Fragments (Dominque's Personal Record)

[Dominique]

Short and sweet while I wait to be released once again from the Hospital of Horrors. I saw that soulless ******** once while here. Thanks to the visit from the kindest fellow human I will never get a chance to thank, I had a trap and a weapon to make him remember why it was his biggest mistake to ever bring me here to begin with. Last time he will come near me.

It's gone. What was a short brief blessing misplaced...is no more. It is for the best. It was not meant to be. Not in this place, in my body in this forsaken hell. I feel more empty even if I will never admit it. Soiled more than ever and disgusted with life and death. I am repulsed by what God has let happen and see no light anywhere. I hate everything that is not what as it seems. I see madness and pain coupled with the unthinkable. Now those are my comforts. I embrace them and realize life for me ended long ago. I will not pretend there is a humanity left in the place that surrounds me. I need to think like them to defeat them. In the end I hope I am forgiven and for all that I will do to succeed and finally destroy what is desecrating our world. One fang at a time if I have to it will be done.

Only here do I dare say she text me. I know it wasn't her. She is dead but I got a text. "What have you done?" Can the dead communicate in such a way? When I get out I am getting a new cellphone and burning this one.