It went far beyond how he’d felt when his leg snapped. Even now when he released the wrist with a gasp and a gargled cry, blood spilling from his mouth and splattering over chest and leg and couch, dribbles of it dripping lazily from his chin, the pain in his leg only clarified the pain clamouring through the rest of him. Each breath he took felt like an anvil to the chest. It felt like he had suddenly developed gall stones, and kidney stones, and crippling cancer in all his remaining organs. Agony shot up through his teeth like a vicious, violent brain freeze and again he shouted, screamed as his whole body began to shake, skin growing cold with the sweat of a thousand fevers.
His body was fighting the infection regardless of its losing battle. Blaize’s teeth slammed shut, jaw tensed as he tried his best to still the seizure that threatened to take hold. Whatever high he’d been feeling mere moments ago was banished completely. He couldn’t even remember what it had felt like. He couldn’t remember a time before this furious torture.
When he reached for balance he grabbed at whatever he could. His whole world spun on its axis. There wasn’t even any room for fear, though he was sure it was there, somewhere. Fear that this had not worked. Fear that his body was going to reject the blood and all its glorious healing, immortal properties. Fear that he would die here, on this couch. Would it matter anyway? If he could not dance, was there a better alternative? His whole life would have been wasted. Hot tears stung his eyes as he forced them to stay open.
Even now, even when so defeated, he could not resist that natural instinct to survive. At all costs, he must survive.