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Better Dig Two

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For the first time in nearly two weeks, the heavy black curtains were drawn back with the window wide open. The wind whipped into the bedroom, stirring up the few papers left haphazardly on the dresser top. The only light came the flickering candle flame in the corner, attempting desperately to remain intact while the wind threatened to blow it out. In the darkness, Aliyah leaned as far out the window as she could, eyes closed. If she just kept them closed, it would be like she were home in Australia.

Except, the second those blue eyes opened, she found the bleak sight of Harper Rock before her, and her shoulders slumped in utter defeat. The clouds blocked the stars with the promise of snow, not sunshine. Once upon a time, the thought of snow had excited her. The mystical rain that had frozen, never to be seen in the heat of Australia. It was a dream. One that she wished she had never had. Snow was overrated.

Slowly, a smile crept onto her lips. Someone had told her that, a long time ago. Almost a lifetime, it felt like. It was a time when everything was so much simpler, when nothing phased her. Back then, the sky came in black and white, with no shades of grey. His face appeared in her mind’s eye as if he were standing before her, and she looked down. The day she first met him was the day everything changed.

[[FLASHBACK]]

“Aliyah, honey! It looks like we have new neighbors! Won’t you come help me bake cookies for them?” her mother called, standing within the glass sliding door with a wide smile as she watched her seven year old play in the yard.

The little blonde paused, picking her ball from the ground, head turned toward the house. The massive moving truck was a flurry of movement, a rush to get everything out as quickly as possible. The house had been empty for about a year, and she often played in the yard. She frowned, suddenly realizing that wouldn't be allowed, anymore.

“Aliyah?”

Her eyes scanned the yard, looking for any signs of who might be moving in. Coming up short, she turned, running off to help her mother with a silent wish that they would be nice.

__________________________________________


Her mother knocked on the door the next day, holding the plate full of cookies. Aliyah shifted from foot to foot, anxious to get back to other things. “Mommy?” she whispered, tugging at the woman’s skirt. “Do I have to meet them?”

It only took the stern look from her mother to get an answer, and her shoulders slumped down. It was time to play nice, but she had always been good at pretend. Maybe, they could be a family of bears, like in that silly book! A little giggle escaped her lips, her hand shooting up to cover it up just as the door swung open.

A boy stood there, looking at them in wonder. “Who are you?”

Adelaide Hawthorne blinked at the young boy, but recovered in a moment flat. “Hello, my name is Adelaide. This is my daughter, Aliyah. We were hoping to welcome you to the neighborhood. Are your parents home?” she asked, giving the small blonde a little nudge as introduction. Ali didn't say anything, staring rudely, instead.

Another hand joined the boy’s on the door, “Maxon, who is it, love?” The voice was nice and soft, a woman poking her head around. As soon as she spotted them, she ushered her son away and smiled broadly. “Oh, please excuse my boy! His manners need some work! Come in, come in! My name is Lydia. My boy there is Maxon.”

Aliyah’s mother returned the smile and moved inside, guiding her along. “Oh, thank you. I was just telling your son that we are from next door and wanted to officially welcome you here,” she explained, gesturing to their house. “I’m Adelaide, and this is Aliyah.”

The woman shook hands, exchanging pleasantries. Satisfied they were properly acquainted, they excused their children. Maxon lead the way out to the background, giving way to a tire swing and various toys scattered around the yard. Ali scanned over the yard with a wrinkle of her nose.

“Want to ride the swing?” he asked, stopping to stare at her, but with his finger pointing toward the old tire.

She was quiet for a moment, then shook her head. “No. Boys are gross. I don’t play with boys.”

Maxon’s face scrunched up, as if mad. “Girls are gross-er…” he muttered, leaving her there to go to the swing on his own. As the afternoon wore on, they didn’t speak, moving around the yard as if the other didn’t exist. Every now and then, her blue eyes would find him when he wasn’t paying attention, and she would cant her head. Like a moth to a flame.

[[END]]

Aliyah laughed aloud, turning her back to the window. Back then, she hadn't known he had watched her the same way she watched him. It wasn't until years later that he admitted to it, letting her laugh at his embarrassment. He hadn’t deserved it, but as usual, he took it. He took a lot.

Her hand moved to her pocket, freeing her cell phone. Teeth met her lip as she chewed nervously at it. It had been years since she last spoke to Maxon, their last time face-to-face having ended in argument neither of them had wanted. They said things better left buried, but it didn't stop the hurt. That hurt eventually led to silence, neither one willing to be the first to apologize. They were the same in that way, both so stubborn.

With a huff, she tossed the phone to her bed. He wouldn't answer. Hell, he might not even have the same number. A weight settled over her chest at the thought. It was entirely possible that she could never speak to her best friend, ever again.

If there was one person she wished she could have run to when all this began, it would have been Maxon. His arms that held so much comfort and warmth were exactly what she needed. Except, they were oceans away, last she knew. While she was stuck in the bitter cold of North America, he still walked the sandy beaches of Australia. Probably enjoying the life they said they were sure to have. At least one of them should have, anyway.
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Re: Better Dig Two

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[[FLASHBACK]]

Maxon frowned over at Aliyah, his forehead wrinkled adorably as he attempted to look mad, “You are such a chicken. It’s just thunder.”

The blonde whipped around to glare at him, her face a mask of terror and frustration. “There is nothing wrong with being scared, Maxon! Leave me alone…” she whimpered, curling into herself on the couch. “I want to go home…”

It took a long silence, but slowly, the ten year old made his way to her side. As if she might have the plague, he wrapped his arm over her shoulder, keeping a fair bit of distance between them. He sighed, forcing her to look at him, “Aliyah…I won’t let anything happen. I’ll protect you…”

Her blue eyes widened, meeting his own. More often than not, the two fought like cats and dogs. For the first time, he was doing something nice, and Ali was unsure how to respond. So, she snapped her gaze away, shuddering as another round of thunder shook the house.

A sudden idea struck Maxon as he dashed off, leaving Ali alone. Without his arm around her, the storm seemed to swallow any sense of security she had. Her eyes closed tightly, whimpers escaping her lips. Her pounding heart thudded in her ears, only adding to the sounds of the storm. “Maxon…” she whispered into the darkness.

His arm was around her again in an instant. “I’m right here, it’s okay.”

When she finally found the courage to open her eyes, again, she was met with the sight of a rather ratty bear. Taking it in her grasp, she looked at Maxon in wonder.

“That’s Mr. Beary. I’ve had him since I was a baby. He can stay with you tonight, if you want?” He offered her a buck-toothed smile, and Ali couldn’t help but smile back at him. With a renewed strength, she crushed the bear to her chest, nuzzling against it.

[[END]]

Her steps were quiet as she moved to her bed, stooping down to her knees. The floor was cold against her fingers as they searched out her bag. They grazed the straps and she yanked it out, crossing her legs beneath her. The bag unzipped easily, and she dug around for only a moment before bringing out the bear, practically a rag doll in the state it was in. But, despite the signs of over-use, she couldn’t bring herself to get rid of it. To this day, Maxon had entrusted her with one of his prized possessions…even now, more than nineteen years later.

Light touches were all she needed, fingertips grazing over the patches of fur that remained. That night, the two of them became inseparable. Everything they did, they did together. When school forced them apart, the second it ended they were at each other’s sides, planning the afternoon. The boy next door became her best friend, the only one she needed

But, best friends had never been enough for him, and he fell in love with her. She with him. The difference between them being that she refused to accept it, refused to ruin a friendship they had cultivated for so many years. It was too much to lose if it all went wrong. Max never understood that.

[[FLASHBACK]]

It was finally time. Senior Formal was hours away, and Aliyah stared at herself in the mirror. She was high off her own reflection, having never felt more beautiful in her life. The dress was strapless and deep purple, flowing down her waist to flare out at the bottom. Her hair was curled into a lovely up-do, her makeup flawless. Donovan would be there any moment to pick her up, A senior…taking her, a freshman, to the senior formal!

Maxon would be there, too. With his girlfriend, Samantha. Ali hated her, but Max never listened to reason. So, rather than tell him the news, she had purposely avoided the subject, choosing to surprise him. They always thought they would never get to go to the same dances in school, and now here was their chance.

The doorbell signaled Donovan’s arrival and she beamed. It was time to shine. With a sudden rush of energy, she skipped down the stairs to meet him as he stood by her mother and father. It was going to be a fantastic night.

_______________________________________________


The flashing lights of the country club’s ballroom could be seen from outside, letting everyone know where the party was at. Many cars were already in the parking lot, even though formal didn’t officially start for another hour.

Donovan escorted her in the doors, her hand wrapped delicately around his arm. He had been nothing but kind since their night began, and the blonde was glad she had accepted. It was going to be a good night, and he was a good friend to spend it with.

Once inside, he smiled and slipped away to fetch them a drink, various couples already on the dance floor. She swayed her hips to the music, making her way further into the room, but staying near enough to their table that she could spot Donovan’s return.

A hand came down on her shoulder and she scream, whipping around. “Aliyah?” asked a shocked voice. It belonged to Maxon, and his wide eyes were all the greeting she was bound to get.

“Hey, Maxie. Surprised to see me?” she teased, turning this way and that to make her dress sway.

He was quiet, simply staring. When he finally came to his senses, he frowned. “We have to get you out of here. I can’t have you walking around like that…” he said, taking her wrist, pulling her toward the door. Where Samantha was, she didn’t know, and frankly didn’t care.

“What? Maxon, no! I came with Donovan, I’m staying!” she refused, yanking her arm from his grasp.

“Donovan Myers?!”

Ali lifted her chin, defiant. “Yes.”

His face registered some emotion she couldn’t quite catch before he quickly replaced it with one of brotherly concern. “Ali…do you know what people do after Formal? He will expect more from you than you are going to want to give. I can’t let that happen.”

His mere mention of sex and her virginity set flame to her nerves, glaring at him. “You don’t know anything, Max. I might give it to him. He is a great guy.”

She could have slapped him with how hurt he looked in that moment, how shocked. He sputtered over his words, then stepped so close, she could fell his breath against her ear. “Ali…please, don’t. Not with him…”

“Fine…” she whispered, turning her head and leaving Maxon to watch her walk away

[[FLASHBACK]]

Aliyah hadn’t listened to him that night, and in the span of a week, had lost her virginity and suffered a heartbreak she hadn’t thought possible. And even though he warned her against it, Maxon was at her side the whole time. Samantha threw a fit, but he didn’t let her stop him from being there for his best friend. She would always be grateful to him for that.
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Re: Better Dig Two

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There was a lot she owed to Maxon. Their friendship that housed a lifetime in a finite number of years held so many instances where she took him for granted, or should have thanked him, and never did. In her world, he was a constant. In no way would he leave her side, or she his. The expectations for their friendship were unspoken, but accepted. They depended on each other.

That dependency ran deep. So deep that in her time of absolute vulnerability, he was the one she allowed at her side. Even her parents stood at the sidelines, but not him. Never him.

[[FLASHBACK]]

The beeping of the heart monitor woke her, the whiteness of the hospital room registering only after an initial panic. A violent shiver ran down her spine, ending with a spasm. She let out a pained whimper, trying to shift on the hard bed. A familiar hand settled on her shoulder. “Don’t move, Ali…”

Maxon appeared in her line of sight a moment later, offering her a tired smile.

The seventeen year old blonde attempted to sit, but the shooting pain in her ribs kept her down. She groaned, leaning back again, the neck brace making it extremely uncomfortable. She knew better than to try and speak. It would only come out as a raspy whisper, and the doctor’s would insist she stay silent, for now. That lecture had already happened. Twice.

The accident had been two days before. A drunk driver had ran a stop sign, T-boning her into a guardrail while on the way home from a party. The seat belt caused some internal bleeding in her abdomen, and caused some damage to her vocal cords when it auto-locked as she kept moving forward. Her leg had been crushed, requiring immediate surgery. Along with other minor cuts, bruises, and a concussion, she was in rough shape. The doctors had admitted her to be watched and receive pain medication. She hated it, hated the pain and the constant worry on her family’s face. So much so that she demanded they leave the room.

Max had arrived early the next morning, having driven from college as soon as he heard the news. He hadn’t left her side since, the only one that seemed able to control his concern to act like a human being.

“You know…Ali?” he began, looking at her with an odd sense of calm. “I thought we were going to lose you…” Her look made him frown, and he covered her mouth before she told him off. “I know you don’t want to hear it when you are clearly still alive, but it’s wrong to expect us not to worry. We love you…”

Aliyah looked away from him, glaring out the window. It was the fact that they worried over her that caused her the most pain. That she was so much of a burden to cause them unnecessary emotional stress.

“Just so you know…the next time you want to knock on Death’s door…let me know? That way I can let the gravedigger know to dig two.”

Her blue eyes turned to him, shocked, but he just looked down at her with a sad sort of smile while his fingers gently combed through her hair.

[[END]]

With a frown, she tucked the bear back into her back. It was hard to look at a reminder of the life she used to have when everything was still so new. If only Maxon knew…his Ali no longer existed. No, she was dead, and had been for over a month. It would be a test to his word, if he ever learned the truth. Though, she would hardly wish him to have this life. He had too much to live for.

In an odd way, she always knew he would be the one to grow old, moving on in the world in a way that she never could. One day, she would find him. He would be in his forties, or older, looking at the girl he once knew, forever 26.

A sudden impulse took hold, and she stood, moving mechanically to her computer. Pulling up a blank email, she stared at it for a good long minute, knowing what this could mean. It would open doors that had stayed closed for years, and with good reason.

[[FLASHBACK]]

Her parents had already left for their gate, their flight set to leave in another hour. Maxon sat beside her in the coffee shop, silent as he had ever been. Neither of them was willing to admit that it was goodbye, and soon, they would be separated by oceans and continents, alike.

Aliyah watched people pass her by, accepting that this is the last she would see of her home. Of Brisbane. If she came back, it wouldn’t be for some time, and her heart was heavy with loss. The United States was as foreign as China, with little to excite her. In fact, she was positive she would hate every moment of it. Pennsylvania…who even lived in a state hardly remembered?

“You could stay…”

Ali glanced at Maxon out of the corner of her eye, biting her lip, “You know I can’t,”

“But, you could. You are just afraid to stand up and say so to your parents!” he seethed, looking at her in anger, but also, desperation. “I have an apartment, you can stay with me. Finish school, go to college…I can watch out for you!”

The blonde laughed, a bitter sound, shaking her head. “Maxon, you are 20 years old. The last thing you need to do is watch out for a seventeen year old girl.”

“Dammit, Ali, give me some credit, okay?! We have been friends for years, don’t act like a ******* burden to me! You damn well know better than that!”

With a heavy sigh, she dropped her cup to the table and stared at the male beside her. She dared him to tell her a single reason her parents would accept to allow her to stay in Australia, because he wouldn’t have a one.

Maxon’s nose wrinkled in annoyance. “You think you will last there, with only your parents? Aliyah, they have had you on a leash ever since your accident. All because you are too damned thoughtful to open your ******* mouth and tell them to shove their righteous ******** up their asses!”

“Do. Not. Talk about them that way, Maxon,” she articulated, voice cold and low.

“Oh please, Ali. Spare me! You stopped being their perfect little angel a long time ago!” He stood, hands slamming down on the table. With one look, he turned and walked away. Away from her.

With a gasp, she chased after him. “Are we really doing this? Are we really fighting in the last hour we have together? Seriously, Maxon?!” Her voice was shrill, tears threatening to take hold as she voiced what neither of them had said aloud.

He froze, stopping cold in his tracks to the door. “I guess we are…”

“Don’t do this… Just…sit down, talk to me…like nothing is wrong. Like everything is normal…”

“Everything is not fine, don’t you get it?” he snapped, turning to face her. “Ali, I love you. I have loved you from day one, and you refuse to accept me. Accept us. And now? Now, you are leaving. There is no us, anymore.”

His words sliced deep into her chest, practically taking away her breath. “You don’t mean that. It’s always been us. Us against the world.”

“Yeah? Well, you seem to have joined the World.”

Her fists clenched at her side, her blood beginning to boil at the same time her heart started to die. “For the record, Maxon. You left me, first. You had a chance to stay in Brisbane for school, but you wanted to follow that slut, Samantha, instead. Don’t make me the bad guy, here, when you chose someone else! I begged you to stay! I have always been here! Me! Now, it’s my turn to leave!”

He was in her face in instant, voice deadly. “Don’t ever mention her name to me, again, Aliyah Hawthorne. You know why better than anymore.”

“How about I just don’t mention anything, then? How does silence sound to you? When we live a world apart, it can’t be too hard to do…” she rebutted, unsure she meant the words even as they left her mouth. But, they were out. And she was never one to back down, first. “That love we have will die with our friendship, and you will never have to see me or hear my voice, again. You are free, Maxon White.”

Her back was too him before he could say a word, and her steps burned the bridge between them. He didn’t call out to her, didn’t try and stop her. He let her go, and she didn’t look back.

[[END]]


Dear, Maxon

Almost 10 years since we last spoke, I hope all is well.

I am sure seeing an email from me is strange, and unlikely. I hope you don’t delete it without reading it, first. We ended with less than a goodbye, but despite all that, I want to know you are okay. You were the center of my world for so long, it’s impossible to forget.

I have found myself in a new city by the name Harper Rock. It’s bitterly cold and bland, nothing like Australia’s beaches. It’s an interesting place, I guess, but it lacks hope and life. Cliché, I know…but if only you knew to what extent…

Please, write me. We can catch up on so much lost time. I think we deserve some closure, if anything. Wouldn’t you agree?

Forever Yours,
Aliyah


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