- I can feel time. I can feel it touching my skin. I can feel it applying pressure to my brain; I can taste it on my lips, I can see it, smell it, hear it. They think that I’m crazy and maybe I am.
Oscar’s room was small.
A man obsessed with time, he’d once commanded a classroom of students. Quantum Theory was his favourite. Dark Matter. Multiple Universe theory. Time travel, philosophically. Why do we perceive time only as going forward? Why not backward? Why not all at once? On other plants, with different fields of gravity, did they experience time the same we humans did?
Yes, Oscar Grayling believed that aliens existed; but they weren’t aliens. Not really. They were just beings, physical or immaterial, just like us.
But now, he didn’t catch the bus to work. He didn’t walk through the park with his suitcase full of papers to grade. He didn’t share a house with a wife who’d divorced him, or pick out the brilliant students from the mediocre in a shiny lecture hall.
The sciences. They liked to throw all their money at the sciences.
- Vampires. Right? Who the hell would have thought it was possible? Vampires. They defy time. Time kills everyone, in the end, but not them, oh no. Vampires! How do they do it? I want to find out. I wanted to. But how am I going to find one in here? Impossible. I have to get out.
Oscar behaved. He took his meds—they knocked him out, most of the time. They made him feel numb, like he was constantly high. Shouldn’t they make him feel normal? That was his theory. Normal. He should be a normal functioning human but the drugs made him feel worse. There was nothing wrong with him. Not at all.
He took his meds until he didn’t anymore; he behaved until he’d lulled everyone into a false sense of security. And then he stopped taking his meds. They stopped looking so hard, they got slack.
Less numb, more focused, he could pay attention to their schedules; he could pay attention to the ones who clearly liked their job better than the others.
- One. Two. Three. GO. Time. It was all a matter of time. Of perfecting time. Time lapses, stretches, wanes. Escape… it was only a matter of time.
Except it didn’t quite go as planned.
White pants, white t-shirt, bare feet and Oscar was running. He laughed as he ran, blonde hair a nest upon his head. There was a security guard behind him, though he’d got too complacent. The guy wasn’t very good at running. Oscar had always been good at running.
He used to run every morning, before work.
It was nice to run again.
He ran to the spot in the fence that was weakest. He’d cased the joint. He’d made sure. The part of the fence where there was a tree, right up against it; he scaled the branches and slipped over the prison-like brick obstruction and then—
—home free.
He didn’t bank on the security car careening around the corner; still, he assumed his freedom. He ran.
He ran until the car caught up with him and overtook him, until it skidded to a halt in front of him.
He ran until he was tackled to the ground—there were two of them.
”NO!” he shouted, and then laughed.
”Time! Time set me free! I have to go get the answers,” he said, voice growing more gruff as he struggled and kicked. His head flew back. He was pretty sure he broke a nose. There was shouting and curses.
And yet, still he laughed.
They weren’t going to take him. Not now. Not again.