The following transcript is from live chat roleplay:
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In the doorway of ‘Club Argent’: That was what the sign read. The floor was something he knew. He knew the floor and the sky. He knew the sky like it was a far away, black, spangled ceiling. He knew the floor like he was a rug.
He bled everywhere. It wasn't so much puddled on the floor. It was more on him than anywhere else. But it was there, seeping and oozing. There was hardly any left. Maybe a pint in his entire ******* body. What happens, when an art project comes to life? When your wax mask starts breathing and screaming? Was he supposed to be alive? [color=
In the dark of the night, blood isn't something most people would notice. In the strobe of booming nightclubs, it's less likely to be seen.
Silas knew a few things. He knew a few things like his name. He knew his name, because his skin told him it was, 'Silas,' when his brain asked his skin, 'What am I?'
It was one of those things he remembered to know, for future reference.
He knew his name because his skin told him so. He knew the words 'Club Argent' because his skin knew them, too.
He was clutching some Bible that a man on the street gave him. It was a book he recognized, a thing that he could cement himself to and with, when he was rushing through the world, trying to find some sense of quiet dark, some soft hiding place far and away from things like headlights and people who yelled for bumping them, and people who yelled, when he couldn't help himself, and let his mouth control him, let his throbbing gums lead him to necks that weren't for chewing or biting or draining
or
having
in
him.
Hush.
He'd been shot. Somebody with a gun. It was all a blur of blood and the smell of castor oil and voodoo hexing spray and come-on-boy and take-you-away and you-a-real-looker-ain't-you.
But there he was, still alive, and bleeding everywhere. The stitches that threaded him together were busted.
Silas knew what blood was.
He remembered to know it.
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Puck glided through the club. He loved the frivolities that went on in such places but the spirit wasn’t here to have fun and dance with the crowd of people.
He was here for information: Information his mistress needed badly and he was just the person to get it for her. He wove in and out and even thorough the crowd, listening carefully to the conversations. Then he saw him. He was bloody and looked as if he were about to become a spirit himself. Puck hurried away. Mistress Mortll would want to know about this a vampire bleeding all over Club Argent. It was not a common thing.
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Silas was not abandoned by his Maker.
He didn't know his Maker by name. He hardly knew him by face, though he’d half seen him from the corner of his eye when he’d ripped through what may have been a laboratory or a hospital room or some place where things like Silas were made to live and be alive and be brought into the world, or maybe taken from the world, or what-was-this-and-do-you-know-but maybe where things like people were brought into the world, where things like not-people were drawn from under the water and dragged to the top to lap against the shore of society and, "Silas."
He didn't even know he had a Maker, not yet: But he was full of the panic and desperation associated with needing to know where he came from , even if he couldn’t put it into perfect words, yet. His mind wasn’t fully there, yet. His thought came in and out like those same crashing waves, that dark, strange ocean, so big and intimidating, the type of thing that makes you think about how inferior you actually are.
When he was re-born -- that was how he thought of the entire thing, a rebirth, a baptism into blood -- he had run from his Maker, the prodigal monster. He had sprinted into the world, fumbled away and tried to break free on wings not yet made for such things as flying, coasting, catching wind.
Not yet.
Not now.
The bird fallen from the nest.
Unsought, for all he knew.
Was he sought? He left a trail of destruction in his path -- four dead humans, a line of blood, Blood Thieves who stuck him and drained him of pints, then shoved money he didn’t understand into his trembling hands. But he knew money. He did know money. What is this? "Money." His skin could talk. It talked, a lot. It talked a lot. It talked a --
A true travesty, "Silas."
A true dumb thing with shaking fingers that gripped and squeezed and needed and pryed. A fangless, contorted beast, trying to feed itself (itself? Himself?). He'd gotten himself into this trouble. It wasn't his Maker's fault.
He was reading the Bible, and he was bleeding all over the place. He knew what blood was. He knew, because he remembered to know, and his mouth couldn't tell you these words he thought, these words he knew, these definitions he remembered from his past life, the life, his life before.