{ Estranged Thoughts }

[Lorde]

first of june '15

I want a divorce. I've waited almost 2 years for her to come back.

Nothing. It's obvious she doesn't care about me, so why should I care about her? Or her feelings. I want a divorce. **** her. She can suck my dick if she ever comes back. I should have taken Enver's advice in the first place. I was young, in love and stupid. I'm wiser, stronger now.

I wash my hands of you. Now to find a lawyer.

[Lorde]

ninth of september '15

We are divorced.

It was a long time in the making, but its done. I don't know if she'll ever come back - if she does, and wants to give it another go I won't say no. I still love her, but I can't be held down by a missing woman.