From: Verbena
Subject: RE: Resignation
Message:
It came down to a matter of personal preferences, honestly. The club is fantastic and, like I said, I love the people I`ve gotten to meet because of it, but in the end...Another offer came up that didn`t involve hotpants, stripper heels, and the prospect that I, any day now, I might have to do a private dance for someone that paid well enough.
I`m not a stripper heels kind of girl, CC, and my job description was being expanded in ways that I didn`t like. If you have your rules for your club, that`s fine! Like I said, it`s a successful club, for a reason. That`s fine. But I have the right to not fall under those rules, as well. Same as Vigilant. And, honestly, he and I are a partnership. I`m just not the right girl for the job.
She read it once and then a second time, shaking her head. The reply had come in the next day, after she'd questioned the why of the matter and she'd still not managed to reply to it. It was ******** was what it was, complete and utter ********. She was so confused by the part where Sara said that she would have to dance if someone paid enough, because they'd already had that conversation and she'd said been told she didn't do that. She was escort only. Someone had obviously been whispering in her ear, poisoning her against the club and the profession. She'd known what she was getting into in the beginning and hadn't seemed to have any issues with it. Yet now, suddenly, she was being all holier than thou.
She typed out a reply a few times, wording it completely differently every time as a ne wave of emotion crashed over the first and took control of her mind. There was anger, then sadness, then confusion, then she was just plain pissed off. She found tears in her eyes at one moment, giving way to boiling rage the next. There were thoughts about her business and how it had suffered last night with the lack of staff and how over worked everyone had been. Morale had dropped and of course not all of the tables had been able to have been bussed, then as the girls were waiting tables, they'd not been able to head upstairs to provide the extras. So when she'd done the accounts at the end of the night, the profits had dropped too -not to mention the complaints she'd heard from the bouncers at the door, from the customers as they'd left. Sara and Roy had screwed up her business by just, not showing up - and you didn't do that. Not only was it not professional, but it was just rude.
Then there were the feelings of betrayal that she felt. She'd thought that her and Sara were friends, more than just boss and employee. She'd really liked the girl and had chatted to her more than she had most of the employee's she had. She wasn't sure if it was because she was an allurist like CC, and so they could relate to one another or what it was. But she definitely felt something for her that went beyond boss and employee, so this just hurt so much more than a normal resignation did. She checked over her emails again and saw that Vigilant hadn't even bothered to reply, and the only thing she thought there was
'Dick'.
She read over her most recent reply and deleted it too, like so many before it. There was such a confusion of emotions and thoughts whirling inside her head that she just didn't know what to reply and say. So there was only one thing to do, she needed to go for a walk to clear her head. Perhaps killing some mooncalves would help to clear her head and let her vent some emotions, so that's what she did. She stood up and pushed her chair back, hearing it topple at the force with which she stood. She didn't care though, she just needed to get out of her office and kill some things. She ran down the stairs and to the door, thinking twice and looking around for Ginger. She spotted her at a table, teaching one of the shoddy new girls she'd picked up how to hold a tray and sway her hips at the same time. It wasn't going well, as the tray clattering to the floor repeatedly attested to.
Ginger spotted CC looking, so got up and walked over to her with an exasperated sigh and look. CC held up her hand as Ginger joined her by the door and shook her head.
"Don't even ******* start on me Ging. I know they're ****, but I needed bodies and needed them asap, you know that. That was the best I could get to start immediately."
Ginger rolled her eyes and shook her head.
"I bet you could have gotten something better than that CC. I mean, seriously. Look at her."
"Yeh Ging, look at her. Look at her body and face. You know the guys will lap that up and want a piece. Just, do your thing and fix her up. I bet you can train her, I've seen you do it with worse things than that one!"
"Yeh yeh yeh. Whatever. Now, where the **** you going at this time of night? You know you're dancing tonight right?"
"Yup. I'll be here. Just need to..... vent."
Ginger looked her up and down and just nodded, not asking any questions because she could see that CC was in a mood and barely holding in a few things she really wanted to say.
"I'll see you when you get back, and this..... will be sorted by then!"
She had turned away and was walking back to the nervous looking girl, pointing at her when she'd said 'this'. CC simply nodded and left the club, using celerity to run through the streets towards the Mausoleum. She managed to stop herself a few minutes from the entrance, just in the wilderness, and then wandered back again, pulling out her blade as she went.
She slipped inside and made her way through the catacombs, driving the mooncalves out of their hiding holes and summarily slaughtering them. She pictured them with Roy's face, and then with Sara's, but she found that that just hurt and confused her more. She walked around a corner and saw a little grouping of them and with a blind rage, roared and charged at them, feeling her fingers extending to claws and her body shifting into something more muscular and disgusting to behold. The next thing she knew, she was standing there panting, surrounded by pieces of the monsters and covered in what passed as their blood. It worried her when she blacked out and embraced the side of her that was Marzanna. It seemed to happen whenever she filled with emotions that she just couldn't cope with and process. And looking back at the trail of death she'd left behind herself - she knew she was having issues again.
She dropped down against the wall and pulled her phone from her bra, dialling Zodiac's number and letting it ring. And ring. And ring. Then, when the answering machine kicked in she hung up and redialled. 5 times she called the woman on both her landlines and mobile, and got no response. She'd not seen her on Friday either, and no-one had seen her or heard from her. This just hurt her and confused her even more, but she wasn't angry anymore - that had all been released and let go of, scared off by Marzanna - she was just filled with an overwhelming sadness and confusion.
Heaving herself up from the ground, she made her way out of the catacombs and into the mausoleum - freezing in place and staring at a figure she saw by the wall. It was Sara, just standing there, doing.... who knew what. She felt all of her emotions bubbling inside of her, completely confused by them all and all that she was feeling as she looked at her. Such a rage and torrent of emotion was inside of her at that moment, that she didn't realise it had spilled out of her and touched Sara. All the confusion over what she was feeling and what had happened was focussed on the other woman and affected her in a way CC didn't mean to, and had no knowledge of doing.
Finally, she managed to drag her eyes away from the woman, unable to form any words to toss at her in passing, or implore her with. Her silence took her from the woman and she congratulated herself at holding her temper, for not attacking her physically or verbally. That was progress for her, and she really was proud of herself for managing it. However, the energy taken to fight all she'd found in the catacombs and then to pull herself from Sara had drained her and she felt bone tired to the core. She slipped herself into a crack in the wall, enjoying the darkness there where not a bit of light seemed to penetrate, and settled down, gently crying at this **** life she'd found herself in. She needed to find some control, some balance, yet every time she thought she was getting there and finding it - something happened that threw her off kilter and back to the beginning again.
She'd lost track of time in her dark little pity party hole, and next thing she knew there were bugs flying and creeping from the walls, covering her from head to toe and biting her. She jumped to her feet and dropped her blade, trying to shake and brush them off. She could feel her blood trickling down her skin from all of the bites, and as she looked up, she saw Sara walking away in silence. She'd done this to her. Totally unprovoked and out of the blue. A snarl rose from CC and she stepped forwards to go after her, but then there was Roy, raising his gun and pulling the trigger. Only to be rewarded with a 'click' and nothing else. The idiot hadn't put any bullets in it and CC couldn't believe she'd ever hired the incompetent *** as a bouncer. Obviously, her girls weren't safe with him around and had anything ever happened, he'd have been as useful as a chocolate fire guard. Another guy turned up, held up his gun and pulled his trigger, this one did go off and she twisted to try and avoid the bullet - however it caught her in the shoulder and made her stumble backwards. This one though said something to her that made her simply stare.
Calix Archer says: "Warning shot. Don`t touch my ******* family."
She'd not ******* touched anyone, so she had no idea what in the hell he was talking about. She could almost believe it was a case of mistaken identity if it hadn't have been for Sara and Roy being there. They knew who she was, and could have cleared it up if needed. She couldn't think on it much more though because another guy showed up and tried to attack her. She dropped to her knees and bent backwards to lie on the ground in the dark as his attack went far over her head. Then, as a woman showed up, she rolled aside and sprung to her feet, leaning forwards so that again her attack missed. She stepped forwards and felt a cloud come over her mind, a piercing headache throbbed and made her miss her step. She was facing the back of her little crack in the wall, so didn't realise there was someone else there behind her. Not until she felt the fingers in her hair, pulling her head backwards before a blade ran across her throat, digging deeply into her flesh.
As soon as it had started, it was gone again and she dropped to her knees with blood running down her body. She was exhausted and drained mentally, and she felt bone tired from all of the blood she'd lost. She rested there for some time, unsure of how long exactly, then got up and went to feed. All the while, her mind trying to work out how the hell she could dance for her clients in such a state. So as she walked the streets and fed as and when she could, her brain whirred and created a whole new concept for her show that night. The business came first, and it had already suffered because of two cunts, she wasn't going to let them **** it up again for a second time..... no, a third. Bitches still hadn't paid her for the room they'd destroyed!
A growl rumbled from her throat and made her cough and choke in pain. She'd find out what in the hell had just happened and why. And then they'd pay. Through the nose. One way or another.