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[Aura]

To you,

I heard a poem today, a poem that reminds me of you. I will read it while you sleep, I will read it every night so you know just how much you mean to me. You. You are one of the soul reasons I still walk the streets of this city; because of you, I smile still when faced with judgments other's throw my way.

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in)
- BY E. E. CUMMINGS

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it (anywhere
I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)

I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)


As I sit here beside you and gaze down upon your face I can't help but think what and why and how. What did I do to deserve you, why out of everyone did you pick me and how... How do I even begin to believe this dream is real. You look at peace while you sleep. Your face has a certain calmness that makes me sigh even now after all this time. It took us this long to finally get where we are. True love really does wait for those who are meant to find it. I found you, just like you found me.

I will carry your hear. I carry it in my heart.

-Me

[Aura]

To her,

How Can I Forget?
- Jason

That very first day that we met
It's a feeling I'll never forget.
All the experiences that we've shared,
I knew right away that you were rare.

You see, it's hard to find a someone like you,
Usually they're too good to be true.
Though I should've entered with more ration,
But with you I felt so much passion.

I wish those things had never happened.
It feels as though my love's been abandoned.
All I wanted was to make you happy,
So why is it that I have to feel so crappy?

I want nothing more than for us to move on,
But it's so hard now that the trust is gone.
I want to get past this, I really do...
What can I do to make you be true?

My love for you is like an undying flame.
And I once wished for our love to remain.
Do you remember that day, the day that it snowed?
It's the day that I wished for our love to grow.

You hurt me that night, you need to know that you did.
And I need you to know that I can forgive.
But I'm really struggling with trying to forget,
Because I still feel the same as that first day we met.


We’ve both changed. I regret to say our worlds have drifted so far apart, I fear our paths will never cross again. So be it, thus is life, thus is how it has to be. I hate change, yet embrace the new dawn of every day.
-Me.

[Aura]

To them,

Tea
- Anonymous
Loving Recipe for a Perfect Cup of Tea
1 Willing friend who loves to sit and share
1 Grateful heart to have a friend that cares
1 Beautiful garden to show us God is near
Many wonderful memories of times shared throughout the years
Lots of smiles and laughter to brighten up our days
Many prayers that we prayed for each other along the way.

As I sit here on the balcony enjoying my tea this poem caught my attention and I felt the urge to share it with you. There are a few people in this poem that come to mind though names are not important; I know what each line means, and which person has indeed been the willing friend and the grateful heart. They are both very important to me; he and she have both influenced my life in the better.

Today’s been wonderful, blissfully peaceful and I painted a picture today. I took the day off and the stores managed just fine without me. I’m planning a secret get away with the husband soon. I’m taking him to my secret place, my hide away. Only one other person knows where that is and it’s Conner though I’m not worried, he’d never tell.

-Me

[Aura]

To me,

You'll be just fine. Just focus on what you're good at and you'll survive, just it's time to cut some people from your circle. You're world is getting smaller.

- Me

[Aura]

To him,

Chin up my dear, everything will be just fine. Do not fret my friend, I will always be by your side. I'm writing a little early today because I've got a few things to do. Some interviews to go over and some business problems to sort through.

I will always be there, whether you come to see it or not.

-Me

[Aura]

To me,

You suck at words - become a mime. That is all.

-Me

[Aura]

To him,

You Have Found Me.
by BD

It is amazing how one person
Can mean everything to you
Everything you've ever wanted
The only thing that is true.

They can make you smile
With tears in your eyes
They can set you free
Let go of your disguise.

That one person will see you
As you've never been seen before
The true beauty inside of you
They'll unlock every secret door.

This person will love you
For everything inside
They will not hurt you
No secrets will they hide.

Their warm embrace
Will keep your spirits high
As you rest in their arms
Staring up at the dark sky.

You will be on their mind
Even when you're apart
They will always carry you
Deep inside their heart.

It is the person who cares
More than anyone can try
You will find all the answers
By looking into their eyes.

This person we love
We call them "The One"
They cannot be replaced
By anything or anyone

Very few find that person
And I'm blessed you see
Because I found "The One"
And you have found me.

When I was lost in darkness and fear you stood by me. You pulled me free from the clutches of the black endless space I seemed to be stuck in. Out of everyone you reached me, you whispered my name and I heard you. You brought me back, you kept me strong. You’re amazing. I love you, I’ve always loved you – It was only a matter of time before we had our chance.
I love you. I love you. I love you.

-Me

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To Moo Moo,

All I can say is oink, but is it enough?

-Fatty.

[Aura]

To whom ever,

Trust
By: Jake Gassiot

Trust, earned or lost
Do you have it from the beginning
Do you earn it
Does it take long
I think trust in earned and lost
It must never be questioned
For questioning trust is questioning your friend
If you have to question your friend did you ever really trust them to begin with
If trust is lost, will you ever get it back
Will you ever be close to that person again
Will you ever hear their secrets
How will it ever be the same
They might not ever fully trust you
I know how this feels
I have lost people’s trust many a time before
Why on earth don’t they trust me
I wish they did but I understand

I will be there, if there is one good thing about me it is I keep my word unless you break your word first. Karma, it goes around like a vicious circle and it will come back and bite you in the ***. Hopefully one day I can prove it to you, that my word is my bond. I know that in your mind it's a risk, but we have eternity. Be as friends or be as foes, i'll watch out for you.

-Me

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To him,

You completely made my night. The flowers were beautiful and you always render me speechless. I love you, I love our life together. We compliment each other and I'm yours, eternally.

-Me

[Aura]

To him,

You're nothing to me any longer. I ******* fought for you, I stood by you, I listened to you, I held you. Time in, time out. Year after god damn YEAR. Yet, in my time of need you do nothing, you say nothing and I've come to the conclusion you ARE nothing. You are not the man I knew, respected or loved. You're a monster. You're a liar. You deserve all the hurt the world puts on you. I'm not your concern. I am not your family. Pull your head from your *** and finally opened your ******* eyes.

-Me.

[Aura]

To her,

You are beautiful, and you deserve so much more then this life can give. Remember, you've loved and you're cherished. It's been you and me against the world for a long time, now it's us being lazy and giggling like old ****.

I love you,

- Me.

Sisterhood
By: Unknown.

Sisterhood is many things.
It's a warn smile on a cold and rainy day, a friendly hug, a cheerful hello...
It's all that a good and lasting friendship is, only better.
It's treasured. It's sacred.
It's knowing that there will always be someone there for you.
It's dreams shared, and goals achieved. It's counting on others and being counted on.
It is real.