A clear head [Pathday 3]

[Renee]

I push my chair back from my desk, finished with my hacking and any work that I was going to get done tonight. My life had gone through so many changes in the past few months. I look over at the sofa and see River streched out and Pan curled underneath her. They where the reasons I did anything right now. I stand up and walk over to them petting both of them and kissing them. I grab my keys and head out the door. I have decided I am going to go the long way through town to go check on The NEXUS. I know it's closed today but, as owner I should check to see that it is clean and all the stock is put up and ready for tomorrow. As I leave the appartment and lock the door behind me I can't help but remember my frist week here. I had invited Axel over to check out my new place. I was out of his appartment, even though he was hardly ever there himself, I needed a place to call my own. This would be the fist time that the other had made herself known to anyone and had clawed her way to the surface and taken over my body. I knew more about her now though I am unsure Axel has any idea of what really happened that night. I remembered the look of worry on both his and Phoenix's face that night.I can remember a bit more of what had happened though its mostly what the other tells me. It makes me half smile to know that Axel cares for me if only little. I pull my hand from the doornob and continue to make my way out of the building. [memory 1]

[Renee]

As I make it out of the QZ I see a building. It is a normal enough building to have in a city but, just like people, every building has its stories. I stop for a moment and take in what going on around me. Not a whole lot really. I focus on the building now, letting my mind take me back to that night. So many new faces all around me. I was terrified. I had heard stories of these people and it was very intemidating. My sire is there though he is late, He has his now ex girlfriend with him. My grandsire is somewhere around the place, I chatch glimpses of him here and there but there are a lot of people and he can not speck yet at this point so I wave and he nodds back. Everyone is dressed so nicely and I feel as though I am rather plane when next to all the others. I had hoped these people would one day be like a second family to me though now I may only see them in passing, if I am lucky that is. There are at least two that I know I will keep in touch with, though it may be minimal it is better then nothing. A vampire and her sire. Her and I text and do try to hang out though now that she has a girlfirend it may be harder but at least she is happy. Her sire though, from my understanding is going through a hard time at this moment. I should check on him. As my thoughts go him I think about that night again. The music was going and he offered me his hand and we danced. I had never danced with anyone before and he was great at it. So greacful.I could of danced all not had it not been for those stupid headachs that would render me useless. I end my though on a happy note as I keep walking past.

[Renee]

[Memory 2]

[Renee]

I walk past another building. This one is abondend now. Though just a few months ago people would be in there drinking and danceing. This was where my little whole in the wall bar had been. I had opened a lounge in a different building but it was still under the same name. Nexus. The new one was far more profitable then the old one but this building held a lot of memories. The one that jumps out the most is the from the last night that I was human. I had just been unluckly enough to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. I had seen my sire feeding on some poor man. He stabbed me through the heart killing me. He could of left me, or burned me, but for some reason he had turned me. I was still unsure why he had done so but he had. I am unsure if being changed has made me my 'life' better or not. I have gotten stronger and faster and can do cool powers now but I also have the other with me now all the time. [memory 3]