancing, to celebrate my return and his accomplishment with the voting. I plan to enjoy myself this night and party until my legs no longer work.
I saw Stefano! That`s right, my awesome soon to be art student Stefano. I couldn`t tell him where I had been nor will I. He is a sweet guy with an awesome sense of humour. I still plan on dying his hair blue while he sleeps but that will have to wait awhile because tomorrow he starts painting; I am rather looking forward to seeing his skills. Although, he has warned me that he can only draw stick figures I will have to threaten him with the blue hair dye to make him try harder. We shall truly see when tomorrow comes.
Scorpia told me I have a new brother, I am looking forward to finally seeing him and getting to know him.
I will catch you up tonight booklet. It`s good to see you again.
-Cherry
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Dear Dairy,
My first few days have been hectic yet wonderful all in the same time. Mr Scratch and I went bathing suit shopping and I got a great little number to wear out when I swim, it’s small! We had a blast shopping and even he got something to wear, can you believe it! The old man wears it well too. We have plans to go dancing then maybe we’d go out for a bite to eat. I think he is one of the most amazing men I know, he is such a good friend; I’d go to him for anything because I know I could always trust him.
I was out with my pa Micah took me out for the evening. We got a slushie, a cherry slushie; turned my tongue red! Anyways I met Jimmy, what a charming man. He took me in to get my first tattoo, we made a promise not to long ago that when I was ready he’d take me and we’d have that experience together; I took him up on his offer. He lead me down near the docks and into a small store where I met a man by the name of Jimmy. The man couldn’t talk so pa signed to him and communicated for me. The moment I laid eyes on Jimmy I knew I had to have him. I ran up and gave him a giant hug, I could tell how nervous he was because he shook and Micah said something.
He asked me what I wanted and I roughly sketched it out for him, I didn’t know what detail I wanted in the tattoo but he filled it in with his talented hand. Pa lead me to the chair and I sat down in it, I was really nervous because Pa said it would hurt; I was expecting so much pain when he started. Taking Micah’s hand in mine I held on for dear life waiting for the buzzing needle to finally touch my skin. Cringing I couldn’t help but peek through one eye so I knew when it was happen. Jimmy snapped on his gloves and I nearly jumped out of my skin; the thought ran through my mind that no I wasn’t ready but it was too late, Jimmy’s gun was mere inches from the skin. He glanced up at me with those eyes and I nodded now feeling safe; strangely enough. It didn’t hurt at all! It was more an annoying scratchy feeling rather then pain, after awhile it even felt, dare I say relaxing.
The front of the tattoo went by rather quickly because Micah and I were talking through most of it and Jimmy was in on the conversation too. When it was time to flip he told me to roll over on my back to finish and the only thing that went through my mind was....
That’s what he said.
Micah and I even made a bet, first to level gets to pick the others tattoo! I am determined to win so I can get him to tattoo AURA onto his forehead. Sadly, he then made a rule the other must approve such tattoo – Such a shame.
The tattoo was done, and it looked amazing I was so excited, the tattoo actually made me feel... Sexy. Like my confidence level rose greatly. He and I walked home and we parted ways, he went to his apartment and I went to mine. As soon as I got in, I took a picture.
The next day, I went to Vaughn, he needed to come home. I apologize to both him and Hel; I said that I was wrong. Vaughn was staying at some next house and Hel and I went out for a walk to ‘talk’. Dear god I missed Hel, the Hel I love with all my being. My brother, my wonderful, smart, amazing brother; who has kinky quarks. I never thought I’d miss being in someone’s arms so much, but I did. Hopefully we can rebuild our relationship and move on from this.
Now as for Vaughn, Micah missed him so I went to find him. I explained everything through a closed door and left. He said he’d be home tomorrow night which evidently is tonight now. I hope he keeps to his word, Micah is worried and well I miss him. I won’t jump into anything, ever again but that doesn’t mean we can’t actually be like family. We’ll get to know each other slowly.
No break downs
No prying
No misunderstandings
No Ill communications.
Just slowly, and naturally getting to know one another. No listening to others advice either; that was a ******* failure and half.
We’ll see what tonight brings me. I am actually very happy... I’m smiling for real and I’m as bouncy as ever.
-Cherry.
Nick got married today... I don’t know how he found out I went to the realm but he did and assumed I was still there. I missed my uncles wedding. My apple pie. It’s so unfair, he didn’t even bother to ask... I am feeling hurt, left out, betrayed and so many other emotions that come along with anger. I left him roses and still got nothing in return, no words, no actions, nothing. It makes me wonderful what he truly thinks of me; sometimes I wish I was a telepath, so I could know what people think of me and be done with it. Congratulations Nick Bowstrong, I guess at least that is in order.
What else happened to me today? Oh this and that. I left a gift for Vaughn, a welcome home gift and I’m not sure if he got it or not; I hope so. I looked high and low for that gift, I know he likes to stab things so I figured awe what the hell might as well give him a new toy...
Mr Old fart and I went dancing! Awww, yah. I got done up this low cut front and back dress, it showed off my tattoo and did I ever feel sexy wearing it. He wore a suit, a suit... I was going to suggest a open V navy blue retro silk shirt. Now, that would of been hot; and hey he might of even owned one! I mean the man’s been through a few fashion trends here and there right? Who am I kidding that man knows how to dress! He is the swag in swagger and fella’s I’m telling you he knows how to talk. I have recruited him as my wing man; he has admitted i’m as cute as a button and sweet and innocent, I’m sure I can turn a few heads in my direction. Hot damn he is the best and those dragon eyes... Well they can make any girls skin crawl with anticipation.
As for right now, well I’m lying in bed writing to you oh magical booklet. There really is nothing better to do at the moment. I’m sure Pa and Ma are doing the nasty, and may I say... ew. Hel is teasing his childe Caleb with what I believe to be a nurses outfit and Vaughn is nowhere to be seen. Stefano is god knows where, our next artistic adventure, pastels! Dimi, my sweet, sweet Dimi is here lying by my side. The poor thing is so tired so I am allowing him to rest in my bed.
Dimi alone is an odd duck. Hel said he loved fighting yet the man hasn’t touched me at all, unless holding me, hugging me and keeping me close is now code for “let’s rumble.” He is sweet and kind and charming on so many levels, did I mention he stutters when he talks to me; talk about c-u-t-e! He’s attractive as sin and I can’t help but steal a few glances here and there, you haven’t seen his body booklet it’s something to die over.
I’m just about done telling you my eventful day and I’m going to go crawl under the blankets and snuggle with the amazingly sexy man in my bed. The best thing about being a vampire, you’re siblings aren’t really blood related. I’m not tied down, no man has put his claim on me I say I’m allowed to cuddle with who ever I want and right now, that’s Dimi.
Ta-ta pink booklet!
-Cherry.
My first few days have been hectic yet wonderful all in the same time. Mr Scratch and I went bathing suit shopping and I got a great little number to wear out when I swim, it’s small! We had a blast shopping and even he got something to wear, can you believe it! The old man wears it well too. We have plans to go dancing then maybe we’d go out for a bite to eat. I think he is one of the most amazing men I know, he is such a good friend; I’d go to him for anything because I know I could always trust him.
I was out with my pa Micah took me out for the evening. We got a slushie, a cherry slushie; turned my tongue red! Anyways I met Jimmy, what a charming man. He took me in to get my first tattoo, we made a promise not to long ago that when I was ready he’d take me and we’d have that experience together; I took him up on his offer. He lead me down near the docks and into a small store where I met a man by the name of Jimmy. The man couldn’t talk so pa signed to him and communicated for me. The moment I laid eyes on Jimmy I knew I had to have him. I ran up and gave him a giant hug, I could tell how nervous he was because he shook and Micah said something.
He asked me what I wanted and I roughly sketched it out for him, I didn’t know what detail I wanted in the tattoo but he filled it in with his talented hand. Pa lead me to the chair and I sat down in it, I was really nervous because Pa said it would hurt; I was expecting so much pain when he started. Taking Micah’s hand in mine I held on for dear life waiting for the buzzing needle to finally touch my skin. Cringing I couldn’t help but peek through one eye so I knew when it was happen. Jimmy snapped on his gloves and I nearly jumped out of my skin; the thought ran through my mind that no I wasn’t ready but it was too late, Jimmy’s gun was mere inches from the skin. He glanced up at me with those eyes and I nodded now feeling safe; strangely enough. It didn’t hurt at all! It was more an annoying scratchy feeling rather then pain, after awhile it even felt, dare I say relaxing.
The front of the tattoo went by rather quickly because Micah and I were talking through most of it and Jimmy was in on the conversation too. When it was time to flip he told me to roll over on my back to finish and the only thing that went through my mind was....
That’s what he said.
Micah and I even made a bet, first to level gets to pick the others tattoo! I am determined to win so I can get him to tattoo AURA onto his forehead. Sadly, he then made a rule the other must approve such tattoo – Such a shame.
The tattoo was done, and it looked amazing I was so excited, the tattoo actually made me feel... Sexy. Like my confidence level rose greatly. He and I walked home and we parted ways, he went to his apartment and I went to mine. As soon as I got in, I took a picture.
The next day, I went to Vaughn, he needed to come home. I apologize to both him and Hel; I said that I was wrong. Vaughn was staying at some next house and Hel and I went out for a walk to ‘talk’. Dear god I missed Hel, the Hel I love with all my being. My brother, my wonderful, smart, amazing brother; who has kinky quarks. I never thought I’d miss being in someone’s arms so much, but I did. Hopefully we can rebuild our relationship and move on from this.
Now as for Vaughn, Micah missed him so I went to find him. I explained everything through a closed door and left. He said he’d be home tomorrow night which evidently is tonight now. I hope he keeps to his word, Micah is worried and well I miss him. I won’t jump into anything, ever again but that doesn’t mean we can’t actually be like family. We’ll get to know each other slowly.
No break downs
No prying
No misunderstandings
No Ill communications.
Just slowly, and naturally getting to know one another. No listening to others advice either; that was a ******* failure and half.
We’ll see what tonight brings me. I am actually very happy... I’m smiling for real and I’m as bouncy as ever.
-Cherry.
Nick got married today... I don’t know how he found out I went to the realm but he did and assumed I was still there. I missed my uncles wedding. My apple pie. It’s so unfair, he didn’t even bother to ask... I am feeling hurt, left out, betrayed and so many other emotions that come along with anger. I left him roses and still got nothing in return, no words, no actions, nothing. It makes me wonderful what he truly thinks of me; sometimes I wish I was a telepath, so I could know what people think of me and be done with it. Congratulations Nick Bowstrong, I guess at least that is in order.
What else happened to me today? Oh this and that. I left a gift for Vaughn, a welcome home gift and I’m not sure if he got it or not; I hope so. I looked high and low for that gift, I know he likes to stab things so I figured awe what the hell might as well give him a new toy...
Mr Old fart and I went dancing! Awww, yah. I got done up this low cut front and back dress, it showed off my tattoo and did I ever feel sexy wearing it. He wore a suit, a suit... I was going to suggest a open V navy blue retro silk shirt. Now, that would of been hot; and hey he might of even owned one! I mean the man’s been through a few fashion trends here and there right? Who am I kidding that man knows how to dress! He is the swag in swagger and fella’s I’m telling you he knows how to talk. I have recruited him as my wing man; he has admitted i’m as cute as a button and sweet and innocent, I’m sure I can turn a few heads in my direction. Hot damn he is the best and those dragon eyes... Well they can make any girls skin crawl with anticipation.
As for right now, well I’m lying in bed writing to you oh magical booklet. There really is nothing better to do at the moment. I’m sure Pa and Ma are doing the nasty, and may I say... ew. Hel is teasing his childe Caleb with what I believe to be a nurses outfit and Vaughn is nowhere to be seen. Stefano is god knows where, our next artistic adventure, pastels! Dimi, my sweet, sweet Dimi is here lying by my side. The poor thing is so tired so I am allowing him to rest in my bed.
Dimi alone is an odd duck. Hel said he loved fighting yet the man hasn’t touched me at all, unless holding me, hugging me and keeping me close is now code for “let’s rumble.” He is sweet and kind and charming on so many levels, did I mention he stutters when he talks to me; talk about c-u-t-e! He’s attractive as sin and I can’t help but steal a few glances here and there, you haven’t seen his body booklet it’s something to die over.
I’m just about done telling you my eventful day and I’m going to go crawl under the blankets and snuggle with the amazingly sexy man in my bed. The best thing about being a vampire, you’re siblings aren’t really blood related. I’m not tied down, no man has put his claim on me I say I’m allowed to cuddle with who ever I want and right now, that’s Dimi.
Ta-ta pink booklet!
-Cherry.
.TRUE.LOVE.WAITS.
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Re: Pink Booklet
Dear Diary,
Last night Dimi and I went to a club, so much for sleeping. He came into my room and I just took his hand and led him right out of the apartments and into hustle and bustle of the streets. We got into the club and this ***** girl was giving him the ‘eye’ yup! Not gunna happen. I told her off, no one and I mean no one touches Dimi without my knowledge or permission, I’ve decided that.
After I told the slut off he and I left to feed, I had rats of course... Damn bounty if I didn’t have my bounty I would be feeding on humans, delicious, fleshy, succulent humans but no, of course I can’t! I feel so denied... It makes me want to cry inside, ok well not really but I miss it. So then we came home and went to bed, he slept in my bed again since the other bed we’re taken by other family members. I think he feels comfortable around me... He holds me all the time and I really enjoy being near him. It’s strange but we’ll see what happens.
NOW!
I went to see my old man, that’s right booklet Mr. Scratch himself! He’s a **** head mother ****** with fingers of DOOM. Doom I say!
I got shot in the chest by a hunter and he insisted on taking a look at the wound, go figure I had to take my shirt off but my bra remained on, no way I was letting him see my breasticles. He seemed to enjoy the view but then he got to work and he generally seemed concerned with my state. His “brace yourself” scared the living bajesus out of me. The loon actually stuck his FINGER inside my body to RIP the bullet from my skin. I screamed, but can you blame me. The man was actually loving this! ... It must be a necro thing, I don’t know. Freak. He even kept the bullet to remember the time he was ‘inside’ me. I tried slapping the bullet from his hand, I tried getting it back but the bugger put it in his mouth and sucked it clean... I better of tasted good, or else.
He bandaged me up and healed me a little because he is just amazing like that. He held me for awhile as we were talking for hours, literally hours. It was so much fun and I was very comfortable in his arms. I adore him and in case you didn’t hear me.
I
Love
Mr.
Scratch
So
Very
Much
Because
He
Is
The
Bomb
Diggety
And
A
Old
Loon!
I hope you heard me because I really don’t want to waste paper again. I plan on talking to that crazy man everyday for the rest of his LIFE. Well maybe not every day because that’s a little excessive don’t you think? I think so.
What else happened today? Oh. Vaughn and I talked; I don’t think he understands that I really want to fix things with him and not just for everyone else’s sake. I really want this. I want us to grow and learn more of each other, but that will take time and well that’s all we really have anyways is time. We’ll see where this takes us and we’ll grow and learn from there.
I danced around in my room in my underwear today, it was so much fun and I think I’m going to do it again... I’ve been listening to this song constantly and I plan on listening to it all night.
Oh – Bake cupcakes, because I’m hungry!
-Cherry.
Song of the day!!!
Last night Dimi and I went to a club, so much for sleeping. He came into my room and I just took his hand and led him right out of the apartments and into hustle and bustle of the streets. We got into the club and this ***** girl was giving him the ‘eye’ yup! Not gunna happen. I told her off, no one and I mean no one touches Dimi without my knowledge or permission, I’ve decided that.
After I told the slut off he and I left to feed, I had rats of course... Damn bounty if I didn’t have my bounty I would be feeding on humans, delicious, fleshy, succulent humans but no, of course I can’t! I feel so denied... It makes me want to cry inside, ok well not really but I miss it. So then we came home and went to bed, he slept in my bed again since the other bed we’re taken by other family members. I think he feels comfortable around me... He holds me all the time and I really enjoy being near him. It’s strange but we’ll see what happens.
NOW!
I went to see my old man, that’s right booklet Mr. Scratch himself! He’s a **** head mother ****** with fingers of DOOM. Doom I say!
I got shot in the chest by a hunter and he insisted on taking a look at the wound, go figure I had to take my shirt off but my bra remained on, no way I was letting him see my breasticles. He seemed to enjoy the view but then he got to work and he generally seemed concerned with my state. His “brace yourself” scared the living bajesus out of me. The loon actually stuck his FINGER inside my body to RIP the bullet from my skin. I screamed, but can you blame me. The man was actually loving this! ... It must be a necro thing, I don’t know. Freak. He even kept the bullet to remember the time he was ‘inside’ me. I tried slapping the bullet from his hand, I tried getting it back but the bugger put it in his mouth and sucked it clean... I better of tasted good, or else.
He bandaged me up and healed me a little because he is just amazing like that. He held me for awhile as we were talking for hours, literally hours. It was so much fun and I was very comfortable in his arms. I adore him and in case you didn’t hear me.
I
Love
Mr.
Scratch
So
Very
Much
Because
He
Is
The
Bomb
Diggety
And
A
Old
Loon!
I hope you heard me because I really don’t want to waste paper again. I plan on talking to that crazy man everyday for the rest of his LIFE. Well maybe not every day because that’s a little excessive don’t you think? I think so.
What else happened today? Oh. Vaughn and I talked; I don’t think he understands that I really want to fix things with him and not just for everyone else’s sake. I really want this. I want us to grow and learn more of each other, but that will take time and well that’s all we really have anyways is time. We’ll see where this takes us and we’ll grow and learn from there.
I danced around in my room in my underwear today, it was so much fun and I think I’m going to do it again... I’ve been listening to this song constantly and I plan on listening to it all night.
Oh – Bake cupcakes, because I’m hungry!
-Cherry.
Song of the day!!!
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Re: Pink Booklet
Dear Diary,
I haven’t written to you in a long time I know and I’m sorry. A lot has happened since we last really seen each other, a lot, a lot. Let me fill you in on what’s taken place. Mr Scratch and I talked, just like every other day and he gave me two gifts. I got a delicious candy rose and a beautiful pink leather bracelet; I will keep it with me at all times whether it’s on my wrist or in my bag. He’s a sweet guy and very caring towards me at least; which I can assume Micah is happy over.
Mr Scratch took me out raving!
I got dressed in my little outfit and my most comfortable heels and he wore the blue silk shirt! I don’t think I’ve laughed so hard seeing him wear that. We headed towards the club and little did I know it was a rave. We walked in and I loaded my body up with glow sticks, I even took a pink glowing mouth guard; can you say sexy fangs? Haha! We danced our stilled hearts out until the early morning. Half way through the night they started the bubble machine, and then they did it, something I never expected... The entire floor started filling with bubbles and holy **** balls it was fun! Dancing in bubbles, slipping in bubbles, jumping in bubbles; hands down the funniest night in the city so far. I don’t think I’ve danced so much in my LIFE, and this song came on, and I loved it. I think I danced with just about everyone, Mr Scratch mostly but he commented about the eyes on me... Arg, I hate eyes on me... bur, scary! He knows how to party, who the **** knew the old man had some moves! Bwuhaha, :] Aww, he makes me happy.
Vaughn and I spoke awhile ago, I found him walking among the streets while I was on my way to the water; I asked him to join and to my surprise he did. We went out into the water and he saw my tattoo... Yeah that was a surprise I guess it’s been a part of me for awhile now that it’s just not on my mind anymore unless I’m pulling at the inked skin just for fun and amusement. He commented on it and I showed him, he seemed to like it which is good because so do I. We swam a bit and then he commented on As slapping my ***... In my mind he seemed a little jealous but I tried explaining it meant nothing to me; just gave me a form of amusement and a good laugh. We spoke awhile long before we decided to get dry and grab dry cloths, he said he’d be back and I ran home as fast as I could grabbed my cloths and ran back even without changing.
I waited...
And waited...
And, waited...
He didn’t return to me like he said he would, instead I got a text saying he met up with Micah and he wouldn’t be coming back. I’m not going to lie booklet I was torn, and upset but at the same time happy. Micah has been missing him so much I knew they needed time together to bond and what not. Still it kind of stung but it’s nothing I can’t get over. Maybe he will seek me out soon when he has time for us to talk and what not, again I can only hope.
I left the sand and returned the next evening to bask in the light of the moon. My beautiful Reyna found me and we went swimming and had a very... in depth conversation about love, our emotions and thoughts on the topic. In a way we really opened up to reach other, I liked it; I’ve never felt closer to her then when we were just sitting in the water. She is the most wonderful, charming, sweet, an amazing listener and just.. Words can’t describe how much she means to me.
She’s, my blue haired angel.
I saw a father walking along the street today and instantly my mind went to my human father and me when I was younger. Really took my down memory lane and I ran home to Ma and Pa’s place to grab the teddy bear he gave me when I was younger... Yes, I still have it to this day. It’s old but it’s mine and I will keep it for as long as I can unless it turns to dusk in my hand... Then I’ll keep it in a bottle...
Micah came to me today... he covered my eyes with his hands and said he had a surprise for me. Now, I had no idea he had even remembered what I said I longed for but he did. Turning around in his arms he held up a cloth and under it was a kitten! A small, furry grey kitten and it was mine. I cried, like a baby I’m not going to sugar coat things, it was the sweetest gift. The kitten is so tiny, it’s a boy so Micah gave the name Storm to him and I love it. Micah bought all the things that go along with having a kitten, the toys, the collar and food. The ultimate perfect gift.
Micah and I talked for hours, about thoughts, worries, dreams, hopes and life in general... One thing he brought to my attention was love. He asked if love made him look weak, and of course my answer was no. Why would it? My answer was:
“Of course not.. If anything it makes you look more fierce.. You'd kill anyone that even comes close to her... In my eyes at least. You have a reason to fight and to protect and a vampire with a purpose... Are normally the strongest.”
I stand by my statement, and I think I always will. Having something to motivate you to do your utmost best all the time; hell I’d want that, and I do want that. I envy the love he has with his wife; I wish that happiness upon any vampire. Anyone who thinks different is a fool. The urge to kill yah it will still be there but it doesn’t limit your ability to love, at least I don’t think it does or at least feel SOMETHING.
Oh, did I mention I got my brother to pain my nails, aw yah! Hel is such an amazing brother... He is very nice, to me anyways. We have a long conversation about Victor and how much we want to kill him, nothing new there. We also talked about Caleb and how amazingly cute and hot the boy is... Which, he is. Hel stole him from me at the club, him and his evil hips of grinding fury!
I’ll let you know what happens tonight!
-Cherry.
The song I loved... That describes me apparently!
I haven’t written to you in a long time I know and I’m sorry. A lot has happened since we last really seen each other, a lot, a lot. Let me fill you in on what’s taken place. Mr Scratch and I talked, just like every other day and he gave me two gifts. I got a delicious candy rose and a beautiful pink leather bracelet; I will keep it with me at all times whether it’s on my wrist or in my bag. He’s a sweet guy and very caring towards me at least; which I can assume Micah is happy over.
Mr Scratch took me out raving!
I got dressed in my little outfit and my most comfortable heels and he wore the blue silk shirt! I don’t think I’ve laughed so hard seeing him wear that. We headed towards the club and little did I know it was a rave. We walked in and I loaded my body up with glow sticks, I even took a pink glowing mouth guard; can you say sexy fangs? Haha! We danced our stilled hearts out until the early morning. Half way through the night they started the bubble machine, and then they did it, something I never expected... The entire floor started filling with bubbles and holy **** balls it was fun! Dancing in bubbles, slipping in bubbles, jumping in bubbles; hands down the funniest night in the city so far. I don’t think I’ve danced so much in my LIFE, and this song came on, and I loved it. I think I danced with just about everyone, Mr Scratch mostly but he commented about the eyes on me... Arg, I hate eyes on me... bur, scary! He knows how to party, who the **** knew the old man had some moves! Bwuhaha, :] Aww, he makes me happy.
Vaughn and I spoke awhile ago, I found him walking among the streets while I was on my way to the water; I asked him to join and to my surprise he did. We went out into the water and he saw my tattoo... Yeah that was a surprise I guess it’s been a part of me for awhile now that it’s just not on my mind anymore unless I’m pulling at the inked skin just for fun and amusement. He commented on it and I showed him, he seemed to like it which is good because so do I. We swam a bit and then he commented on As slapping my ***... In my mind he seemed a little jealous but I tried explaining it meant nothing to me; just gave me a form of amusement and a good laugh. We spoke awhile long before we decided to get dry and grab dry cloths, he said he’d be back and I ran home as fast as I could grabbed my cloths and ran back even without changing.
I waited...
And waited...
And, waited...
He didn’t return to me like he said he would, instead I got a text saying he met up with Micah and he wouldn’t be coming back. I’m not going to lie booklet I was torn, and upset but at the same time happy. Micah has been missing him so much I knew they needed time together to bond and what not. Still it kind of stung but it’s nothing I can’t get over. Maybe he will seek me out soon when he has time for us to talk and what not, again I can only hope.
I left the sand and returned the next evening to bask in the light of the moon. My beautiful Reyna found me and we went swimming and had a very... in depth conversation about love, our emotions and thoughts on the topic. In a way we really opened up to reach other, I liked it; I’ve never felt closer to her then when we were just sitting in the water. She is the most wonderful, charming, sweet, an amazing listener and just.. Words can’t describe how much she means to me.
She’s, my blue haired angel.
I saw a father walking along the street today and instantly my mind went to my human father and me when I was younger. Really took my down memory lane and I ran home to Ma and Pa’s place to grab the teddy bear he gave me when I was younger... Yes, I still have it to this day. It’s old but it’s mine and I will keep it for as long as I can unless it turns to dusk in my hand... Then I’ll keep it in a bottle...
Micah came to me today... he covered my eyes with his hands and said he had a surprise for me. Now, I had no idea he had even remembered what I said I longed for but he did. Turning around in his arms he held up a cloth and under it was a kitten! A small, furry grey kitten and it was mine. I cried, like a baby I’m not going to sugar coat things, it was the sweetest gift. The kitten is so tiny, it’s a boy so Micah gave the name Storm to him and I love it. Micah bought all the things that go along with having a kitten, the toys, the collar and food. The ultimate perfect gift.
Micah and I talked for hours, about thoughts, worries, dreams, hopes and life in general... One thing he brought to my attention was love. He asked if love made him look weak, and of course my answer was no. Why would it? My answer was:
“Of course not.. If anything it makes you look more fierce.. You'd kill anyone that even comes close to her... In my eyes at least. You have a reason to fight and to protect and a vampire with a purpose... Are normally the strongest.”
I stand by my statement, and I think I always will. Having something to motivate you to do your utmost best all the time; hell I’d want that, and I do want that. I envy the love he has with his wife; I wish that happiness upon any vampire. Anyone who thinks different is a fool. The urge to kill yah it will still be there but it doesn’t limit your ability to love, at least I don’t think it does or at least feel SOMETHING.
Oh, did I mention I got my brother to pain my nails, aw yah! Hel is such an amazing brother... He is very nice, to me anyways. We have a long conversation about Victor and how much we want to kill him, nothing new there. We also talked about Caleb and how amazingly cute and hot the boy is... Which, he is. Hel stole him from me at the club, him and his evil hips of grinding fury!
I’ll let you know what happens tonight!
-Cherry.
The song I loved... That describes me apparently!
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Re: Pink Booklet
Dear Diary,
A happy diary entry today!
Storm slept on the pillow right above my head all night, things were going well until his paws got tangled in my hair; do you know how hard it is to try free a wiggling fur ball? ******* hard. He is finding his way around the apartment rather easily and he’s met a number of family members so far. Storms been introduced to Hel, Old loon, Vaughn and Stefano. I know he is a boy but he’s getting a pink, glittery collar. Only real men wear pink anyways!
Speaking of Vaughn though, he came over today to meet Storm and things went really well actually, better than I thought possible. He seemed to like Storm to my surprise. He was more concerned with my bed, now booklet don’t let your mind head directly into the gutter there was a reason... My father’s tie. He just kind of bluntly asked why I had a males tie under my bed and I think I had an out of body experience. I saw my jaw drop and I just stared, no one knew I had my father’s tie under my bed but me... Yes, I kept one of my father’s ties and I even took the remains of his cologne bottle and the teddy bear he gave me; I mean it’s old but it’s mine.
I started to cry when I finally revealed the tie to him showing him he was right. He, he being Vaughn came over and stared at me. He then grabbed Storm and held him in front of my face; said I needed to hug something cuddly. Instead I hugged him, he hugged me back. Well **** me sideways! Vaughn, actually hugged me back. I keep replaying that in my mind and laughing. He held me awhile before I noticed his sudden hungry and urge to bite something, so of course I allowed him my neck and he took my vein. Booklet, I’m going to let you in on a little secret – He’s the only male I’ve allowed to take my vein, ever. I’m not sure if that’s good or bad but it’s the truth.
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On another note I met my brother snickers. HAHA! Yes, Mal, I’ve met him. Instantly there was a connection there he is such a sweetheart it’s not even funny. I named him snickers because he confessed something to me and that is he can be extremely ticklish, so I figured that men don’t giggle, instead they snicker. Plus, snickers are a delicious chocolate bar... So good. He and I had a rather long talk about family and the members of the line and what not; it was really fun actually and I plan on tackling him sometime really soon.
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Stefano and I had another long talk today to, we continued our swim from yesterday and after we dunked each other and raced back to the beach we finally had our one on one time. We talked about our past and our parents. This is weird because ours is nearly the same only his mother left when he was two and mine left the day after I was born. I’m glad we got to spend some time together, I think there is a lot of potential from a great friendship. I heard he was going to meet Momma today and I’m kind of curious as to how that went – If they didn’t then I hope they meet sometime soon. I’d really like for him to grow closer to our family, I mean I like him for who he is I’m sure everyone else would adore him just as much as I do. I can only hope that with this meeting things will fall further into place. I’m crossing my fingers.
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I went and saw Scratch today just to talk... The man always knows when something is off balance with me; ******* freak. He just held me and talked to me – Slowly I began to calm down. It caught me off guard about Vaughn reading my memories and on top of that Silver came to see me today, odd right? I mean we don’t talk for days, weeks even and all of a sudden he claims to miss me. I’m sorry but I didn’t miss him. After I found out a few interesting details about him I couldn’t hold more than a 3 minute conversation with him. He uses my sister, he hurts ma and the past reasons... 3 strikes you’re out. Scratch quickly changed the subject from my father to my kitten and I was happy again. He is so win. I must remind him he owes me another shopping trip and a day out at the club again; we had so much fun it’s not even funny. We’re like Ren and stimpy – The utmost best of friends! Jesus how long has it been since that show was on? A long *** time, I must look up an episode to watch tonight with Storm.
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What else did I do today? Oh guess what – I’m a hound! That’s right booklet, I’m a ******* Hell Hound. I’ve never been more excited to be a part of something, ever. They have all been so welcoming and I say that because most of them are like family to me already. Nix is a sweetheart, and might I say if she was a cupcake I’d eat her up in one second flat! Oh dear god now I’m craving cupcakes... But, I’m just too lazy to go make any right now... Maybe if I text Vaughn he’ll buy me some... Maybe... Hopefully...
Hel seemed happy I was a hound. I’m glad he knows so now he’ll know to watch himself around me! I’ll cut his balls off faster than he can blink if he tries grounding me again and sending me to my room... That’s a whole other story though... and a long one which involved a lot of yelling, a lot of doubt about who loves who and who holds power over who and blah, blah, blah... God I love that kid; he’s so awesome and guess what he’s mine. Hel is my brother, all mine I’m not sharing at all. EVER. Sorry Caleb...
I think that’s about it... If I’m missing something I’ll add it tomorrow or whenever I get the chance too.
-Cherry.
Song of the night:
A happy diary entry today!
Storm slept on the pillow right above my head all night, things were going well until his paws got tangled in my hair; do you know how hard it is to try free a wiggling fur ball? ******* hard. He is finding his way around the apartment rather easily and he’s met a number of family members so far. Storms been introduced to Hel, Old loon, Vaughn and Stefano. I know he is a boy but he’s getting a pink, glittery collar. Only real men wear pink anyways!
Speaking of Vaughn though, he came over today to meet Storm and things went really well actually, better than I thought possible. He seemed to like Storm to my surprise. He was more concerned with my bed, now booklet don’t let your mind head directly into the gutter there was a reason... My father’s tie. He just kind of bluntly asked why I had a males tie under my bed and I think I had an out of body experience. I saw my jaw drop and I just stared, no one knew I had my father’s tie under my bed but me... Yes, I kept one of my father’s ties and I even took the remains of his cologne bottle and the teddy bear he gave me; I mean it’s old but it’s mine.
I started to cry when I finally revealed the tie to him showing him he was right. He, he being Vaughn came over and stared at me. He then grabbed Storm and held him in front of my face; said I needed to hug something cuddly. Instead I hugged him, he hugged me back. Well **** me sideways! Vaughn, actually hugged me back. I keep replaying that in my mind and laughing. He held me awhile before I noticed his sudden hungry and urge to bite something, so of course I allowed him my neck and he took my vein. Booklet, I’m going to let you in on a little secret – He’s the only male I’ve allowed to take my vein, ever. I’m not sure if that’s good or bad but it’s the truth.
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On another note I met my brother snickers. HAHA! Yes, Mal, I’ve met him. Instantly there was a connection there he is such a sweetheart it’s not even funny. I named him snickers because he confessed something to me and that is he can be extremely ticklish, so I figured that men don’t giggle, instead they snicker. Plus, snickers are a delicious chocolate bar... So good. He and I had a rather long talk about family and the members of the line and what not; it was really fun actually and I plan on tackling him sometime really soon.
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Stefano and I had another long talk today to, we continued our swim from yesterday and after we dunked each other and raced back to the beach we finally had our one on one time. We talked about our past and our parents. This is weird because ours is nearly the same only his mother left when he was two and mine left the day after I was born. I’m glad we got to spend some time together, I think there is a lot of potential from a great friendship. I heard he was going to meet Momma today and I’m kind of curious as to how that went – If they didn’t then I hope they meet sometime soon. I’d really like for him to grow closer to our family, I mean I like him for who he is I’m sure everyone else would adore him just as much as I do. I can only hope that with this meeting things will fall further into place. I’m crossing my fingers.
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I went and saw Scratch today just to talk... The man always knows when something is off balance with me; ******* freak. He just held me and talked to me – Slowly I began to calm down. It caught me off guard about Vaughn reading my memories and on top of that Silver came to see me today, odd right? I mean we don’t talk for days, weeks even and all of a sudden he claims to miss me. I’m sorry but I didn’t miss him. After I found out a few interesting details about him I couldn’t hold more than a 3 minute conversation with him. He uses my sister, he hurts ma and the past reasons... 3 strikes you’re out. Scratch quickly changed the subject from my father to my kitten and I was happy again. He is so win. I must remind him he owes me another shopping trip and a day out at the club again; we had so much fun it’s not even funny. We’re like Ren and stimpy – The utmost best of friends! Jesus how long has it been since that show was on? A long *** time, I must look up an episode to watch tonight with Storm.
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What else did I do today? Oh guess what – I’m a hound! That’s right booklet, I’m a ******* Hell Hound. I’ve never been more excited to be a part of something, ever. They have all been so welcoming and I say that because most of them are like family to me already. Nix is a sweetheart, and might I say if she was a cupcake I’d eat her up in one second flat! Oh dear god now I’m craving cupcakes... But, I’m just too lazy to go make any right now... Maybe if I text Vaughn he’ll buy me some... Maybe... Hopefully...
Hel seemed happy I was a hound. I’m glad he knows so now he’ll know to watch himself around me! I’ll cut his balls off faster than he can blink if he tries grounding me again and sending me to my room... That’s a whole other story though... and a long one which involved a lot of yelling, a lot of doubt about who loves who and who holds power over who and blah, blah, blah... God I love that kid; he’s so awesome and guess what he’s mine. Hel is my brother, all mine I’m not sharing at all. EVER. Sorry Caleb...
***REMINDER – PAINT HEL’S NAILS BLACK! ***
I think that’s about it... If I’m missing something I’ll add it tomorrow or whenever I get the chance too.
-Cherry.
Song of the night:
.TRUE.LOVE.WAITS.
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Re: Pink Booklet
Dear dairy,
What the ****.
What the ****.
What. The. ****!
Why can’t things go right for one, mother ******* day? Just one. 24 hours, not even I sleep some of that time. Vaughn and I saw each other – Yay!- He was trying to hack and I was helping him, I really liked teaching him, being there and watching him learn was fun. The boy is a fast learner, really fast. He failed the first time but never gave up. He did it and I danced in victory at his success. I gave him lots of hugs and he hugged me back... squee! He had to leave though, he had a date with Micah and that made me happier – The two of them talking and doing manly things... At least I assume manly things, if I found them arranging flowers I’d need to ask questions.
Everything as good, everything was grand. I met an amazing woman named Jacinthe and we hit it off rather well. She came up with the idea of a gathering and everything went well at first, Rocklin, ******* Rocklin stripped! If I didn’t have my eyes attached to my face I would of sworn it was another; not to mention he was a pretty good dancer – that boy has skills. Everything went well and then I left for about 15 – 20 minutes and all hell broke loose. Go. *******. Figure.
Nix brought up the engagement I assume and then I don’t even know. Everyone voiced their opinions, myself included and Hel just... ripped into me. He’s ignoring me now. He didn’t even come home and it’s ******* killing me. He accused me of loving Nix more than my brother Mal. My own brother! That’s the second time he’d doubt my love. Again. Should just stop trying? Should I try more? I don’t ******* know. The only boy who can ruffle my feathers is Hel. He can switch my mood from happy to depressed and confused faster than I can throw my sword. That boy, no man; That man will be the death of me, I swear it. I left the house, walked in on Nick in my room; creepy. Stormed out and stayed in some abandoned building for the night; I couldn’t sleep no matter how hard I tried.
Pa sent me a song via cell phone and I played it literally all night. I wept. I don’t think I’ve cried so hard in a long time. I just plugged in my headphones and stayed in my corner, replaying that song over... and over... and over again.
I’ve never wanted someone to hold me more than in that moment of weakness. Micah was mad at mom because Rocklin was talking about stripping, Hel was mad at me. Nix was all over the place. Scorpia tried everything, Mal was upset. The whole night was just so fucked up. I ended up going back for a moment and sitting with Mal. He and I both left the apartment and went to the beach to talk and just be in each other’s company. It calmed me down a little but it didn’t help. I left again and went back to the building I was in and remained there for the rest of the night.
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Early this morning I returned home to find Nick out of my room and Nix sleeping there, it didn’t bother me everyone needed a good night’s rest I think. I couldn’t remain there for long I left soon after. Jacinthe came to see me... That girl can calm me down in a way I never thought possible. She is really brilliant. Rocklin even came to see me, which I found weird because of how quiet he was the first time we met. He got angry because I gave him and air hug, in my mind I was like ‘Oh **** not you too, you’re mad at me too!’ but he wanted a real hug which took me completely by surprise; He and Jacinthe are great together, the girl better get used to being called cute because she is so... cute.
Mal and I spoke today, he and I are growing closer which is always good in my books... I will keep the man safe at all costs, he is like my best friend already... Damn I have a lot of best friends, but oh well. Id trust him with nearly everything of my past if he wished to listen and I asked to know of his. I want there to be no secrets between us and no boundaries to keep us apart. Family is supposed to watch out for each other, know everything there is about one another and be able to comfort and care for each other; at least in my eyes it should be that way.
I seem to be failing terribly with some people in my family and succeeding with others. Does that make me a failure as a sister?
I think so.
-Cherry.
The song that made aura weep:
What the ****.
What the ****.
What. The. ****!
Why can’t things go right for one, mother ******* day? Just one. 24 hours, not even I sleep some of that time. Vaughn and I saw each other – Yay!- He was trying to hack and I was helping him, I really liked teaching him, being there and watching him learn was fun. The boy is a fast learner, really fast. He failed the first time but never gave up. He did it and I danced in victory at his success. I gave him lots of hugs and he hugged me back... squee! He had to leave though, he had a date with Micah and that made me happier – The two of them talking and doing manly things... At least I assume manly things, if I found them arranging flowers I’d need to ask questions.
Everything as good, everything was grand. I met an amazing woman named Jacinthe and we hit it off rather well. She came up with the idea of a gathering and everything went well at first, Rocklin, ******* Rocklin stripped! If I didn’t have my eyes attached to my face I would of sworn it was another; not to mention he was a pretty good dancer – that boy has skills. Everything went well and then I left for about 15 – 20 minutes and all hell broke loose. Go. *******. Figure.
Nix brought up the engagement I assume and then I don’t even know. Everyone voiced their opinions, myself included and Hel just... ripped into me. He’s ignoring me now. He didn’t even come home and it’s ******* killing me. He accused me of loving Nix more than my brother Mal. My own brother! That’s the second time he’d doubt my love. Again. Should just stop trying? Should I try more? I don’t ******* know. The only boy who can ruffle my feathers is Hel. He can switch my mood from happy to depressed and confused faster than I can throw my sword. That boy, no man; That man will be the death of me, I swear it. I left the house, walked in on Nick in my room; creepy. Stormed out and stayed in some abandoned building for the night; I couldn’t sleep no matter how hard I tried.
Pa sent me a song via cell phone and I played it literally all night. I wept. I don’t think I’ve cried so hard in a long time. I just plugged in my headphones and stayed in my corner, replaying that song over... and over... and over again.
I’ve never wanted someone to hold me more than in that moment of weakness. Micah was mad at mom because Rocklin was talking about stripping, Hel was mad at me. Nix was all over the place. Scorpia tried everything, Mal was upset. The whole night was just so fucked up. I ended up going back for a moment and sitting with Mal. He and I both left the apartment and went to the beach to talk and just be in each other’s company. It calmed me down a little but it didn’t help. I left again and went back to the building I was in and remained there for the rest of the night.
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Early this morning I returned home to find Nick out of my room and Nix sleeping there, it didn’t bother me everyone needed a good night’s rest I think. I couldn’t remain there for long I left soon after. Jacinthe came to see me... That girl can calm me down in a way I never thought possible. She is really brilliant. Rocklin even came to see me, which I found weird because of how quiet he was the first time we met. He got angry because I gave him and air hug, in my mind I was like ‘Oh **** not you too, you’re mad at me too!’ but he wanted a real hug which took me completely by surprise; He and Jacinthe are great together, the girl better get used to being called cute because she is so... cute.
Mal and I spoke today, he and I are growing closer which is always good in my books... I will keep the man safe at all costs, he is like my best friend already... Damn I have a lot of best friends, but oh well. Id trust him with nearly everything of my past if he wished to listen and I asked to know of his. I want there to be no secrets between us and no boundaries to keep us apart. Family is supposed to watch out for each other, know everything there is about one another and be able to comfort and care for each other; at least in my eyes it should be that way.
I seem to be failing terribly with some people in my family and succeeding with others. Does that make me a failure as a sister?
I think so.
-Cherry.
The song that made aura weep:
.TRUE.LOVE.WAITS.