{ ramblings of a monster }

[Nishaa]

If you are going to write in a diary, student.
You must put the date first. Jeez. Have I taught you nothing?

I'm going to buy you a diary, *****. Write in this.
This is priva
Well, it's not private anymore. Last time I let you snoop around in my room. The diary is a good way to blow off steam without, crushing someone's dick yanno? It's quite soothing if your into that sort of crap. If not, well I'll teach you to use it.

Of course they will get it. Hell hath no fury like a pissed off Nishaa.
Imeanwut?

Now, go write in your new diary. Student, and try not to put in naked pictures of me. ;)

Teacher.
x

[Nishaa]

twenty seventh of january two thousand and fifteen

Fire.
I like fire, it reminds me of the asylum.
Forging swords is fun.
There was a meeting yesterday.
I liked the meeting, it got rather loud.
Talk about clash of the titans.

Yet there I am, fading into the background.
What is wrong with me man.
I'm ******* fading into the background.
When did I start to do that?

[Nishaa]

twenty eighth of january two thousand and fifteen

Zandra is back.
I hit on her.
Asked her serious questions, and everything.
I need to get my rocks off somewhere.

I need to take point.
I need to get back to ****.
No more moping.
I've done enough of that ****.
I need to move on.

Every wants to **** me.
I know she does.
HA.

[Nishaa]

30th of January two thousand and fifteen

Ha, we killed a *****.
It was fun.
Dulce killed her, which was even better.

I want to kill Eva next.
I wonder if I can talk Gramps into a family bonding hunt session.

[Nishaa]

seventh of march two thousand and fifteen

Love hurts.
I'm never letting anyone that close again.

[Nishaa]

seventeenth of march two thousand and fifteen

I fucked a guy.
And I liked it.
I killed him.
Disposed of his body.
I think I found a new hobby.

[Nishaa]

seventeenth of march two thousand and fifteen

Chocolate delight hit on me.
I think i'm going to have to find her.
She curled up on me when i summoned her to give her ****.
Got into my personal space.
I'm going to have to ask her whats up.

[Nishaa]

nineteenth of march two thousand and fifteen

So I found her journal.
She wrote about me in it, she likes me.
I like her too. She's stuck around.
Put up with me considering how **** a sire i've been
and a friend.
Maybe I can change it, and be someone she wants me to be.
I'm willing to try.
For her.

[Nishaa]

first of april two thousand and fifteen

I don't know where we stand.
So I'll just stop thinking about it.
Easier that way.

She did buy me a gift though.
It was lovely.
Means i'll have to get her one as well.
I dont know what she likes.

I'm not good at this whole being nice thing.
I will try though.
I'll try for her.

[Nishaa]

second of april two thousand and fifteen

Every sired.
I'm mad.
No, livid.
Why did she go and sire someone else.
She had three great childe.
Why the **** did she get another?

**** her.
I'm so angry i'm going to into the sewers.
Kill some paladins.
**** her, and **** this Naomi chick.

Sire would be lucky if I don't grab this chick
Pull her outside the city limits of Harper Rock.
And ******* blow her brains out.
Because i ******* want to.