♪ Skyler's Diary ♪

[Skylar]

♪ What’s Mine is Yours; Apparently ♪
14 / 04 / 2015

I have to laugh. Partially because it’s funny and partially because it takes away the urge to kick Ric in the shin. Which apparently is something I kinda like doing these days. So. He made a weapon. Kinda cute. An axe. But I make better quality stuff. This is to replace the bat he made. He says he’d rather take someone’s head than bash their brains in. Or words to that effect. I guess that should scare me but it doesn’t. The annoying part was the fact that I think he tried to claim me as a possession. Said something about people taking what’s his. But he was nice enough to say they’d get one warning first. Not sure if I believe that but hey, who’d be crazy enough to steal from a vampire? Actually, you know what… I’m gonna chose to laugh. You see towards the end of this conversation Ric proved himself to be a typical guy. I told him I’m not a possession. He asked if he can own my boobs. lol. Gotta love him.




((Also on this page: A drawing of the axe Ric made. The weapon has a tag on it that reads; In case of emergency, aim for the neck.))

[Skylar]

♪ A Break From the Norm ♪
15 / 04 / 2015

Had a night out with Patrick tonight. Gotta love him. He’s a good guy. I can’t believe he hasn’t always been in my life. He’s just like one of the guys. I wasn’t planning to meet up with him or nothing. In fact I didn’t go anywhere near my normal haunts. I didn’t wanna see anyone I knew. But I’m glad I ran into Pat. He helped me. Got me shitfaced. I’ll return the favour when he needs it. Right now though… Now… I’m gonna got and try and maul Ric. He deserves a good mauling… by me… right now. Yep. Yep.



((Also on this page: A heart with Dillon’s name in it.))

[Skylar]

♪ Catch Up ♪
17 / 04 / 2015

So… I vaguely remember telling Pat to go for it with the barman. I was teasing. But as it turn out, I’m damn good at this matchmaking thing. The guy’s name is Michael and Pat’s STILL at his place two nights later. That’s kinda cool. Pat works fast. Much quicker than me with Ric. But Ric was kind of a special case. No point scaring my boy off. And speaking of. He gave me yet another pay rise. I think I’ve hit the ceiling when it comes to what I can earn at Happy Tree. Not that I care. I’d still work there for free. I ******* love my husband.




((Also on this page: A half-arsed sketch of how Sky thinks Michael might look.))

[Skylar]

♪ Bat **** ♪
19 / 04 / 2015

Met up with Kat today. My idea. That thing is crazy. I think the less said the better about that one. I mean I tried to put things behind me but she tried to blame everything on me. The girl is delusional. Ain’t no way I can be dealing with that. I kinda think Ric wasn’t being al that picky when he chose that one. Not gonna tell him that though. At least now she and I should be able to be in the same room. Though honestly… I might still try and avoid that.




((Also on this page: Burying the Hatchet is the title of the image that contains the image of two women and a hatchet that isn’t exactly where it should be if the feud between them is over.))

[Skylar]

♪ Trying ♪
21 / 04 / 2015

Caught up with Fors and Ali yesterday. That was pretty cool. Haven’t seen either of them in a while and I managed to get to know Fors a hell of a lot better. He’s a nice guy.

Hahaha. Random snippet. So, I kicked Ric in the shins today. (See diary, I told you that was my new thing). I was pissed at him again for killing my best mate. He told me that was like a week ago and that I should get over it. Damn him. Then he tells me I confuse him. I get that though. I mean I kick him in the shins and then demand he kisses me. I don’t get me either at times. I guess I just needed to remind myself that he was worth not hating. Worked too. Ric doesn’t really like making out but he gave it a go. He tries. I have to remember that. He tries. For me.




((Also on this page: Doodles of random shapes. Dillon’s name is also written among them in lots of different styles, along with the phrase; Never forget.))

[Skylar]

♪ Depressing Day ♪
22 / 04 / 2015

They buried Dillon today. I hate that I couldn’t be there. The guys are kinda pissy but I think they understand. I told them it’s too difficult but the truth is I’ll be unconscious. I’m good for nothing so long as the sun’s up. So yeah. Gonna bite the bullet now and go see Elliot. Tell him about Dillon and explain what happened. Might need a bit of Dutch courage to get through that convo I tell ya.




((Also on this page: A collection of random verses and chorus’, all of which were Dillon’s favourites.))

[Skylar]

♪ Crazy in Love ♪
23 / 04 / 2015

I think maybe Ric realised I needed cheering up after yesterday. Cos well. He did something strange. He sent me a song and told me he thought it was apt. I double checked what he meant by that and basically he was telling me, without telling me, that this song kinda describes how he feels about me. So yeah. I drive him crazy. But in a good way it would seem. The song was Brett Eldredge’s ‘Lose my mind.’ The song isn’t really his style. Or mine. God knows where he found it but it’s cool. Oddly I kind of like it.




((Also on this page: The lyrics to the song.))

[Skylar]

♪ Stitched Up ♪
26 / 04 / 2015

Wrong place, wrong time. That’s what Ricky told me when I asked how he got injured. Of course I tried to take care of him as best I could. I stitched the wound closed. He says I’m getting better at that. Which let’s face it, I probably am. I mean look at who I am married to.

Oh and I returned the favour with the song. Kinda. I sang ‘In Your Room’ by Halestorm to him. It doesn’t exactly tell him how I feel about him emotionally. But it did tell him that I’m hoping he’ll trust me and open up at some point. I love my guy but he’s still a bit of a mystery to me. I know he’s got secrets. Who hasn’t. I just need him to know that he can trust me, if and when he’s ready. Of course he didn’t comment on the song. Not that I thought he would. I just hope he got the point.




((Also on this page: More lyrics, though to the song she sang him this time.))

[Skylar]

♪ New Beginnings ♪
27 / 04 / 2015

So. The plan for today was to get my new tattoo. The one that represents my new start. Both as a vampire, and as a married woman. Man that still seems weird to write. I’m a married woman. I’m married. How the **** did that happen? How am I not having a ******* panic attack on a daily basis? ******* love conquers all. ****. But that’s so not the point. While getting my tatt, I found out Patrick’s a paladin. Oh and I found that out because he came with me and got a tatt done himself too. We were tatt buddies. It’s more fun with a friend. And yeah. He and I sat down and chatted after. He admitted what he was. I admitted what I was. And yeah. It got messy. But not because we fought. **** no. I wouldn’t do that. I kinda, sorta, tried to turn him. But it seems to have just made him ill. I’m gonna try again tomorrow. Hope it works.




((Also on this page: A sketch of the new tattoo.))

[Skylar]

♪ Endings ♪
28 / 04 / 2015

As I kinda expected…Ric wasn’t too keen on my new tattoo. His issue not mine. I mean yeah. I still want him to think I’m sexy, so maybe I do need to consider him next time I get the urge but this one had to be done. I explained it to him and he told me he’s no butterfly. Tattoo’s aren’t literal. Sometimes he can be such a dumbass. Good job he’s pretty eh?

After that the convo got real surreal. I basically got a lecture when I asked how to turn someone. Ric says I have to kill Pat but I’m sure that shouldn’t have to happen. I’m not a killer. He then asked if I was asking for him to the deed for me. As in if I wanted him to kill Patrick. But the convo didn’t end there, cos I then wanted to know if he’d kill for me. Turns out… He might… Depends on the reason. That’s kinda romantic… In a twisted sort of way.




((Also on this page: A hitlist of people Skylar might want dead or maimed. It’s not a long list and the top target, a female Ric knows all too well, is in the top spot. Next to the list is an image of this woman with a target around her head.))