It digs at me, and I cannot ascertain this consistent sensation that something is calling out to me. It is not my wraith; he has never displayed difficulty in locating my whereabouts. It is troubling that I cannot pinpoint the origins of this unknown thing beckoning for me.
It is not the same as I can realistically recollect from our first time. His mind is defective; something happened to him in the darkness. I was not within the range to prevent it.
It remains inconclusive whether or not there will be any positive regression.
I had to render him unconscious.
There is a blemish that causes hallucinatory effects, his mind has become feeble and susceptible to suggestibility. This is a running theory, able to be invalidated with evidence against it.
My wraith cannot be present, nor is he permitted to make his presence known. Wraiths exacerbate the condition, as I am able to understand from observations the first night we could converse.
Command lacks the capability to differentiate reality and the hallucinations the mind drives into his immediate attention. This is problematic. That leads to more patrolling. L&R has been enlisted to keep an eye on Command. Trust in that he will not let anyone be killed when the fires burn all around. It is how it was described to me.
Memories of the prior self confidence needs to be repaired. Fixed permanently would be preferable but this is unrealistic and thus not the required outcome. In order to know how to best facilitate with the healing process, I will need more information.
Solidification. It will ensure alliance, promote a cement to our trust.
Registration of reality continues to be inconsistent. Command does not share my ability to see wraiths like my own.
This will be a problem, if episodes continue to arise and if they become more prevalent.
Command needs a base; the plan is to have stability before expansion.
Tonight, completion of phase one: A foundation of trust.
Command has not been active. I have made it a task for L&R to locate him.
L&R is not satisfied with the aftermath of events. His voice has the same tone that I have listened to for a year. He knows how to hide himself from me, behind an act. I have only ascertained that his dislike of Command will not cease.
More time is required to speak with L&R about how to rectify this situation.
He had positioned himself to be a shadow. His hands had not kept to themselves. It is a thing to be careless, and to not bank the money in your pockets. That is a fault that lies within the person stolen from.
But he groped me frequently. So I struck him, to prevent L&R from doing that task again. It is not his task to do. His disobedience is a flaw.
Two hits to one. Command warned about letting my blood spill.
Although I have bested him in our spar, he has effectively made my last training session more taxing.
L&R remains unhappy with the current events. It is what I perceive to be unhappy. His lack of communication is a sign. He never lacks for words, no matter the situation.
I located him in the sewers. His face makes no changes when we speak. They normally do.
Something must be adjusted, to fix this plight in my wraith. I cannot have it effecting him in more negative ways. His attack on a vampire could have been seen a hostile act that required retaliation but Day has not balanced the scale for L&R's deliberate threat.
There is a low possibility of that being overlooked next time.
I spoke with L&R. I do not know whether or not he took what I had to say with any weight. He will be monitored accordingly. It means I will also be required to contact Day once more. I have to predict the chance of him being L&R's target. I am under the impression Day has become his soother.
Command admits fear. It is not for himself, I did not assume that it would be. He should not be the one to hold fear. Everyone else should.
I studied one of my oldest figures the other night. We spoke. I am unaware of how much I have altered. If it is a fact that I have at all. Memory of her before has the probability of having suffered but I do have it as a theory that she has.
I inquired on what my task was. She makes facial expressions yet I cannot see in her eyes whether they are meant or used as a form of obligatory reassurance.
