Of Madness, Mourning, and Sires -Vi and Jazir-

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Of Madness, Mourning, and Sires -Vi and Jazir-

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Ripper
a tall man stalks through the unoccupied alcoves of wilderness between the city bounderies; every so often he uses a large stick to wack at the tall grass and bush as if though he were trying to flush out a quarrey.

Ruby Pasco
(Ripper where are you?)

Ripper
who calls?

Kensumai
sits singing in a hole in the ground

Duraz
Duraz quit

Jazir Pevinah
catches sight of his Childer and diverts towards her, hopping up on the crumbling sidewalk of the quarantine zone and ignoring the cracks that tried to grab at his shoes.

Jazir Pevinah
"Vi."

Vi
stares at Jazir with intent purple eyes that were far more bloodshot and unfocused than they should have been, fangs bared and fingers curled into fists as she followed every step he took, her lithe, starved form staggering as she watched him move closer to her. When he got close enough, she lunged, latching on to him and tearing into skin, dragging blood into her until she was shoved off again and a feral snarled cry escaped her lips.

Jazir Pevinah
is rather surprised by the way Vi stalked him but as soon as he recognized the crazed hunger in her eyes he immediately went with it, only taking a few fleeting steps back before she crashed into him and then his arms wrapped around her in a hug. His fingers locking tight around his own wrist, pain searing through his neck and shoulder as she savaged it. He endured though because he had been the one to encourage her down this path and he'd been at the point she was at multiple times.

Vi
was expecting to be shoved away, has been shoved away and fought after attacking different vampires, hates being hurt for needing basic sustenance. She didn't expect to find herself caught up in a hug and held and she flinched, growling before she realized he wasn't going to hurt her, and then hesitantly, resumed feeding, enjoying the taste of blood far too much, her thoughts slowly starting to unwind from the chaotic spiral they had been swirling through for the past few months. She pulled back when she was full, coughing and tugging out of his embrace and crawling back, staring at him with wide eyes, defensive as she waited for the inevitable retaliation, eyes wide and blood spilled over her.

Vi
felt coherency slowly ease through her thoughts and place them bit by bit back into an orderly fashion until the ravenous spark in her eyes faded and her hands stopped shaking from adrenaline.

Vi
"Jazir?"

Jazir Pevinah
It was a familiar feeling, the unstable weakness he felt suffusing every limb when she finally pushed out of his arms. It had him moving to sit right there on the sidewalk, the moonlight turning the gruesome shadow of blood staining the side walk into just unidentifiable darkness. He stared at her, watching the animalistic defensiveness and confusion until it started to clear and then reaching up to clap a hand to the tears she'd caused to help them heal faster.

Jazir Pevinah
"Vi...nice to see you too."

Vi
"I'm...I'm sorry...I don't know what I was doing..."

Jazir Pevinah
"It's not your fault. Do you feel better now?"

Vi
She wrapped her arms around her legs, staring at him avidly, sucking in a soft breath and mulling over the fact that she didn't remember most of the past few months. She glanced up at him and frowned. "I mean...I'm more full than I've been in...a long time...I just..."

Jazir Pevinah
"Talk to me, I'm not getting up any time soon and no one else is around."

Vi
"...I've been trying to get to the Fade..."

Vi
"...And...I thought...attacking people until someone finally killed me would...get me there but everyone's been kind and patient and..."

Vi
"..."

Jazir Pevinah
made a face at hearing that. He shook his head at her and then drew his own legs up to sit cross-legged.

Jazir Pevinah
"The Fade will hurt you."

Vi
"...Ash is in the Fade."

Jazir Pevinah
"We can work to get him back from this side. There are ways. I aught to know, I got Mathias back."

Vi
"...What if he doesn't want to come back?"

Vi
"What if he's had the chance to come back and he just...hasn't.

Vi
"

Jazir Pevinah
"Everyone wants to come back. If you're there. If you're not there then you don't...but it's hell."

Jazir Pevinah
"I still see the friends who died the same day I did in ever reflective surface Vi. I haven't told Mathias but I hear their voices everywhere, saying horrid things. Things I know they wouldn't say. It's like demons followed me out and are there when I sleep, when I'm just waking. When I'm not paying attention enough."

Jazir Pevinah
every*

Vi
She glanced up at his words and then pressed her face to her knee.

Vi
"...I don't want him there..."

Jazir Pevinah
"It's bad. It's not a good place to be. I don't want him there either. But Vi we can work together to get him back."

Vi
"...What can we do..."

Jazir Pevinah
"There's a tear, there will always be a way to come back."

Jazir Pevinah
"Find someone who can fade walk."

Vi
"...The portals?"

Jazir Pevinah
"Exactly. They can go look for him and tell him that it's time to come back and guide him out."

Vi
"...He's been there for months..."

Jazir Pevinah
"Time passes differently there. It might have been only minutes for him."

Jazir Pevinah
"Mathias and I were gone for years Vi...and it felt like days."

Vi
tenses at hearing that.

Vi
"...Do I need a Fadewalker or can I find him myself?"

Jazir Pevinah
"You can always send him your thoughts. They will always be something he can hear. Talk to him every day. It will help. If there's a chance of him finding a way out then it will be by following your voice. As for a fadewalker, I can look into it. I know a lot of people."

Vi
"...Okay...I can...try that."

Jazir Pevinah
"I can also send people your way who don't mind providing for you. Who can help you stay strong for him."

Vi
"...Thank you..."

Jazir Pevinah
"You can always take what you need from me. Always."

Vi
"...Thanks..."

Jazir Pevinah
"When I first chose this my Sire was who kept me sustained."

Vi
"...I didn't know that."

Jazir Pevinah
"Cherry Worthington not only didn't judge me she gave me blood every day until I met Mathias."

Vi
"...That's insane."

Jazir Pevinah
"It was...I was very lucky. I'd be remiss if I didn't do the same for you."

Vi
"...I'm just an idiot. I starved myself in punishment when he died...:

Vi
"

Jazir Pevinah
"It's not your fault."

Jazir Pevinah
"From what I heard he got attacked...he went down fighting."

Jazir Pevinah
"It just proves how dangerous the city is."

Vi
"..."

Vi
"Do you know who killed him?"

Jazir Pevinah
"The local authorities."

Jazir Pevinah
"Who else."

Vi
"..."

Vi
"Then I'll find the ones who killed him and kill them."

Jazir Pevinah
"What you need to do is you need to use your powers...Vi, you need to learn how to hack the database and remove evidence so you can prevent something like that from happening again. And then you need to use it to make money. You can make thousands a day. Hacking systems over and over."

Jazir Pevinah
"I'm having to do it with Mathias."

Jazir Pevinah
"He's critically injured right now...because of ******* hunters."

Vi
"...****..."

Vi
"I...can try. I just have issues with the stupid systems."

Jazir Pevinah
"If you need better programs ask Blake to make them for you...he's a better hacker than both of us and he can craft V6 level programs. If you help him find source codes."

Vi
"Okay."

Jazir Pevinah
"You can hack businesses all day long and the police database all day long. If you delete evidence from other vampires and then send them emails letting them know you helped them out you'll make your own connections."

Vi
"...I'll do that."

Vi
"Thank you, Jazir..."

Vi
"I'm sorry I lost it for a bit there."

Jazir Pevinah
"It's not your fault. That's what happens with us."




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Of Madness, Mourning, and Sires -Vi and Jazir-

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Vi
"I feel like I could have done more to stay in control...I just didn't want to."

Jazir Pevinah
"I know that feeling. You know you can talk to me about these sorts of things though right?"

Vi
She shrugged a shoulder and picked a bit of dirt off her jeans. "...I didn't want to bug you with everything going on."

Jazir Pevinah
"It's not a bother. It's important and that's what I'm here for."

Jazir Pevinah
His tone of voice got a little chiding at that, his eyes narrowing at her.

Vi
"...I didn't even know where to start..."

Jazir Pevinah
"Well, a bite is a good a place as any."

Jazir Pevinah
now sounds teasing.

Vi
eyes him.

Vi
"Shut up."

Jazir Pevinah
smiles at her.

Vi
feels really bad.

Jazir Pevinah
eyes her askance.

Jazir Pevinah
"Don't look at me with that tone of voice."

Vi
snorts.

Jazir Pevinah
"There you go...that's the attitude I remember."

Vi
"...I just...felt awful when I knew he could potentially come back and he just...never did."

Jazir Pevinah
"You don't know what's going on on the other side though. I'm sure once he's out he'll tell you all about it."

Vi
"I stopped reaching out to him mentally...I wasn't sure he even wanted to hear me."

Vi
"...Send me to the Fade, Jazir..."

Jazir Pevinah
"I guarantee you he needs to hear you."

Jazir Pevinah
frowns at her, squints.

Vi
looks at him.

Vi
"Then I'll go talk to him in person."

Vi
"I'm not letting anyone else go find him and help him and drag him out of the Fade."

Jazir Pevinah
"And come back haunted."

Jazir Pevinah
"The Fade hurt me bad Vi."

Vi
smiles, expression bitter.

Vi
"I'm already haunted, Jazir..."

Jazir Pevinah
"Not like you could be though."

Vi
"...I'll chance it if It means finding him now rather than later."

Jazir Pevinah
"I've considered it. Considered what I'd say if you asked me and I decided not to. You'll have to try harder than that to convince me."

Vi
stares him down.

Vi
"If you don't do it, I'll find a hunter who will."

Vi
"I'll walk right into a hunter's cult and let them destroy me."

Jazir Pevinah
"We can bring him back without you needing to do that. You'll be weak when you get back if you go, you won't be able to protect him the way he'll need. Or support him, or be there for him and heal his mind and heart."

Jazir Pevinah
"It's selfish of you to want to go."

Jazir Pevinah
holds her gaze quietly.

Vi
"You went after Mathias."

Jazir Pevinah
"I did...and I'd do it again, but I'm the one who put him there and it hurt me bad Vi. Ash isn't suicidal...he didn't want to go to the Fade."

Jazir Pevinah
"He didn't need someone to go off the deepend with him and stay there for as long as we did until he relearned the will to live. And had something to fight for."

Vi
"I'm already weak. I'm that much weaker if I can't go into the literal hell he's in and help guide him back out of it myself, and just sit waiting at home while some other person goes in to try to convince him to come back."




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Of Madness, Mourning, and Sires -Vi and Jazir-

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Jazir Pevinah
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Vi
"I'm not leaving him alone there, by himself...while I've been up here, wallowing in pity and self-hate because I thought he didn't want to listen to me when he can't even respond back to me. I'm not leaving him alone there for a second. I don't care if I have more demons when I am back out, I'll pull myself out of it and take care of him regardless. But I'm not letting anyone else besides me lay a hand on him and guide him back to the land of the living. Not when it's my fault he's there in the first place."

Jazir Pevinah
"It's not your fault." The words came out of him with complete confidence and immediate frustration. His gaze still steady on hers as she listed out her reasons for what she wanted. "That's my first condition for even ******* considering for a second to say yes to your request..."

Vi
She stared at him, eyes wide and fiery, glistening lavender. "...What's your first condition?"

Jazir Pevinah
"That you put the thought that it's your fault out of your mind."

Vi
She stared at him, eyebrows furrowed for a moment before she let her expression smooth over. "...Fine."

Jazir Pevinah
"And you'd need to talk to me every day you're there. To tell me you're okay and that you're searching for a way out and just to ground yourself."

Vi
"...I promise I'll talk to you every day I'm there to keep sane and let you know I'm searching for a way out."

Jazir Pevinah
"I've been there. I can help make sense of it with you, I can tell you that you'll come out the other side and that there's still an other side to come out to. I can be your anchor if you let me. But I swear if you cut me off then I will ******* beat your *** when you get out again...and keep you separated from Ash and handle helping him recover myself. Even if I have to cage you up. Do you understand?" Expression is beyond stern and no nonsense.

Vi
"...I understand..."

Jazir Pevinah
"You have a week. Starting today. We'll do this like I did with Mathias. I'll ask you to reconsider each day until the last day comes and I want you to actually take the time from now until then to seriously listen to my reasoning and consider other options. It might not be the best way to help him and you need to keep that in mind."

Vi
She stared at him, was very ready to argue but let out a soft breath and her shoulders slumped. "...Fine."

Jazir Pevinah
"Take the time to prepare yourself too...the Fade will show you ever ghost you've ever seen. I'm not talking just people you once knew. I'm talking unfinished business. It changes every couple of hours. Everything around you will no longer be solid, it will be an endless maze of hallow places you've been before that are empty and only hold the echos of shattered memories you can't quite reach."

Jazir Pevinah
every*

Vi
She frowned at hearing that, but wasn't so much deterred as more determined. "...Okay..."

Vi
"I'll make sure when the week ends, I'll be ready."

Jazir Pevinah
"It will replace how this feels..." hits his hand against the sidewalk. "Because even when you're out you'll see the emptiness you were in superimposed over everything like a faded sense of deja vu...I can't even describe the feeling of it. It will seriously hollow your insides out."

Vi
She nodded once, listening intently as he explained.

Vi
"I'll take care of myself, Jazir."

Vi
"...Before the week is up, I'll know."

Vi
"I promise..."

Jazir Pevinah
"I kept my self sane by reaching into the computer system. I was able to reach it from there. I was able to follow the byways and send emails to people and I could reach out to minds I once knew and send them my thoughts and then read their responses."

Vi
"...Then I'll do that too."

Jazir Pevinah
"The most important thing is don't be surprised if he's not how you remember him."

Vi
"..." She looked at him, watching him. "...I'm not who he remembers, so that's okay."

Jazir Pevinah
"It will still hurt."

Vi
"...I know..."

Vi
"But I'll handle it, and I'll help him, the whole point of me going is to help him."

Jazir Pevinah
sighs and then opens arms for.

Vi
"...I'm not leaving him there any longer than I have to."

Vi
hesitates before going over to step into his arms for a hug.

Jazir Pevinah
hugs her tightly when she finally stepped into his embrace. Doesn't feel as weak as he did before even if the hunger was ever present.

Vi
"I'm sorry for getting upset."

Jazir Pevinah
"You know I'm not against you doing it because I think you can't. I know you can. I know that you have the strength to get him and drag him out."

Vi
"I know."

Vi
"...You're scared of what it'll do to me."

Vi
"...But Jazir...being out here without him is going to do so much worse..."

Jazir Pevinah
"I know you can handle that too. I just don't want you to."

Vi
"...I promise I can handle it."

Vi
"I just can't handle waiting..."

Vi
"I haven't slept in a month."

Jazir Pevinah
rubs at her back slowly and nods.

Vi
"...I need him here...I want him here..."

Jazir Pevinah
"You're not going to find him right away too. You need to be prepared for that. I didn't just appear next to Mathias when I went after him."

Jazir Pevinah
"I had to fight my own demons to get to him."

Jazir Pevinah
"For what felt like eternity."

Vi
"My own demons are nothing compared to..." Her voice trails off and her shoulders slump. "...I don't care what I have to face."

Jazir Pevinah
"It might be more waiting and searching and not knowing if he's found a way back while you're in there. Not knowing if you'll actually see him or if you're actually alone."

Vi
"Then I'll keep talking to him..."

Jazir Pevinah
lets her out of the hug.

Vi
pulls away from the hug and wraps arms around herself.

Vi
"I'm going home..."

Jazir Pevinah
"Okay. Prove to me you're able to handle this. Stay fed...stay alert...stay in communication with me. Be active and get a small bit of money saved up. Clean up your place so when you do bring him back you have somewhere to go."

Vi
"...Okay."

Vi
"...Thank you, Jazir..."

Jazir Pevinah
"You're welcome Vi."

Vi
"...I'll talk to you later..."

Jazir Pevinah
watches her steadily again, his expression supportive even if it was solemn.

Jazir Pevinah
"I'm only a thought away."

Vi
smiles a bit at that and then turns to head back towards her apartment.




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