Good morning my new friend. You are number three in my life here and we are back to the colour pink. I’m afraid to inform you that well, green was nice but just not me.
It’s the morning of March 1st, 2012 and I’m sitting in bed right now with a wounded and gouged eye. Last night I had an epiphany. If you’re hurting from internal pain, replace it with physical pain; sound legit, right? So I called my friend, and he first disagreed to hitting me but he came around and accepted the challenge. He came to my apartment since I had locked myself in and tried hitting me 6 times, each a failed attempt. What do you know lucky number 7 and he landed a blow to my head.
I ran from the room into the bathroom and held my head over the sink as the blood ran down my face and started mingling with the running water. He was going to turn and leave but I begged him to stay; he was angry, enraged at what I had asked but to my surprise he agreed to stay and watch over me. We sat on the couch and talked for awhile, I opened up about my feelings to him and he did to me. We shared some of our past stories and he even leaned down and kissed my temple opposite my wounded eye.
Yesterday, was dull. I painted, and I watched a movie by myself because the other who was suppose to come, didn’t. He surprised me; I never thought he’d just do that. We promised each other, we promised to always be around when the other called upon us regardless of what we were doing... Beauty and the Beast is such a beautiful story... He better have a good excuse... Psh.
The day has just begun and there is no telling what could happen today. Let’s have a positive outlook on today shall we booklet. More to come tonight when I settle down for the evening.
There is much to catch you up on... When I am finished baking I will tell you what's been going on in my life and how I'm feeling... See you in 45 minutes!
-Aura
So I'm back!
Today was long... and very uneventful. I gained a new found strength today, hopefully my aim is better than before and I can actually hit a target. I should shoot Lord Dee or Hel in passing... Maybe... But knowing Lord he will hit back in retaliation and I’ll get another groin shot...
I fought in the cage the other day. I rather enjoyed it; I got to take out my stress on people I didn’t know. Well... I knew Hel – But we love beating each other up! I had three wounds going in and I managed 3 hits on Hel, and I had two hits done on me; one by Hel and one by Noelle. She’s a lovely woman, really nice.
Vel came and bandaged my wounds for me since I had like 5. She’s a wonderful woman... What I’d do without her is beyond me... Truly, I don’t know how I made it this far without knowing her. She spent the night by my side making sure I slept and I couldn’t be more grateful to have such a loyal person helping me. Tit for tat type of thing, I bandaged her up she does the same for me...
Uhm... I haven’t seen Sliver lately... He did really, really well in the cage as expected. I spoke to him through texts but that’s about the length of things at the moment. He seems like a very nice man, and a very good friend. Only time will tell if I get the opportunity to learn more of it.
Time to paint another picture, I’ve been slacking on my talent lately replacing that time with hunting and stealing... I need to jump back on the canvas bandwagon and catch up with my emotions. We will see how this turns out. Joy.
Hopefully things will brighten up again. I’m keeping a positive outlook on things.
