My Journal (Beck)
Posted: 08 Jun 2012, 14:03
Is it strange that I never bite my victims? I am a vampire after all. My pointed fangs will attest to this fact, though they have never punctured the skin of another. Is this poetic or pathetic? I still do not know why I cannot do it, preferring to allow the blade of my knife to do the deed. It seems so intimate to drink straight from the vein. I can still feel the bite of my sire and see his eyes as they looked hard into me, drilling down into the darkest depths of my being. A shudder through my spine is always felt when I revisit those memories. Even now as I grip the pen to write, my fingers shake. Where is my sire now? He turned me and left me there to rot. I should hate him, but I am unable. No. I will not drink from the vein. I do have to admit, I enjoy watching the blood as it runs into my flask and then tasting it on the blade as I lick it clean.