It was a relief to know if things got crazy, Mason had a way to get away. Caia had never met anyone who could teleport; that she knew of. She imagined this could be very handy, especially if you could teleport anywhere. Caia had her tome, this was useful but it only had a single destination. Granted the Crypt had several portals to take her around the city. She owned a car, but hardly ever used it; simple because it could be a hassle. Especially if you had to get away from a situation in a hurry. She had stayed out of trouble, for the most part, since having been turned. This was her first real taste of chaos. Nothing about the situation felt comfortable or natural. Knowing this was going to be a night to linger with her for a long time. Second guessing the motives of others as a new normal. Caia was glad she had those she could count on. Her sire, and employees like Mason and Albert.
Relaxed in her seat, Caia felt herself tense once again the moment the truck started up. The radio would begin to play, but Caia turned it off as Mason spoke. Listing as the woman spoke of her Wraith, Caia found herself wondering if this was to be the fate of most vampires. It was said the city had a small number of ancient vampires but Caia had never met one. She had never taken the time to learn much about the history of vampires. Wondering now, What happened to them all? and Will more of them return?. It was hard to say what sort of condition those who returned would be in. Caia felt herself sympathetic towards the wraith Warren. "I can't imagine what it would be like to have to return from the shadow realm in such a way. To never be whole of body and mind. Though being out of the shadow realm any way one can is surely a blessing." As she shared such, her eyes would linger out the window. Silently she prayed for good fortune; to go unseen.
Speaking on then, she shared something with Mason she had not really spoken of with many others. " The first time I went into the Shadow realm,I sent myself but not in the way I know how to now. Not sure what I expected, but the reality of my life felt too much to handle at the time. Figuring the afterlife had to be better, somehow. It was far from. The darkness of the realm was greater than that of my life as a vampire out in the world. It did not take me long to find my way out. Never again has it crossed my mind, to take my own life again…." She choked up on her words, but spoke on. It felt good to actually talk about it all. " When I got back, that's when I became involved in managing my own businesses. Figured if others relied on me, it was less likely I would let myself slip away so deeply into depression."
Her tone grew sad, as she went on. " I focused too much of my time on work. Neglecting one who mattered most to me. His name was Warren, actually, a man I had known for several years. After I was turned, I turned him. It was an accident but he was my responsibility. Now he is gone, and I have no clue what happened to him. This is why I trained to enter the shadow realm but I have found no trace of him and fear I never will…." Caia felt on the verge of tears, but quickly tried to pull her emotions together. "Sorry to put that all out there…. It has been a hectic night. The events feel as if I have been kicked while I'm already down. It's just when does the pain and darkness end? I keep looking for a hope of life going on for the better, but all I have positive in my life is work and my sire. I had just started to consider dating again…. We both see how well that went for me." She managed a small smile, as if she found this ironic. Simply Caia found it depressing, but was done rattling on about the woes of her life. Reminding herself it could always be worse. Hoping the night did not get worse.
Relaxed in her seat, Caia felt herself tense once again the moment the truck started up. The radio would begin to play, but Caia turned it off as Mason spoke. Listing as the woman spoke of her Wraith, Caia found herself wondering if this was to be the fate of most vampires. It was said the city had a small number of ancient vampires but Caia had never met one. She had never taken the time to learn much about the history of vampires. Wondering now, What happened to them all? and Will more of them return?. It was hard to say what sort of condition those who returned would be in. Caia felt herself sympathetic towards the wraith Warren. "I can't imagine what it would be like to have to return from the shadow realm in such a way. To never be whole of body and mind. Though being out of the shadow realm any way one can is surely a blessing." As she shared such, her eyes would linger out the window. Silently she prayed for good fortune; to go unseen.
Speaking on then, she shared something with Mason she had not really spoken of with many others. " The first time I went into the Shadow realm,I sent myself but not in the way I know how to now. Not sure what I expected, but the reality of my life felt too much to handle at the time. Figuring the afterlife had to be better, somehow. It was far from. The darkness of the realm was greater than that of my life as a vampire out in the world. It did not take me long to find my way out. Never again has it crossed my mind, to take my own life again…." She choked up on her words, but spoke on. It felt good to actually talk about it all. " When I got back, that's when I became involved in managing my own businesses. Figured if others relied on me, it was less likely I would let myself slip away so deeply into depression."
Her tone grew sad, as she went on. " I focused too much of my time on work. Neglecting one who mattered most to me. His name was Warren, actually, a man I had known for several years. After I was turned, I turned him. It was an accident but he was my responsibility. Now he is gone, and I have no clue what happened to him. This is why I trained to enter the shadow realm but I have found no trace of him and fear I never will…." Caia felt on the verge of tears, but quickly tried to pull her emotions together. "Sorry to put that all out there…. It has been a hectic night. The events feel as if I have been kicked while I'm already down. It's just when does the pain and darkness end? I keep looking for a hope of life going on for the better, but all I have positive in my life is work and my sire. I had just started to consider dating again…. We both see how well that went for me." She managed a small smile, as if she found this ironic. Simply Caia found it depressing, but was done rattling on about the woes of her life. Reminding herself it could always be worse. Hoping the night did not get worse.