Paislee's Journal

[Paislee (DELETED 6012)]

I attended her funeral three days ago, someone I didn't even know because I was the reason she was there. I watched as her friends and family mourned for her. I watched as they grieved and wonder why it happened and who did it. I know why and who did it. I did it, I made the stupid decision to drink and drive and with this decision I killed an innocent person. I contemplated turning myself in. I thought about telling someone, anyone about what happened so I wouldn't have to carry this burden on my shoulders alone. But I couldn't risk leaving Colton, my baby boy, to go through life without his mother. His father is deceased and I have no family to take care of him. But does it make me a selfish person for not giving a family the closure they deserve so I can still be with my son? Selfish or not I couldn't bare the thought of not seeing Colton everyday. Even though no one knows I did it yet, I couldn't risk them finding out. So we left Clarksville Tennessee. We left and were never looking back.
We crossed the border of Canada. I cant remember where I turned or how long it took to get here but we ended up in a little town called Harper Rock. I've never heard of Harper Rock before so I assume its not a very known place, which is better for us. As long as I have Colton and were safe everything should be okay. Hopefully everything will be okay.