Satine felt the cool brush of coins roll over her fingers as they finally bottomed down in the pocket. Each of her hands gathered up the loose change discovered and gripped them tight in her sweaty palms. She couldn’t be entirely sure without removing her hands but she was confident she had enough for a bottle of water until she could figure out something else.
Satine felt the stop and popped up. Her hands had no choice but to leave the pockets and she shifted all the coins to her left hand and pocketed them for convenience. The Bullwood transit had a shop next door. It would be simple. She would dart in and out in mere seconds. It was never busy when she had been there. Why would it be now?
Besides that point, the habit was not only getting her looks it was like a fast pass at an amusement park. It was aiding her in doing whatever she basically needed to without having to wait. She stepped forward to exit and immediately the bodies in front of her stepped aside and smiled while gesturing their hands to the clear space ahead. She dipped her head randomly and tried to do whatever it was a nun was expected to do. She did the pants, wallet and signal to slide into home base gesture. One face seemed to buy it while another looked at her with a narrowed and questionable look. So she tapped her hand at her left shoulder then went to tap the right and missed the shoulder. She was too paranoid about who could be catching up with her that she ignored it and took advantage of the clear route into the door of the shop.
”I said I should be getting a discount!” The angry voice caught her immediate attention as she looked around for something to drink.
Each cold drink case Satine passed seemed empty. Not only was she out of luck on finding water to drink she had become swallowed in a group of customers trying to be helped first. All she wanted was to saturate the cotton ball that had grown into the size of a tumbleweed in her mouth. Once that was done she intended to swallow it down and move on. Staying in any one place too long was all it took to get her *** killed. She was certain that is what it was coming down to.
Satine pressed her shoulder into the back in front of her and starting budging her way forward. She spotted a young kid towards the counter holding a frosty bottle and tugging onto the bottom of a womans jacket.
“I want candy.” The child began the slow annoying whine that usually won over the impatience of most parents in a crowded shop.
Satine was hurting, thirsty and she wanted a miracle. The kid had no reason to be pissing and moaning about his lot in life thus far. She nudged another body in front of her to move and got the stock apology of anyone who looked down at her in annoyance until they were greeted with the coif sitting on her head. Finally she was at the front and the only thing standing in her way for hacking up that dust ball in the back of her throat was Dennis the Menace holding what she could find no more of. Her top lip twitched and something went into overdrive. She leaned down and whispered in the child’s ear while the woman with him was distracted with demanding her discount.
“You will go to hell if you don’t practice patience my sweet child.” Her voice was soft as it should be coming from saintly lips. “Hand over the bottle of water and the demons will allow you to rest peacefully tonight. God loves you...I think.”
“I need a lotto ticket too!” A less than pleasant odor came on the wave of sour air that spilled out of the unclean body to her left. “Hurry it up! I haven’t got all ******* damn day and night!”
Satine was getting no where. She looked at the man spewing obscenities and slid her arm in front of him to take front and center. Her hand set down the bottle of water she had taken from the kid now hiding behind his mother.
“Sorry, Sister!” The cloud of stench grew as she narrowed her eyes. The man’s face went all kinds of red in embarrassment and handed her the lotto ticket that was patted then slid over the counter. “Take this ticket. God is good. Bible told me so...and my grandma!”
“Is there a bus in this town?” Satine tried waving it off and interrupted him as she did. What a dumb ***. Like a lotto ticket will save his *** from his sins? “Any taxi’s that are heading south? RV’s?” She was grasping at straws now.
Satine heard a bell ring loudly as her hand was now wrapped in the apologetic males and raised to the point she was on her bare tip-toes. She tried to swat him off in the tight confines of everyone moving in closer from behind like there was a concert starting and the mosh pit finally opened up. He was not having it. He had a tight hold on her. Now she wished she had her gun. She was ready to snap and it would have cleared the place in no time flat.
“It is a winner!” The shopkeeper yelled above the cheers behind her. “We have a winner folks!”
The sound of the register ringing open echoed in the background. Satine looked at the grubby male grinning at her like a choir boy being forgiven for swiping his father’s girly magazines. Her jaw tightened and now that fire was about to erupt all over again.
“Get your hand off me, Sir, or you will be…” Satine didn’t get time to finish as there was a camera clicking away and a voice calling from the door asking where the lotto winner was.
“What is your name!” He squeezed harder and began pulling her up higher. His other hand took to enforcing the hold on her. “I gave her the winning ticket! Tell them your name!”
“Satine Hodges, you imbecile!” Satine was more than done with the circus that had started around her. She raised the water bottle in her hand and whacked the unsuspecting male across the jaw. “Get your damn hands off me!”
With that move Satine was like a badger cornered. While directions were being barked as to where her winnings could be claimed she felt the hair on the back of neck rising. She was no safer in the crowd of people she was with than she was running on the streets for her life. She growled and pushed her way out of the mass of hot bodies and tugged her layers of habit free as she exited the door of the shop. She gave herself a small reward for not completely flipping her **** by cracking the seal on the bottle of water she didn’t pay for.
‘**** them all.’ Went through her mind as her gums and teeth took a bath in the icy water being squeezed down her throat by her desperate hand.
Saine kept swallowing as her barefeet began moving again. Her rest stop was over. It was only seconds and the bottle was empty. She tossed it without concern and wiped the back of her hand across her dripping lips. With a spin on her bare heels she stepped back into the transit for a last ride to Coastside Station.
The transit slowed to a stop and a rush of commuters exchanged places boarding and exiting. Finally, when all was clear, a swoosh of the sliding door was followed by the movement of the transit picking back up and moving on its route. Two more stops and one unexpected quick stop for an ambulance screeching was enough to eat up a total of thirty precious minutes. That was less time than she usually took a shower but now every cursed minute counted.
Once there Satine made her way back out. She looked left and then she looked right. The street was clear. It was time to start hiking fast. She made a quick stop into the lotto payout location to collect her money. It appeared another miracle was at work. Her wallet was left at the convent. They would take her word for it since she had no reason to lie. The bills shifted through her hands as she counted each one. She would use it to hire the first down and out looking loser with wheels and a soft spot for a nun. That lucky ******** was going to get her *** over the border. She stepped off the curb and rolled the money up. Her hands disappeared deep into the pocket at each hip and stayed there as she made her way crossing the street.